Syntax said:
I see thank you for your response Shael. Your responses to my posts are always interesting and informative, I appreciate it truly. With this "Dream" if it even was that. There were people who I knew in it. For instance. Me, My partner, My partner's brother(Who I've always had a very strong hatred for upon meeting them. They feel the same).
My partner's brother bullied them and hurt them physically before I started dating my partner and put a stop to that. Anyways the brother is the one who cut off my head. It was in an old town kind of. Something you would expect to be in 18th century London. Old street lamps, raining and such. The brother cut off my head with some sort of blade.
I remember watching my head fall for a few moments before being lifted above my body into the astral. In the dream, I freaked the fuck out and called to Satan and tried to like.. Reverse time? The dream went back before I died but everything played out and I was still alive but I was like a prisoner in my own mind. I died again but this time I was unable to go back.
So basically I just watched over them for fucking years while I was gone. Time was faster for me but they talked to me every day. It was really horrible. 30 years after my death they would still go in the same room and talk to me.. I tried so fucking hard to do something to let them know I could hear them but nothing happened.. In the "Dream" I wanted to die so fucking badly. I remember saying "please let this be a fucking dream" and woke up freaking out.
The dream legit lasted longer than I've been alive so it felt like reality itself was a dream and I was going to have to go back into that nightmare. Thinking back the scene did look a lot older like it was in the past but there were also discrepancies. Like earlier in the dream before I died I was using magick to control the growth of tree roots or some crazy stuff and making them destroy houses.
Also, there was a youtube in the dream before I died behind my bf brother. Idk wtf but it was a youtube I used to really idolize when I was younger but not so much anymore. Also when I was in the astral I had a phone and was trying to text someone but couldn't(this was me trying to respond to my partner or something it was near the end of the dream.
I believe that some part of a possible past memory mixed with the dream reality if that's possible. I'm not sure. I remember when I first met with my partner I was talking to Satan asking him to "bring me my soul mate" and he told me to "keep my eye on OkCupid" the dating app I was using. Cupid is Eros but back then I didn't know that. I was very misinformed.
The moment I saw them it was like my entire body jolted and was fucking amazing. Kind of like love at first sight but I felt like I knew them for so much longer than I had. I believe this person may have been with me in my past lives and it makes sense.
I've never really cared about anyone as much as them they're so fucking amazing and omg but anyways. When I first saw them it kind of took my breath away and I lost interest in every other person I was talking to instantly. There have been times where we have fought but the thought of losing them or having them suffer because of me is unbearable. I really never want to see them hurt as they did in the "dream". I really do love them.
If you could give me your interpretation of this Shael I would appreciate it.
Interesting. Thank you for sharing this.
So I initially assumed that you were beheaded by church officials in a witchhunt or something of the like. Pretty fucked up that it was your lover's brother in actuality.
I once had a dream the contents of which I do not remember anymore now, but I do remember that it also had this "timestretch" aspect to it. It was only in the length of maybe a few weeks or months, but I also just deeply wished for it to end because it was torturously lengthy. I think those kinds of dreams are mostly past life memories, save for maybe a few weird exceptions (where the timestretch is symbolical).
I am not an expert in dream interpretation. In fact, I'm pretty bad at it. Whatever little I know about it, I know through learning from Cobra's dream readings that I ordered for myself.
Thankfully, I do not think that there is really much need for an "interpretation" of your dream, because it was more of a vision/memory than an actual dream.
All I can really say here is that I agree with your theory that your dream mixed with reality to a degree, with the phones and youtube. This is a common occurrence in dreams so nothing to worry about. I frequently dream of texting my SS friends some random things, or generally talking with them if there was some kind of emergency in the dream. One time I was attacked by the enemy during a dream and my friend noticed and killed them (we were sleeping at the time).
Anyways, I'm glad you found your partner again. I have felt similar "jolts" when I first met one of my friends irl, whom I also have known from past lives. It was like some electric shock went through my whole body.
. Also, my partners brother and I have always hated each other. There is very strong animosity between us. As negative as it sounds I would not go out of my way to prevent his death even if that meant just pressing a button. He is truly a person this world could be better without even if it would only be 0.0000000000001% better.
