Crystalball
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- Aug 14, 2021
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Hello Brothers and Sisters
I went through a lot in a short time and I stopped doing my meditations . I had hallucinations about the enemy pretending to be our Gods and in a summary of what happened, I quit thinking logically, and Satan's enemies threatened me and all of my family to me barring large sharp teeth. I'm back from that horrid day dream that was a week of my life. I screamed to them that I didn't want to be a Satanist and threw all my things away to appease it to try not to get immediately harmed since it was in my home. I am now doing better and I need to do protection affirmations. I was stupid and a coward. Now I'm seeking therapy which I have gone. Did I revoke my Satanism do I need to do the Ritual to become one again?
Thank you for understanding, I know some are not so kind on the forum and in a advance thank you for your time and effort in replying.
I went through a lot in a short time and I stopped doing my meditations . I had hallucinations about the enemy pretending to be our Gods and in a summary of what happened, I quit thinking logically, and Satan's enemies threatened me and all of my family to me barring large sharp teeth. I'm back from that horrid day dream that was a week of my life. I screamed to them that I didn't want to be a Satanist and threw all my things away to appease it to try not to get immediately harmed since it was in my home. I am now doing better and I need to do protection affirmations. I was stupid and a coward. Now I'm seeking therapy which I have gone. Did I revoke my Satanism do I need to do the Ritual to become one again?
Thank you for understanding, I know some are not so kind on the forum and in a advance thank you for your time and effort in replying.