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vadric562

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My grandparents came Thursday night for my graduation and on the ride home they talked about how they were blessed by their God. My grandpa won a TV, the big prize, at a raffle at his work and my grandma said "I prayed and prayed we could win that tv the night before. Isn't that amazing. Isn't it amazing what God can do?" Now this made me cringe but I got to thinking today and figured that the enemy could have done this to allow my grandparents to present this event to me as a "miracle" so I can second guess my dedication. Has any one else had any occurrences like this one that made you come to the same conclusion?
 
My mother had such an occurence when she was a child. She had these scars on her legs and she was very ashamed of them. So, one day her mother (very hardcore christian) took her to the church and told her to pray and pray... and my mother prayed so intensely that she started crying (from the intensity). The next day the scars had disappeared.She thought it was a miracle from "god" (the xtian god).
Then when she grew up, her father died in an accident. My mother was blaming "god" (her mother was of course telling her not to talk like that etc) and at night when she fell asleep she had a nightmare (psychic attack from the enemy) and one of her brothers woke her up. How did she explain her nightmare? She said that " "god" showed he's real by giving me that nightmare because I didn't believe in him"..........................I get so fucking angry with all that bullshit.
I also know of another person (a very distant cousin) who was born dead. Then his parents prayed to one fucker saint, and the baby suddenly woke up.... This cousin of mine is 100% an enemy puppet (he is controlled by the enemy, although he is a Gentile; and he even denounces the xtian god).

So yes, the enemy *can* grant "miracles"... But these miracles are simply in order to control the deluded xtians.
And of course, there is also the possibility that a person is very spiritually developed (from a past life) and so he/she can do miracles on their own, without realizing it. They are "praying" but in reality, they are creating a thoughtform (http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... forms.html) and basically doing magick, and using the powers of their minds to make their wish come true.

Satan also grants miracles... Real miracles. :) And He never does them in order to control us. He does them to show His appreciation towards us, His love towards us. :)And I believe the BEST "miracles" is when He gives us such invaluable knowledge, that when we apply it in our lives, we can make these miracles on our own, without awaiting for a God to do them; without being dependent on anyone.



Στις 9:26 μ.μ. Κυριακή, 13 Δεκεμβρίου 2015, ο/η "vadric562@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  My grandparents came Thursday night for my graduation and on the ride home they talked about how they were blessed by their God. My grandpa won a TV, the big prize, at a raffle at his work and my grandma said "I prayed and prayed we could win that tv the night before. Isn't that amazing. Isn't it amazing what God can do?" Now this made me cringe but I got to thinking today and figured that the enemy could have done this to allow my grandparents to present this event to me as a "miracle" so I can second guess my dedication. Has any one else had any occurrences like this one that made you come to the same conclusion?

 
@Light Before I dedicated any talk about "god" would just irritate me but now after I dedicated it does get me pretty upset. After I posted, I told my mom I wanted to go to University of Southern California for grad school and she proceeded to ask "is that one of your prayers?" to which I retorted no, telling her not to pray about it. She then told me "I wouldn't pray about it because I wouldn't want you to go." (It's far from where I live). Sooo they seek to control me. I suppose this can be detrimental to me if I let xians pray against things I want. I've already known they're controlling as I got kicked out once in high school for not going to church, but I didn't think about keeping them from involving me in their prayers until now



On Dec 13, 2015, at 5:34 PM, Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
  My mother had such an occurence when she was a child. She had these scars on her legs and she was very ashamed of them. So, one day her mother (very hardcore christian) took her to the church and told her to pray and pray... and my mother prayed so intensely that she started crying (from the intensity). The next day the scars had disappeared.She thought it was a miracle from "god" (the xtian god).
Then when she grew up, her father died in an accident. My mother was blaming "god" (her mother was of course telling her not to talk like that etc) and at night when she fell asleep she had a nightmare (psychic attack from the enemy) and one of her brothers woke her up. How did she explain her nightmare? She said that " "god" showed he's real by giving me that nightmare because I didn't believe in him"..........................I get so fucking angry with all that bullshit.
I also know of another person (a very distant cousin) who was born dead. Then his parents prayed to one fucker saint, and the baby suddenly woke up.... This cousin of mine is 100% an enemy puppet (he is controlled by the enemy, although he is a Gentile; and he even denounces the xtian god).

So yes, the enemy *can* grant "miracles"... But these miracles are simply in order to control the deluded xtians.
And of course, there is also the possibility that a person is very spiritually developed (from a past life) and so he/she can do miracles on their own, without realizing it. They are "praying" but in reality, they are creating a thoughtform (http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... forms.html) and basically doing magick, and using the powers of their minds to make their wish come true.

Satan also grants miracles... Real miracles. :) And He never does them in order to control us. He does them to show His appreciation towards us, His love towards us. :)And I believe the BEST "miracles" is when He gives us such invaluable knowledge, that when we apply it in our lives, we can make these miracles on our own, without awaiting for a God to do them; without being dependent on anyone.



Στις 9:26 μ.μ. Κυριακή, 13 Δεκεμβρίου 2015, ο/η "vadric562@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] έγραψε:


  My grandparents came Thursday night for my graduation and on the ride home they talked about how they were blessed by their God. My grandpa won a TV, the big prize, at a raffle at his work and my grandma said "I prayed and prayed we could win that tv the night before. Isn't that amazing. Isn't it amazing what God can do?" Now this made me cringe but I got to thinking today and figured that the enemy could have done this to allow my grandparents to present this event to me as a "miracle" so I can second guess my dedication. Has any one else had any occurrences like this one that made you come to the same conclusion?
 
I'm glad my family aren't extreme christians/catholics/kikes whatever. They still believe in the enemy but at least not to an overwhelming level. Any type of persuasion I try to throw at them they just look away or believe its bullshit. Sort of like how we Satanist look at christian nonsense with disgust. Its unfortunate that some people are like that.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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