Serpentine
New member
- Joined
- May 10, 2018
- Messages
- 73
I feel like an idiot. I just had some people come to my house for a repair and the whole time I was shaking uncontrollably, my voice was shaking and I couldn’t think. My face was red and my heart was thumping so hard I’m sure they could hear it. I gave wrong information because it was quicker to say and I just kept making it worse for myself. The second they left the house I broke down into tears and haven’t stopped crying.
I had to quit my dream job because I kept getting anxiety attacks and even ended up crying in front of a bunch of people. I’ve been so scared to try and get back into the field again and haven’t been able to keep a job since.
I have no friends and I feel totally alone. I’m posting now because I just really need someone to talk to and I don’t know what to do. I’m not living the full life I want. I feel trapped in my house. Even when I’m home I’m distracting myself from worrying.
I’ve been strongly considering therapy, I don’t know how to start getting comfortable around people but I’m nervous at what might come of it. It’s so hard to focus on the bigger picture and what’s going on in the world when I’m scared to leave my house.
I’m sure I can find some rune to vibrate and work harder at Yoga... but like I said I just needed to reach out because how I feel right now really sucks.
I had to quit my dream job because I kept getting anxiety attacks and even ended up crying in front of a bunch of people. I’ve been so scared to try and get back into the field again and haven’t been able to keep a job since.
I have no friends and I feel totally alone. I’m posting now because I just really need someone to talk to and I don’t know what to do. I’m not living the full life I want. I feel trapped in my house. Even when I’m home I’m distracting myself from worrying.
I’ve been strongly considering therapy, I don’t know how to start getting comfortable around people but I’m nervous at what might come of it. It’s so hard to focus on the bigger picture and what’s going on in the world when I’m scared to leave my house.
I’m sure I can find some rune to vibrate and work harder at Yoga... but like I said I just needed to reach out because how I feel right now really sucks.