On Virginity and Sexuality

[T.A.O.L.]

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Taol what you have to also understand is that women here are not "women in general" and "women from outside". We cannot get like fired up everytime something about us as a gender is said.

I know for example how many fallacies and stupidities men are filled with. If this is taken personally we cannot converse.

There are a lot of "average" men and women who stereotypically fit into stereotypes. This includes sexually careless men, exploitative women, and other stereotypical conceptions of things which have a reason they exist because there was at least something to point at these.

The fact that viral illness and other problems accompany certain sexual vocations, races, sexual choices, or lifestyles, is a fact for example. It does not rely on perception of anyone.

Also, there are stereotypes for men. But of course the belief is that somehow women who waste themselves are so far "worse" than men who do the same.

Hp Hoodedcobra, I actually expected a reply from Emotion, not from you.

But I guess Ill have to say it anyway.

The reason that I put the second part that way is to make clear what he is saying. People do not have to say directly a certain pattern, but shuffle it in with other milder ideas and make it seem right.
I have no grudge or hate against this person or anyone else here for that matter.
I may have been a bit excessive, but how else was I going to make it clear? Using multiculturism?

There have been posts from you too on which I did not understood why you said such things to others, just saying.

Im not the kind of person thatd go so overboard in such an excessive rant like sunrise did.

Also actually I have a question for you. Why did you refer to opening a can of worms? What exactly is so bad about talking about this?

About getting fired up when something about you (or related to you) is said.. would you let others walk over you all the time? Would you tolerate your wife telling you shit like that? Of course not.
So why do you think we should be silence and tolerate such speak about ourselves? Especially now?
Dont think I reply without thinking. Because I do think. And no I do not take everything personal either.
I am not the little girl that I was back in primary ed.

[Aquarius]

there have been studies that show number of sexual partners one has pre marriage is directly correlated to the chances of the marriage failing. and my personal observation this seems true as well. every guy would prefer a wife with a low partner count as opposed to the town doorknob. this isn't Xtianity either, this is just obvious. aside from obvious chances of diseases even kissing has energy implications and creates bonds which can make it difficult for new bonds to form or fully taking trust in the newer bonds.

and would people here really be ok with their daughter for instance decided to be a sex worker/prostitute? I highly doubt the NS Germany brothels actually used german women for this and it was usually women of the countries they were occupying and these were regulated to ensure health of the troops.

i've never seen the appeal of brothels or strip clubs. paying for a woman to fake liking you has always seemed cringy and a complete waste of time, money, energy. compare this to actually having a real relationship/girlfriend..... even selfplay is way more appealing since your not wasting the previous mentioned resources.

Wrong about prostitution. It is not demeaning or wrong because you do not like it personally. It is a profession like anything else and it has nothing morally or otherwise wrong to it. Sex workers are people like anyone else. There is nothing "wrong" here.

And yes, some people will and they should pay for it. Due to an areay of reasons. All of human history having this shows why it is necessary.

I would be ok with my daughter becoming a prostitute, if that’s what she will really want and enjoy and she will do it legally why not?

[HP. Hoodedcobra666]

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I am not the little girl that I was back in primary ed.

The problem is most of these topics always end up to that and not mature conversations.

Yes, it is a can of worms to converse about particular types sexuality.

I will tell you a paradigm here. Some people of a specific sexual demographic, as a DEMOGRAPHIC, harbor so many STDs per capita that shows that if you are in this sexual demographic, you are risking your head at any given day.

I will not name this demogrpahic as this is self evident. Just do some research online. Now, of course, people will stand "up" for this demographic, considering themselves "part of it" while all they lead is a far more sensible life than the people they consider peers.

Saying this automatically makes you anti- this vocation, and this is opening a can of worms.

So conversation becomes impossible. For example, the existence of a bonding and trust mechanism is not something that boils down to personal opinion of yours or mine, it is an existing thing that works. Animals have this too.

[HP. Hoodedcobra666]

I highly doubt the NS Germany brothels actually used german women for this and it was usually women of the countries they were occupying.

Yeah, this sounds totally like Nazi Germany, the people they weren't holocausting because they deemed inferior were used as slaves for the master race.

"Muh Nazis Used Em and they also gassed 60 billion. Cause I cannot accept that prostitution is fine although every night I am on xvideos fapping it and every morming I denounce the evil who work in the sex industry." Totally xian.

If society is not a jungle take a moment to thank prostitutes for this. Rape and all sorts of other issues would be ten times higher without them if not more.

And no, not all prostitutes and brainless crackheads and do this for a snort. However, stereotypically, this has a basis, as the lifestyle mainly is connected with much of this.

The exception cannot make the rules. If people are seeing this side of it well it is because this life exists.

[Zammel]

The sadistic sex (like spank butts) is bad? The "listen" of have superiority on the partner in the sex is rigth? Because i am cofused(male without girl) because are divied in love-sweet and Sadism/superiority sense.

[HP. Hoodedcobra666]

The sadistic sex (like spank butts) is bad? The "listen" of have superiority on the partner in the sex is rigth? Because i am cofused(male without girl) because are divied in love-sweet and Sadism/superiority sense.

It is not "bad" or "wrong" provided both parties do consent to this.

[HP. Hoodedcobra666]

Let me tell you a lot of "liberated women" and "liberated men" who are walking down the street beyond any suspicion, do carry in most cases way more STDs than professional prostitutes. They also get tested and care more than them.

Professional prostitutes and sex workers of a higher level are better in that regard, way better. At least they keep track and hygiene of things.

I'd like to get more explanative here but I cannot cause MUH 2019, MUH ANTIBIOTIC, and MUH FREEDUMB.

There are girls who are now 20 to 25 today and have more STDS than professional sex workers in their 70's today.

I am telling you as I have never been the judgemental type on these subjects, and I have seen and spoke to girls who are 20 to 25 and are in far worse positions that professional sex workers.

I wanted you to comment on the topic of astral connections. I'm curious as I think I haven't heard this from clergy directly except that sex creates astral connections. So having sex makes astral bonds and having a lot of sex will make many astral bonds with many women ? How does this affect your life if you have a strong AOP and soul ? Their energies would get deflected or not ? And similarly the situation with prostitutes. Many people will argue here that making astral connections with a woman who does not clean herself spiritually and has had sex with hundreds of men (as a profession but still astral bonds are formed) will somehow fuck you up. I'm not sure but I think there are many speculative assumptions and bullshit here. So I wanted a HP opinion so people also get more in depth understanding of how this affects our lives.

I will comment soon as this is a topic in itself.

When one does not have bread to eat, it is of no consequence for you to talk of the dangers of lobsters and eating too much lobster.

As a quick comment to all of this with consciousness and control none of these problems should be major or beyond management.

[Aquarius]

The sadistic sex (like spank butts) is bad? The "listen" of have superiority on the partner in the sex is rigth? Because i am cofused(male without girl) because are divied in love-sweet and Sadism/superiority sense.

Lol butt spanking is not sadistic unless you really wanna hurt the other part, which i don't know how healthy it is, but every persone expresses their lust in different ways, if all the parts of the couple are consensual everything is ok.

[HP. Hoodedcobra666]

there have been studies that show number of sexual partners one has pre marriage is directly correlated to the chances of the marriage failing. and my personal observation this seems true as well. every guy would prefer a wife with a low partner count as opposed to the town doorknob. this isn't Xtianity either, this is just obvious. aside from obvious chances of diseases even kissing has energy implications and creates bonds which can make it difficult for new bonds to form or fully taking trust in the newer bonds.

and would people here really be ok with their daughter for instance decided to be a sex worker/prostitute? I highly doubt the NS Germany brothels actually used german women for this and it was usually women of the countries they were occupying and these were regulated to ensure health of the troops.

i've never seen the appeal of brothels or strip clubs. paying for a woman to fake liking you has always seemed cringy and a complete waste of time, money, energy. compare this to actually having a real relationship/girlfriend..... even selfplay is way more appealing since your not wasting the previous mentioned resources.

Wrong about prostitution. It is not demeaning or wrong because you do not like it personally. It is a profession like anything else and it has nothing morally or otherwise wrong to it. Sex workers are people like anyone else. There is nothing "wrong" here.

And yes, some people will and they should pay for it. Due to an areay of reasons. All of human history having this shows why it is necessary.

I would be ok with my daughter becoming a prostitute, if that’s what she will really want and enjoy and she will do it legally why not?

My reply meant there is nothing morally wrong with prostitution. As per the function of it, it can look like it's a physically "easy", but it is mentally and emotionally taxing kind of work that can also turn dangerous.

You can see why people are reluctant against that and this is because words like crack cocaine, fucking for your dose, getting killed in an appointment, and all sorts of other things can and are part of the life of prostitution or accompany it at a rate of extreme frequency. Needless to say, all sex workers have weird or dangerous stories to share.

How and under what provisions this is done is also materially speaking extremely important. If one would ever want to go to this line of work, then they need to be extremely smart and well conducted and stay out of the majority prostitutes and pimps or bad agencies, as it can backfire really bad.

And there are other difficulties. So people having the perception that they do on this is not some random downloaded bias from xianity. Take a walk down a street like the central places in capital cities and tell me if you see decent things there or not.

It takes more bias to say that none of this has any implication than to say that this does have implications.

Being a prostitute in Switzerland or Iceland is not the same as being one in Bangladesh or in New York. So there is no shirt that fits all here.

[shinninglight]

there have been studies that show number of sexual partners one has pre marriage is directly correlated to the chances of the marriage failing. and my personal observation this seems true as well. every guy would prefer a wife with a low partner count as opposed to the town doorknob. this isn't Xtianity either, this is just obvious. aside from obvious chances of diseases even kissing has energy implications and creates bonds which can make it difficult for new bonds to form or fully taking trust in the newer bonds.

and would people here really be ok with their daughter for instance decided to be a sex worker/prostitute? I highly doubt the NS Germany brothels actually used german women for this and it was usually women of the countries they were occupying and these were regulated to ensure health of the troops.

i've never seen the appeal of brothels or strip clubs. paying for a woman to fake liking you has always seemed cringy and a complete waste of time, money, energy. compare this to actually having a real relationship/girlfriend..... even selfplay is way more appealing since your not wasting the previous mentioned resources.

Wrong about prostitution. It is not demeaning or wrong because you do not like it personally. It is a profession like anything else and it has nothing morally or otherwise wrong to it. Sex workers are people like anyone else. There is nothing "wrong" here.

And yes, some people will and they should pay for it. Due to an areay of reasons. All of human history having this shows why it is necessary.

I would be ok with my daughter becoming a prostitute, if that’s what she will really want and enjoy and she will do it legally why not?

But not in this modern world,this modern world is fucked up,a lot of drugs in the industry maybe when gods return then it wouldn't be a problem

[Aquarius]

Wrong about prostitution. It is not demeaning or wrong because you do not like it personally. It is a profession like anything else and it has nothing morally or otherwise wrong to it. Sex workers are people like anyone else. There is nothing "wrong" here.

And yes, some people will and they should pay for it. Due to an areay of reasons. All of human history having this shows why it is necessary.

I would be ok with my daughter becoming a prostitute, if that’s what she will really want and enjoy and she will do it legally why not?

But not in this modern world,this modern world is fucked up,a lot of drugs in the industry maybe when gods return then it wouldn't be a problem

There are legalbrothels in some places in europe, prostitutes are required to do medical tests and such.

[slyscorpion]

Let me tell you a lot of "liberated women" and "liberated men" who are walking down the street beyond any suspicion, do carry in most cases way more STDs than professional prostitutes. They also get tested and care more than them.

Professional prostitutes and sex workers of a higher level are better in that regard, way better. At least they keep track and hygiene of things.

I'd like to get more explanative here but I cannot cause MUH 2019, MUH ANTIBIOTIC, and MUH FREEDUMB.

There are girls who are now 20 to 25 today and have more STDS than professional sex workers in their 70's today.

I am telling you as I have never been the judgemental type on these subjects, and I have seen and spoke to girls who are 20 to 25 and are in far worse positions that professional sex workers.

I wanted you to comment on the topic of astral connections. I'm curious as I think I haven't heard this from clergy directly except that sex creates astral connections. So having sex makes astral bonds and having a lot of sex will make many astral bonds with many women ? How does this affect your life if you have a strong AOP and soul ? Their energies would get deflected or not ? And similarly the situation with prostitutes. Many people will argue here that making astral connections with a woman who does not clean herself spiritually and has had sex with hundreds of men (as a profession but still astral bonds are formed) will somehow fuck you up. I'm not sure but I think there are many speculative assumptions and bullshit here. So I wanted a HP opinion so people also get more in depth understanding of how this affects our lives.

I will comment soon as this is a topic in itself.

When one does not have bread to eat, it is of no consequence for you to talk of the dangers of lobsters and eating too much lobster.

As a quick comment to all of this with consciousness and control none of these problems should be major or beyond management.

I wanted to comment on my personal experience with it. Having water as my second most dominant element I have enough problems dealing with being in the presence of certain individuals let alone doing anything sexual with them. People comment its bad because it kind of is. No matter how good the person looks or how much they like the same things you do could you do it. That is a better question. If you do you will not enjoy it at all and you will spend hours trying to clean yourself especially if the person is on the enemy side. Then you have to use ansuz to get rid of the links or munka or something on each chakra. Anyways if you cant sense energy its still there but you wont know how long to clean yourself and only then might you enjoy this and get off but still it invites bad luck. So its best not to do.

Do what I did and find a partner that is somewhat positive if you cant find a Satanist you dont need like 20 people or something. Its kind of superficial that way anyways. Not saying xtian stuff like the Gods would be mad or youll be punished (only if you dont stick to your race) but you yourself will have a bad time.

Thats just my comment its not worth it and I have no clue what to do if like your whole area is xtian or Muslim or something and there is no one. In that case maybe porn isnt so bad just make sure its gentile and something healthy. Really though this isnt worth it.

[NightKiss666]

Sex has been a problem for me for several years. I started off just fine with accepting my sexuality and freely having sex with consent. Then traumatic experiences mixed with major slut shaming came into play all in a short, sudden time frame. To make matters worse in this situation was that someone else can come forth as being just as free as I once was and everyone was/is 100% accepting of it. No slut shaming nor traumatic experiences for them whatsoever. This actually, oddly and sadly, is one of the reasons why I have a lot of sexual hangups as of current. Till this day I "fear" having sex with people and I get frightened by individuals who have a strong sexual magnetism towards me. Yes I've done numerous freeing the soul workings (Uruz, Ansuz, Munka,etc.) yet still no change. I want sex for numerous reasons but I'm having trouble pulling myself out of this... Um... Hole if that's what's best to call it here.

[Kieith666]

I’m personally still stuck in a rut. I’m female and a virgin in my late 20s, and I doubt I’ll ever find a good partner. The only option I have is someone who has done many hard drugs in the past, has a nicotine addiction. I’m just unsure if it’s really worth exchanging energies with him like that. And as some of you may know, an incubus is not an option for me either.

It’s insanely frustrating and I can say with certainty this frustration has played a good part in my downfall.

[Tenkil]

14 years old I did not masturbate between 5-6 months. After 5-6 months, I started to masturbate every day, I tried to overcome it, but I could not succeed. Is Succubi the only solution? Please help.

[HP. Hoodedcobra666]

I’m personally still stuck in a rut. I’m female and a virgin in my late 20s, and I doubt I’ll ever find a good partner. The only option I have is someone who has done many hard drugs in the past, has a nicotine addiction. I’m just unsure if it’s really worth exchanging energies with him like that. And as some of you may know, an incubus is not an option for me either.

It’s insanely frustrating and I can say with certainty this frustration has played a good part in my downfall.

You will. If you are a girl your chances are way higher than being a man. You just have to go about it with an aim.

Start a working to attract a clean and caring partner. You are just sensible that is all. Most people are not. Others like to throw themselves into crap just to say they were able to.

Check the SS calendar for a good date.

[Lydia]

I’m female and a virgin in my late 20s, and I doubt I’ll ever find a good partner.

I always thought you were a man! I was reading your name as "Keith".

Mars is currently in Cancer which is not good for a working for sex. July 11, waxing Moon in Scorpio. Good time to do such a working. In the meanwhile, you might need to do a freeing soul working to remove any obstacles. This can be started after the full Moon on the 17th.

One's entire life can suck, from lack of sex alone.

[Kieith666]

I’m female and a virgin in my late 20s, and I doubt I’ll ever find a good partner.

I always thought you were a man! I was reading your name as "Keith".

Mars is currently in Cancer which is not good for a working for sex. July 11, waxing Moon in Scorpio. Good time to do such a working. In the meanwhile, you might need to do a freeing soul working to remove any obstacles. This can be started after the full Moon on the 17th.

One's entire life can suck, from lack of sex alone.

Lol no worries.

And I think I’m about done looking /doing workings though. I know I won’t make it in spiritual Satanism. The whole incubus sittiatuon really fucked me up. If I can be thrown away by an incubus, let’s just say I don’t have very much self esteem left. I won’t be happy with my current partner (a human) long term. I can already feel this deeply and strongly.

I just wanted to point out how badly lack of affection/sex can ruin ones whole life.

[Arcadia]

Well then.

As the guy who made the original request for some deeper diving into this particular topic, really, thank you for obliging first of all, even if touching on such a topic was likely inevitable anyway. It's kind of funny looking back on that original post of mine which more or less said that I felt like there were a lot of either people who weren't aware of the topics true nature or had been lead into holding somewhat Abrahamized opinions on the whole affair.

70 posts in this thread later, although I don't want to seem smug about it, I guess I was certainly right in saying this was definitely a discussion people needed having, heh, so I'm glad I took the opportunity to ask for it. This was all the clarity I could have desired to see and more. So I'm glad this was covered. Due to other threads about this turning into near battlegrounds, it'll be nice to have this to link back to.

All in all it definitely resonates with what Lydia just said. A lack of sex alone can definitely screw up a life, so it's really no wonder the topic fires up a lot of passionate discussions and posting one way or another. Definitely had a small chuckle when I saw how many posts this had, but yeah, thank you again.

[6zeliris6lalibratum6]

I’m personally still stuck in a rut. I’m female and a virgin in my late 20s, and I doubt I’ll ever find a good partner. The only option I have is someone who has done many hard drugs in the past, has a nicotine addiction. I’m just unsure if it’s really worth exchanging energies with him like that. And as some of you may know, an incubus is not an option for me either.

It’s insanely frustrating and I can say with certainty this frustration has played a good part in my downfall.

We are the same age/gender.
I however, have no issue finding willing "partners", not including the ones whom I prefer at home. This has become an issue for me, as these men and women are incessant. Most are jews, of course, looking to snag a pretty gentile lass from the grasps of the gods themselves. The rest, xianified to the max and highly distasteful. How I envy your current situation...

Don't feel like there's something wrong with the way you're living, there's not. I'd turn down that 'only option', regardless. Especially if their soul is effected by such things as drugs/addiction as you say. Your body is a masterpiece of Satan's design, so don't stoop in dirt for little pleasures just to sully yourself if there's an SS gentleman waiting to treat you proper just down the chronological street

The way I see it, those of us awaiting real, perfect partners will get them, we just have to be willing to be patient enough to receive them when the time's right. My current (non-SS) partner and I won't last the next 2 decades, many of ours won't from what I've been told. It is a sad but true fact, so in all actuality, you may actually have it easier than those of us who currently have partners. We will experience a loss you may not have to yourself.

Besides, in 20 years, all the incompatible ones will be as obvious as day and night, and we'll have a great starting point for making long lasting, solid, REAL relationships.

Chin up, wear your Satanic Soul with Pride!

[Quietlysings666]

were all fucking dead if we reap what pornhub sowed

[FancyMancy]

Lol no worries.

And I think I’m about done looking /doing workings though. I know I won’t make it in spiritual Satanism. The whole incubus sittiatuon really fucked me up. If I can be thrown away by an incubus, let’s just say I don’t have very much self esteem left. I won’t be happy with my current partner (a human) long term. I can already feel this deeply and strongly.

I just wanted to point out how badly lack of affection/sex can ruin ones whole life.

"Thrown away"? Have you opened your Psychic Centres yet, so that you can see, hear, etc. - i.e. sense - Spiritually? A person of Satan wouldn't be as nasty and careless as "throwing away" someone. Are you sure it wasn't either your own unknowing/imagination or enemy interference?

[Arcadia]

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Pleasant way of looking at things, honestly, and in the same breath, something I should consider myself fortunate for. I never had any proper relationships, not before becoming an SS. It was only a while into my time partaking in all of this that I ended up finding someone to pursue. The part I should consider myself fortunate for is that I've had the considerable blessing of having my pursuit of this person be guided and blessed by my Guardian. Needless to say, randomly having an awake, pagan love interest appear in my life, belonging to my same ancestral stock no less, soon after my SS story began almost felt too good to be true.

Of course one should never pester their Guardian all hours of the day but a romantic relationship is one of the biggest aspects of life, and the Gods would not consider it a trivial topic that wasn't worth their time. It's a big deal. So as embarrassing as it might feel, do seek their advice on love if the opportunity ever arises. Believe me, it may not feel like something you'd want to hassle them over, but so long as you approach it with respect, take my word for it. It does matter to them who you spend your life with. Cobra or Mageson once before said something along the lines of "everyone may wish for true love to come now, but if it came ahead of time, the passions involved could often destroy both people". Paraphrasing a bit, since I can't remember the exact wording, but my point is, without sounding like some preachy hippie, true romantic love can really make or break a person possibly more than any other aspect of life. So not only do you want to find that right person, but when you do, make sure that you're both ready for it.

The trick to remember is, don't fall for the old addage of a romance is two halves making a whole. A relationship needs to be two wholes making something even better. If you aren't with someone yet, work on yourself best as you can.

[HP. Hoodedcobra666]

I’m female and a virgin in my late 20s, and I doubt I’ll ever find a good partner.

I always thought you were a man! I was reading your name as "Keith".

Mars is currently in Cancer which is not good for a working for sex. July 11, waxing Moon in Scorpio. Good time to do such a working. In the meanwhile, you might need to do a freeing soul working to remove any obstacles. This can be started after the full Moon on the 17th.

One's entire life can suck, from lack of sex alone.

Lol no worries.

And I think I’m about done looking /doing workings though. I know I won’t make it in spiritual Satanism. The whole incubus sittiatuon really fucked me up. If I can be thrown away by an incubus, let’s just say I don’t have very much self esteem left. I won’t be happy with my current partner (a human) long term. I can already feel this deeply and strongly.

I just wanted to point out how badly lack of affection/sex can ruin ones whole life.

Succubi do not give out partners out of the blue.

You seem to have a self esteem or guilt issue that is preventing you or making you strongly see things that way.

A phase of spiritual closedness may also make this feeling up for you. This may be planetary also, there can be planets that cause tremendous loneliness or other delusions such as insecurity and so forth.

Just relax and take it slow and steady with advancement.

[Lydia]

And I think I’m about done looking /doing workings though. I know I won’t make it in spiritual Satanism. The whole incubus sittiatuon really fucked me up. If I can be thrown away by an incubus, let’s just say I don’t have very much self esteem left. I won’t be happy with my current partner (a human) long term. I can already feel this deeply and strongly.

I just wanted to point out how badly lack of affection/sex can ruin ones whole life.

Don't think of it in terms of getting a permanent marriage partner. Think of it as "sex therapy", as in, finding a partner to have sex with, and use that experience to heal yourself. Take it one step at a time, and in time your self-esteem will improve and you will see that you are worthy of a permanent partner (if that's what you want), and then you can find one from there.

But for the time being, get sex/cuddles/affection with a suitable partner (he doesn't have to be perfect), and heal.

[Kieith666]

Lol no worries.

And I think I’m about done looking /doing workings though. I know I won’t make it in spiritual Satanism. The whole incubus sittiatuon really fucked me up. If I can be thrown away by an incubus, let’s just say I don’t have very much self esteem left. I won’t be happy with my current partner (a human) long term. I can already feel this deeply and strongly.

I just wanted to point out how badly lack of affection/sex can ruin ones whole life.

"Thrown away"? Have you opened your Psychic Centres yet, so that you can see, hear, etc. - i.e. sense - Spiritually? A person of Satan wouldn't be as nasty and careless as "throwing away" someone. Are you sure it wasn't either your own unknowing/imagination or enemy interference?

To answer your question, yes. I was open, and was working hard on becoming more open to interact with him. Could of been enemy interference. Who knows. All I know is that relationship is no longer valid. It was over two years ago.

And because if that, no other incubus would accept me. I’ve been told this by the gods many times.

[Kieith666]

I always thought you were a man! I was reading your name as "Keith".

Mars is currently in Cancer which is not good for a working for sex. July 11, waxing Moon in Scorpio. Good time to do such a working. In the meanwhile, you might need to do a freeing soul working to remove any obstacles. This can be started after the full Moon on the 17th.

One's entire life can suck, from lack of sex alone.

Lol no worries.

And I think I’m about done looking /doing workings though. I know I won’t make it in spiritual Satanism. The whole incubus sittiatuon really fucked me up. If I can be thrown away by an incubus, let’s just say I don’t have very much self esteem left. I won’t be happy with my current partner (a human) long term. I can already feel this deeply and strongly.

I just wanted to point out how badly lack of affection/sex can ruin ones whole life.

Succubi do not give out partners out of the blue.

You seem to have a self esteem or guilt issue that is preventing you or making you strongly see things that way.

A phase of spiritual closedness may also make this feeling up for you. This may be planetary also, there can be planets that cause tremendous loneliness or other delusions such as insecurity and so forth.

Just relax and take it slow and steady with advancement.

I’m sure I was given an incubus back then. I did make mistakes, yes. But none that warranted such cruel treatment. I mean it’s one thing if a human man dumps me, but a god?
It’s just been hard to advance with thoughts like that. Just recently I was told I won’t make it it Satanism. It just hurts. All this cause I wanted to love somebody/be loved.

It still affects me strongly today. I cry if I think about it too much. It just makes it nearly impossible to advance. I still give it an effort, but I don’t think it’s enough. Feeling like I’ve been betrayed by Satan and the gods just kills me. Especially since I did copious amounts of warfare back then.

Ok, that’s all I’ll say. I really don’t want to hijack this thread.

[HauptSturm]

Don't think of it in terms of getting a permanent marriage partner. Think of it as "sex therapy", as in, finding a partner to have sex with, and use that experience to heal yourself. Take it one step at a time, and in time your self-esteem will improve and you will see that you are worthy of a permanent partner (if that's what you want), and then you can find one from there.

But for the time being, get sex/cuddles/affection with a suitable partner (he doesn't have to be perfect), and heal.

What if things go bad and she regrets it and makes things worse?

[Kieith666]

And I think I’m about done looking /doing workings though. I know I won’t make it in spiritual Satanism. The whole incubus sittiatuon really fucked me up. If I can be thrown away by an incubus, let’s just say I don’t have very much self esteem left. I won’t be happy with my current partner (a human) long term. I can already feel this deeply and strongly.

I just wanted to point out how badly lack of affection/sex can ruin ones whole life.

Don't think of it in terms of getting a permanent marriage partner. Think of it as "sex therapy", as in, finding a partner to have sex with, and use that experience to heal yourself. Take it one step at a time, and in time your self-esteem will improve and you will see that you are worthy of a permanent partner (if that's what you want), and then you can find one from there.

But for the time being, get sex/cuddles/affection with a suitable partner (he doesn't have to be perfect), and heal.

I understand, but that just feels wrong for me. I can’t just have casual sex with someone I don’t love. I didn’t even want a human partner. I’m with my current partner more out of obligation. To make sure he doesn’t race mix more or fuck up his soul further with drugs. It’s not healthy and I’m not happy. But it’s him or nobody at this point.

When I’ve expressed wanting to be with an incubus or feeling lonely to Satan or the gods I’m always told “it doesn’t matter” “not important” “I don’t care” “you’re useless” and things like that. I’ve just accepted that at this point. Could be the enemy, sure. But I doubt it. I’m not exactly on Satan’s/the gods good SS list.

Thanks for taking the time to reply though. It means a lot.

[TopoftheAbyss]

I’m personally still stuck in a rut. I’m female and a virgin in my late 20s, and I doubt I’ll ever find a good partner. The only option I have is someone who has done many hard drugs in the past, has a nicotine addiction. I’m just unsure if it’s really worth exchanging energies with him like that. And as some of you may know, an incubus is not an option for me either.

It’s insanely frustrating and I can say with certainty this frustration has played a good part in my downfall.

I'm male and I'm a virgin in my 20s too but I don't think I won't find a girl right for me.

[Aquarius]

I’m personally still stuck in a rut. I’m female and a virgin in my late 20s, and I doubt I’ll ever find a good partner. The only option I have is someone who has done many hard drugs in the past, has a nicotine addiction. I’m just unsure if it’s really worth exchanging energies with him like that. And as some of you may know, an incubus is not an option for me either.

It’s insanely frustrating and I can say with certainty this frustration has played a good part in my downfall.

I'm male and I'm a virgin in my 20s too but I don't think I won't find a girl right for me.

Nope, not with that mindset, no.

[Aquarius]

Don't think of it in terms of getting a permanent marriage partner. Think of it as "sex therapy", as in, finding a partner to have sex with, and use that experience to heal yourself. Take it one step at a time, and in time your self-esteem will improve and you will see that you are worthy of a permanent partner (if that's what you want), and then you can find one from there.

But for the time being, get sex/cuddles/affection with a suitable partner (he doesn't have to be perfect), and heal.

What if things go bad and she regrets it and makes things worse?

You're overthinking that, if she wanted to have sex with you then regrets it for whatever reason that's not really your fault or anything, also, why do you exactly think about this scenario?

[HP. Hoodedcobra666]

Lol no worries.

And I think I’m about done looking /doing workings though. I know I won’t make it in spiritual Satanism. The whole incubus sittiatuon really fucked me up. If I can be thrown away by an incubus, let’s just say I don’t have very much self esteem left. I won’t be happy with my current partner (a human) long term. I can already feel this deeply and strongly.

I just wanted to point out how badly lack of affection/sex can ruin ones whole life.

Succubi do not give out partners out of the blue.

You seem to have a self esteem or guilt issue that is preventing you or making you strongly see things that way.

A phase of spiritual closedness may also make this feeling up for you. This may be planetary also, there can be planets that cause tremendous loneliness or other delusions such as insecurity and so forth.

Just relax and take it slow and steady with advancement.

I’m sure I was given an incubus back then. I did make mistakes, yes. But none that warranted such cruel treatment. I mean it’s one thing if a human man dumps me, but a god?
It’s just been hard to advance with thoughts like that. Just recently I was told I won’t make it it Satanism. It just hurts. All this cause I wanted to love somebody/be loved.

It still affects me strongly today. I cry if I think about it too much. It just makes it nearly impossible to advance. I still give it an effort, but I don’t think it’s enough. Feeling like I’ve been betrayed by Satan and the gods just kills me. Especially since I did copious amounts of warfare back then.

Ok, that’s all I’ll say. I really don’t want to hijack this thread.

All of these are probably lies and falsified assumptions on your behalf, based on either tremendous amounts of self-guilt, rather than something you did.

Unless you back-stabbed said Succubus with incessant cheating, full throttle ignorance, and total betrayal, and breached any form of agreement with him/her without any notification, the Gods are not a mafia that will take vengeance on you on such petty or personal matters.

If you did the above then they have a right to walk away. If you think that because you watched a porn video or had thoughts about someone "They left" then this is solely a guilt complex as they won't.

You're just afraid and you keep worsening your own fears IMO, but I cannot get further into this due to lack of time. You need to see into your own mind and stop the self sabotaging mission.

[FancyMancy]

Lol no worries.

And I think I’m about done looking /doing workings though. I know I won’t make it in spiritual Satanism. The whole incubus sittiatuon really fucked me up. If I can be thrown away by an incubus, let’s just say I don’t have very much self esteem left. I won’t be happy with my current partner (a human) long term. I can already feel this deeply and strongly.

I just wanted to point out how badly lack of affection/sex can ruin ones whole life.

"Thrown away"? Have you opened your Psychic Centres yet, so that you can see, hear, etc. - i.e. sense - Spiritually? A person of Satan wouldn't be as nasty and careless as "throwing away" someone. Are you sure it wasn't either your own unknowing/imagination or enemy interference?

To answer your question, yes. I was open, and was working hard on becoming more open to interact with him. Could of been enemy interference. Who knows. All I know is that relationship is no longer valid. It was over two years ago.

And because if that, no other incubus would accept me. I’ve been told this by the gods many times.

Perhaps you need to learn how to build strong bridges.

And I think I’m about done looking /doing workings though. I know I won’t make it in spiritual Satanism. The whole incubus sittiatuon really fucked me up. If I can be thrown away by an incubus, let’s just say I don’t have very much self esteem left. I won’t be happy with my current partner (a human) long term. I can already feel this deeply and strongly.

I just wanted to point out how badly lack of affection/sex can ruin ones whole life.

Don't think of it in terms of getting a permanent marriage partner. Think of it as "sex therapy", as in, finding a partner to have sex with, and use that experience to heal yourself. Take it one step at a time, and in time your self-esteem will improve and you will see that you are worthy of a permanent partner (if that's what you want), and then you can find one from there.

But for the time being, get sex/cuddles/affection with a suitable partner (he doesn't have to be perfect), and heal.

I understand, but that just feels wrong for me. I can’t just have casual sex with someone I don’t love. I didn’t even want a human partner. I’m with my current partner more out of obligation. To make sure he doesn’t race mix more or fuck up his soul further with drugs. It’s not healthy and I’m not happy. But it’s him or nobody at this point.

When I’ve expressed wanting to be with an incubus or feeling lonely to Satan or the gods I’m always told “it doesn’t matter” “not important” “I don’t care” “you’re useless” and things like that. I’ve just accepted that at this point. Could be the enemy, sure. But I doubt it. I’m not exactly on Satan’s/the gods good SS list.

Thanks for taking the time to reply though. It means a lot.

Then how can it be Satan or a God or Goddess speaking with you? Are they immature and idiotic pathetic bullies like that? If Lydia, someone who is not a Goddess, knows with conviction that sexual intimacy is vital, then how could a God or Goddess possibly say it is irrelevant and being stupid and anti-beneficial? Is this another one of those "above" things being lies as mentioned in another thread, or are you listening to shit instead of listening to help - did you have a Daemon lover or did you be fooled by enemy shit? The enemy tries destroying us in the area or areas which hurt us and affect us the most. "All because I wanted to love somebody/be loved." There you go.

Could be the enemy, sure. But I doubt it.

Think with your Brain instead of with your emotions and feelings.

I’m not exactly on Satan’s/the gods good SS list.

We make ourselves worthy of anyone/anything. If you were open, as you say, then you should learn to discern and notice the Gods and Goddesses against interfering entities. Newbs are attacked in various ways, and members have said when they were open and able to sense Spiritually, they were fooled, as well.

[6zeliris6lalibratum6]

Lol no worries.

And I think I’m about done looking /doing workings though. I know I won’t make it in spiritual Satanism. The whole incubus sittiatuon really fucked me up. If I can be thrown away by an incubus, let’s just say I don’t have very much self esteem left. I won’t be happy with my current partner (a human) long term. I can already feel this deeply and strongly.

I just wanted to point out how badly lack of affection/sex can ruin ones whole life.

Succubi do not give out partners out of the blue.

You seem to have a self esteem or guilt issue that is preventing you or making you strongly see things that way.

A phase of spiritual closedness may also make this feeling up for you. This may be planetary also, there can be planets that cause tremendous loneliness or other delusions such as insecurity and so forth.

Just relax and take it slow and steady with advancement.

I’m sure I was given an incubus back then. I did make mistakes, yes. But none that warranted such cruel treatment. I mean it’s one thing if a human man dumps me, but a god?
It’s just been hard to advance with thoughts like that. Just recently I was told I won’t make it it Satanism. It just hurts. All this cause I wanted to love somebody/be loved.

It still affects me strongly today. I cry if I think about it too much. It just makes it nearly impossible to advance. I still give it an effort, but I don’t think it’s enough. Feeling like I’ve been betrayed by Satan and the gods just kills me. Especially since I did copious amounts of warfare back then.

Ok, that’s all I’ll say. I really don’t want to hijack this thread.

You are using this incubus thing as a crutch/enabler to not do your best, whether doing so consciously or not. That experience isn't making you do anything; you're choosing to let this control your advancement by not fighting it.

My bet is this incubus, whomever it is, knows you're fully capable of righting this hangup and is patiently waiting for you to hurry along and get back to them. Mine does this when I have doubts or feel incapable, and he is not patient. Our Gods know that witholding 'reward' can often create drive to advance in those of us who otherwise wouldn't (just ask them for clarification if you don't understand at first, they don't get offended), or for those of us who are more sexually motivated. It's basic psychology. Know that you can overcome this enemy attack/bad planets. We are SS, you are SS because you are here. The gods do not abandon us, but they will absolutely test us.

Keep up the RTRs and maybe try throwing in some sexy-time before hand to really amp up that drive. I know dysphoria can get in the way, but I've found that this helps me even if I'm feeling ogre-ish.
There's no shame in getting off on destroying your enemies

[Kieith666]

Unless you back-stabbed said Succubus with incessant cheating, full throttle ignorance, and total betrayal, and breached any form of agreement with him/her without any notification, the Gods are not a mafia that will take vengeance on you on such petty or personal matters.

If you did the above then they have a right to walk away.

Never did ANY of the above. I was insecure, sure. But I never betrayed him in any way. Thing is, he never even said or pointed out what I did wrong. I still don’t know.

Thank you HP

[hiddenmantis666]

Lol no worries.

And I think I’m about done looking /doing workings though. I know I won’t make it in spiritual Satanism. The whole incubus sittiatuon really fucked me up. If I can be thrown away by an incubus, let’s just say I don’t have very much self esteem left. I won’t be happy with my current partner (a human) long term. I can already feel this deeply and strongly.

I just wanted to point out how badly lack of affection/sex can ruin ones whole life.

"Thrown away"? Have you opened your Psychic Centres yet, so that you can see, hear, etc. - i.e. sense - Spiritually? A person of Satan wouldn't be as nasty and careless as "throwing away" someone. Are you sure it wasn't either your own unknowing/imagination or enemy interference?

To answer your question, yes. I was open, and was working hard on becoming more open to interact with him. Could of been enemy interference. Who knows. All I know is that relationship is no longer valid. It was over two years ago.

And because if that, no other incubus would accept me. I’ve been told this by the gods many times.

i initially had gotten an succubus partner several years ago, i was on a weird meditation program that got me open quickly but it got stale and i lost my edge and fell off, got discouraged right away after not being able to connect with my succubus, after years of trying to make things work with me she lost that spark with me so to speak, i reached out and spoked my concerns and well, we parted ways and i got someone else, immediately i could feel more of an attraction, it was more encouraging, however still had having alot of issues connecting in a sexual manner due to several issues i became furious that i could not give her the lust and sexual experience that she deserved... lilith came to me insuring me i will make it through this and make it over this obstacle. Months later after constant rune meditation, RAUM meditations, and several RTRS (these specifically opened me up more if done several times in a day) i was able to connect in the matter i had be desiring. You really got to keep at it and desire heavily to get it i found, dont give up and reach out to them.

[LightAlgur]

Do you do any aura of protection?

Unless you back-stabbed said Succubus with incessant cheating, full throttle ignorance, and total betrayal, and breached any form of agreement with him/her without any notification, the Gods are not a mafia that will take vengeance on you on such petty or personal matters.

If you did the above then they have a right to walk away.

Never did ANY of the above. I was insecure, sure. But I never betrayed him in any way. Thing is, he never even said or pointed out what I did wrong. I still don’t know.

Thank you HP

[Kieith666]

My bet is this incubus, whomever it is, knows you're fully capable of righting this hangup and is patiently waiting for you to hurry along and get back to them.

Lmao nah, he hates me and wants nothing to do with me. For everyone thinking it was an enemy messing with me, no. He showed up during the ritual I did when I first asked Satan for an incubus. I know the energy. He’s legit.

He just said he hates me. Which is whatever, since I’m used to it. I have to admit I’m NOT fond of him either. I really don’t have anything nice to say about him.

[HauptSturm]

Don't think of it in terms of getting a permanent marriage partner. Think of it as "sex therapy", as in, finding a partner to have sex with, and use that experience to heal yourself. Take it one step at a time, and in time your self-esteem will improve and you will see that you are worthy of a permanent partner (if that's what you want), and then you can find one from there.

But for the time being, get sex/cuddles/affection with a suitable partner (he doesn't have to be perfect), and heal.

What if things go bad and she regrets it and makes things worse?

You're overthinking that, if she wanted to have sex with you then regrets it for whatever reason that's not really your fault or anything, also, why do you exactly think about this scenario?

I did have sex with a girl and regretted it later... If I had sex with a girl and she regretted it later, I'd probably feel bad for her.

I know a girl who had sex for the first time with someone and she regretted doing it. Probably because he broke up with her instantly after. I told her to forget about it, it doesn't matter, etc. and she said thanks...

I think women should start out slow and go from there...

[Jack]

Unless you back-stabbed said Succubus with incessant cheating, full throttle ignorance, and total betrayal, and breached any form of agreement with him/her without any notification, the Gods are not a mafia that will take vengeance on you on such petty or personal matters.

If you did the above then they have a right to walk away.

Never did ANY of the above. I was insecure, sure. But I never betrayed him in any way. Thing is, he never even said or pointed out what I did wrong. I still don’t know.

Thank you HP

Maybe your delusionally imagining it all while none of it ever happened.

[Azorm]

Let me tell you a lot of "liberated women" and "liberated men" who are walking down the street beyond any suspicion, do carry in most cases way more STDs than professional prostitutes. They also get tested and care more than them.

Professional prostitutes and sex workers of a higher level are better in that regard, way better. At least they keep track and hygiene of things.

I'd like to get more explanative here but I cannot cause MUH 2019, MUH ANTIBIOTIC, and MUH FREEDUMB.

There are girls who are now 20 to 25 today and have more STDS than professional sex workers in their 70's today.

I am telling you as I have never been the judgemental type on these subjects, and I have seen and spoke to girls who are 20 to 25 and are in far worse positions that professional sex workers.

I wanted you to comment on the topic of astral connections. I'm curious as I think I haven't heard this from clergy directly except that sex creates astral connections. So having sex makes astral bonds and having a lot of sex will make many astral bonds with many women ? How does this affect your life if you have a strong AOP and soul ? Their energies would get deflected or not ? And similarly the situation with prostitutes. Many people will argue here that making astral connections with a woman who does not clean herself spiritually and has had sex with hundreds of men (as a profession but still astral bonds are formed) will somehow fuck you up. I'm not sure but I think there are many speculative assumptions and bullshit here. So I wanted a HP opinion so people also get more in depth understanding of how this affects our lives.

I noticed that not every astral connection is the same and it all vary. And also, over the time strenght of the those bonds tend to cease or to get stronger. It all depends on what you want, but be aware of your inner wishes as they could do some things on their own. If you want it just sexual, it will be just sexual, sexual chakras making cords and some energy will be taken inside the bodies. This all comes with feel and with the practice. So, you must be aware of what you want and to take care of your subconsciouss wishes. You always can later banish energies of a person you had sex with, and you can break the cords and make sure that no energy from that person will enter you more, until you don't allow that person to be close to you again.

Sometimes it's hard to detach from some people as they will try to stay connected to us. There are one sided connection that can be strong here even when we don't want that, and people might try to take your energies or push theirs into your chakras and bodies, but usually those cords exist then because we subc. are allowing that person to be attached to us, maybe because of guilt or whatever....

Cleaning after you feel some dirt from another person after the sex is important if you really are trying to stay clean.

[Kieith666]

i initially had gotten an succubus partner several years ago, i was on a weird meditation program that got me open quickly but it got stale and i lost my edge and fell off, got discouraged right away after not being able to connect with my succubus, after years of trying to make things work with me she lost that spark with me so to speak, i reached out and spoked my concerns and well, we parted ways and i got someone else, immediately i could feel more of an attraction, it was more encouraging, however still had having alot of issues connecting in a sexual manner due to several issues i became furious that i could not give her the lust and sexual experience that she deserved... lilith came to me insuring me i will make it through this and make it over this obstacle. Months later after constant rune meditation, RAUM meditations, and several RTRS (these specifically opened me up more if done several times in a day) i was able to connect in the matter i had be desiring. You really got to keep at it and desire heavily to get it i found, dont give up and reach out to them.

I did try to do better though. To the point I would burn myself out daily with 5-6 hour meditations. Then at the end of the day I was always told that wasn’t enough.

I’ve asked Satan for a new incubus several times and have always been denied no matter where I was spiritually.

I’m serious, no one can say I didn’t try to do better. But after a while I just couldn’t anymore. I was at my absolute limit, and for what?

[6zeliris6lalibratum6]

My bet is this incubus, whomever it is, knows you're fully capable of righting this hangup and is patiently waiting for you to hurry along and get back to them.

Lmao nah, he hates me and wants nothing to do with me. For everyone thinking it was an enemy messing with me, no. He showed up during the ritual I did when I first asked Satan for an incubus. I know the energy. He’s legit.

He just said he hates me. Which is whatever, since I’m used to it. I have to admit I’m NOT fond of him either. I really don’t have anything nice to say about him.

If that's how you choose to address the situation, then I'd agree you likely don't deserve an incubus. It all just sounds fishy. The gods don't speak to us like that. I've made my fair share of mistakes and even the big ones never warranted such a response. For example Azazel is known to be very strict, pushy, and blunt at times, but none of the gods would disrespect Satan by disrespecting us with hate for no reason. You have some soul searching to do, it seems.

I think you need to give it a rest and stop lying to yourself, girl. Problem here is bigger than losing your incubus. Check your chart perhaps

[HP. Hoodedcobra666]

i initially had gotten an succubus partner several years ago, i was on a weird meditation program that got me open quickly but it got stale and i lost my edge and fell off, got discouraged right away after not being able to connect with my succubus, after years of trying to make things work with me she lost that spark with me so to speak, i reached out and spoked my concerns and well, we parted ways and i got someone else, immediately i could feel more of an attraction, it was more encouraging, however still had having alot of issues connecting in a sexual manner due to several issues i became furious that i could not give her the lust and sexual experience that she deserved... lilith came to me insuring me i will make it through this and make it over this obstacle. Months later after constant rune meditation, RAUM meditations, and several RTRS (these specifically opened me up more if done several times in a day) i was able to connect in the matter i had be desiring. You really got to keep at it and desire heavily to get it i found, dont give up and reach out to them.

I did try to do better though. To the point I would burn myself out daily with 5-6 hour meditations. Then at the end of the day I was always told that wasn’t enough.

I’ve asked Satan for a new incubus several times and have always been denied no matter where I was spiritually.

I’m serious, no one can say I didn’t try to do better. But after a while I just couldn’t anymore. I was at my absolute limit, and for what?

You're just looping into your own issue here, and effectively bullshitting yourself as a result.

You're speaking to your delusions and not the Gods. They do not treat people like that.

A lot of people are delusional and this is heaped on the Gods as a form of externalized complex of their own soul. This is not spiritual communication or "Them" talking to you, just the own voices of your own head filled with a streak of dangerous self-delusion.

[LightAlgur]

These are very highly evolved beings you are talking about here.
I highly doubt that they’re petty.

[Rook]

Lmao nah, he hates me and wants nothing to do with me. For everyone thinking it was an enemy messing with me, no. He showed up during the ritual I did when I first asked Satan for an incubus. I know the energy. He’s legit.

He just said he hates me. Which is whatever, since I’m used to it. I have to admit I’m NOT fond of him either. I really don’t have anything nice to say about him.

lol, how does this prove legitimacy, just because it appeared during the ritual means it's legit?
I've always found that the enemy are the 1st to respond to anything i inquire about it.

as for knowing the energy, i highly doubt you know the actual energy of the gods at all, considering the fact that you made a post before where the gods were saying...actually i'll just quote it.....

Yes. I’ve asked respectfully, ive begged, I’ve pleaded, you name it. Satan just won’t allow it. Along with me hearing “they’ll NEVER accept you” and “there’s nobody” “you’ll never”...etc and I’m certain this comes from the gods, not the enemy. I recognize the energy very well. I work on myself too so.. only Satan knows exactly WHY. I would think the gods’ words are final, like nothing trumps what they say. So if they say I won’t ever be, then they must be right and there would be no point in trying to be positive and change it. If it WAS changeable, wouldn’t they imply so?

You know the gods never give negative prophecies right? it's pretty obvious these did not come from the gods at all,
yet you said you recognized the energy very well, it's pretty obvious you have no idea of the actual energy of the gods, but going of energy alone isn't wise, you should have this thing called common sense i.e that's the ability to reason for yourself based on what is actually said to you.
perhaps you'll stop being so gullible.

[Naziss3.0]

Supposedly my great great grandfather is Jewish but I don't have the physical appearance and I know the Gods love me but is it possible that those genes disappear because, I don't look like one of those ugly bastireds but I hope those genes disappeared by the time I was born so please anyone I need help I need to know. I just want to know if those genes disappear over the generation s so please anyone answer.

[FancyMancy]

i initially had gotten an succubus partner several years ago, i was on a weird meditation program that got me open quickly but it got stale and i lost my edge and fell off, got discouraged right away after not being able to connect with my succubus, after years of trying to make things work with me she lost that spark with me so to speak, i reached out and spoked my concerns and well, we parted ways and i got someone else, immediately i could feel more of an attraction, it was more encouraging, however still had having alot of issues connecting in a sexual manner due to several issues i became furious that i could not give her the lust and sexual experience that she deserved... lilith came to me insuring me i will make it through this and make it over this obstacle. Months later after constant rune meditation, RAUM meditations, and several RTRS (these specifically opened me up more if done several times in a day) i was able to connect in the matter i had be desiring. You really got to keep at it and desire heavily to get it i found, dont give up and reach out to them.

I did try to do better though. To the point I would burn myself out daily with 5-6 hour meditations. Then at the end of the day I was always told that wasn’t enough.

I’ve asked Satan for a new incubus several times and have always been denied no matter where I was spiritually.

I’m serious, no one can say I didn’t try to do better. But after a while I just couldn’t anymore. I was at my absolute limit, and for what?

Again, I refer to the example/analogy of being a bodybuilder. Pick up the heaviest weights at first, or keep pumping the iron until you tear your muscles to shreds, and you'll fuck yourself up very badly. You were being fooled by a piece of shit interfering with you.

Any amount is never enough - it is an eternal, continuous increase always becoming more and more, but not to overwork yourself, no matter who tells you to. It just so happens that there are documentaries about Michael Jackson on TV. See how his dad pushed him too far, being Black in America, not being allowed to play out, and then not able to because it wouldn't be safe for him...which all fucked up his entire life, having so much disappointment and trying to keep his ratings high, always seeking to get 110% success, having constant publicity, coming up with ways and ideas so he could remain in the spotlight...

In his Thriller video, it was said that he played with Daemons and Satanic elements - bullshitters bullshit. Then having been a jehovas witness, and with his mum's influence, he denied any belief in the occult for the video (but in another documentary I saw after he died, they said that he was very much into the occult).

There is so much fuck-up-ery, and you have been bullshitted. You should do things carefully and in moderation, and not be fooled by fucktarded entities (or as mentioned, insecurities against you, your own Mind, Soul, nor other problems fooling you).

[FancyMancy]

Supposedly my great great grandfather is Jewish but I don't have the physical appearance and I know the Gods love me but is it possible that those genes disappear because, I don't look like one of those ugly bastireds but I hope those genes disappeared by the time I was born so please anyone I need help I need to know. I just want to know if those genes disappear over the generation s so please anyone answer.

The slightest jew genes/blood means one is not a Gentile; therefore, cannot be accepted. A lot of newbs here are attacked with thoughts and fears of being a jew, but if you have other reasons for it being a supposition or possibility, then you need to make sure. Satan or any God or Goddess would not accept a jew dedicating, and so it would not be possible for a jew to be dedicated. Genealogy/ancestry tests are nonsense, as well.