Aquarius said:
Fenrir216 said:
But you can consider Americans and Englishmen who have been the vessels for jews since their inception SS? I wasn't aware that the Volk included Americans. I come from a place that didn't fuck over the Germans, who was also fucked over by the Anglos. Secondly, since you claim to have done "something" why don't you ask Satan about my deification?
An SS is a spiritual Satanist, and if you have not meditated once in 11 years then you really can't call yourself that.
Did I specifically state I did nothing for 11 years? I said I became complacent, and for a while I was. When I became disillusioned with the social structure of the JOS, which was back then on yahoo groups, I found the Order of Nine Angles, and for many years the Septenary system (hebdomadry as used by the pre-Christian Hermetic practitioners) was my way. The further I went the more I noticed "black boxes", some of the choices and reasons for doing things a certain way made no sense. Another aspect which sucked was the lack of a central structure which inevitably led to it being subverted, nexions like the White Star Asception and the Temple of Black Light, and eventually the Drakon Covenant massively subverted it's nature, going from National Socialist to something that allowed jews to enter. So the spiritual aspect which made no sense and the subversion of it's philosophy due to not having an inner tradition made me disillusioned.
Eventually I was convinced by some fools who didn't know what they spoke of, that there is a LHP of Daoism, so I dived in. I was specifically interested in immortality, and being LHP I looked into their schools, and selected the appropriate ones to learn from. Maoshan or Shangqing was the only one that fit the description, but what made it more complicated was that Maoshan was a mountain, and referred to multiple such sects that had been located on the same mountain at different times. There was a Maoshan that was rumored to be Heterodoxical, and it did exist and still exists underground and outside of China since it had been crushed and replace by the Orthodox Shangqing sect that exists there today. So I initially learned from the Orthodox Maoshan texts of Jerry Alan Johnson, which were incredibly detailed and well designed, Daoism had a certain appeal to it because it was all mapped out. The further I got the more I realized that in reality Daoism as practiced today in the Orthodox and Buddhist influenced schools like Longmenpai were essentially RHP, there was no LHP. They sought immortality, but not individuation, so it was essentially a fact that in their practice the ego does die, and I'm aware that there is an aspect of ego which needs to be honed because it's based on delusion, but in reality the ego is vital to any Aryan idea of immortality, and the Orthodox schools did not preserve it. Jerry Alan Johnson himself is a great master of his path, but ultimately it's not my path. He's an ordained priest in both the Maoshan and Celestial Master sects (Celestial Masters are the original orthodox school and went to war with the original Maoshan due to thunder magic and the heterodoxical nature of it) as well as the Longmenpai sect, so he's very knowledgeable. Interestingly enough, in his memoirs he talks of the Jesuits training with the priests of the Celestial Master sect, and sometimes the other way around. Makes sense they'd do magic and have their own school.
After that I started blending stuff to create my own synthesis, then I happened upon a former student of Max Christensen. It turns out Christensen comes from the actual Maoshan, and he started a cult based on the practice of Kunlun in the US. I say cult, because the practice itself was something that worked, but there was no explanation as to why it worked or where it came from, so once again a black box. Christensen had essentially studied from the two fractured remnants of the old Maoshan, and combined their practices into his teachings. One aspect was available to anyone who purchased his book, another was only available to his personal students, called red phoenix, I am also aware of the red dragon technique, of which he's taught three different ones. The red dragon is essentially the Daoist version of "consciously dying" or shooting your spirit out of your body permanently and is extremely dangerous, the Dzogchen buddhist and Bon have a similar practice too. The main thing was Kunlun and Red Phoenix combined though, which is said to create the golden dragon body in men, and the golden phoenix body in women, which is supposedly different from the rainbow body, but this is just a claim and unlikely. I did this for a while and whilst it did work, the reality is that it was depleting my sex drive, I literally didn't want any sex. Anything that rejects life as a whole, which includes the physical and spiritual parts of it, is RHP so I dropped it. Max Christensen is a strange one, but it's very likely he's a powerful magician who doesn't care to really teach his students, but instead to vampyrize them, based on rumors from three different personal students I'm convinced that's the case. These three went three different paths, one joined a RHP-style synthesis of Daoism and Golden Dawn style magic. The other learned from a guy called Mark Rasmus, who mixed his Daoist training with the work of Bardon to create a very interesting, but still RHP practice.
The third student went on to a LHP path, joining up with another guy who was mixing LHP magic and working with the Daemons with Daoism. I never took this too seriously but delved into it theoretically. After a while I read about Armanism, and unlike the work of Flowers whose Odian way is a corruption of it, I felt drawn to it and that is now my natural path. So suffice to say I wasn't actually doing nothing most of the time, and I never stopped being into the Daemons.