Hello,
i discovered the Truth about Islam while practising this "religion" and I started to read about Satan and the Demons in different sites and books. After i decided to left Islam it happened a very strange thing in my mind.
I felt fire under my feet, like an invisible fire. So i thought it was the punishment of Allah and i started to call this entity and ask help. After that the fire gone away and I saw a king with a crown, two palms (one on the right and one on the left) sitting on a throne. After that i became crazy and I didn't know what to do. There was like a voice in my head telling me to pray and pray and pray everyday to be saved from hell and so on. In my hallucinations i also saw like a big goat... Well, it is maybe just a delusion but I feel very unconfortable now. I know islam is a programme of slavery, but i feel alone in this strange path of my life. I would like to understand better spirituality, but i need a guide, cause honestly I am a quite weak person, by means of physical and spiritual way. And i know few things about the true spirituality. What do you think about that? Any suggest? Thank you.
i discovered the Truth about Islam while practising this "religion" and I started to read about Satan and the Demons in different sites and books. After i decided to left Islam it happened a very strange thing in my mind.
I felt fire under my feet, like an invisible fire. So i thought it was the punishment of Allah and i started to call this entity and ask help. After that the fire gone away and I saw a king with a crown, two palms (one on the right and one on the left) sitting on a throne. After that i became crazy and I didn't know what to do. There was like a voice in my head telling me to pray and pray and pray everyday to be saved from hell and so on. In my hallucinations i also saw like a big goat... Well, it is maybe just a delusion but I feel very unconfortable now. I know islam is a programme of slavery, but i feel alone in this strange path of my life. I would like to understand better spirituality, but i need a guide, cause honestly I am a quite weak person, by means of physical and spiritual way. And i know few things about the true spirituality. What do you think about that? Any suggest? Thank you.