First of all, there's a chance you currently have bad planetary transits in your astrology chart.Secondly, the Gods don't really want us to depend on them, you know...?You say you've been a Satanist since 2008? That is a long time... Have you been meditating since then? Are you still cleaning your aura and chakras and putting aura of protection around you, at least twice a day? Do you also use runes for your protection? (Algiz, Bjork etc)
In life, not everything will go as we want it to go. It is important we overcome whatever obstacles and try to gain as much as we can from those challenges.Do magick to help you with your money problem. Also, use runes for intellect, memory etc (whatever the reason was that you failed in your exams; but of course, also study...). Also, Satan's magickal squares.
You can also use runes for fixing the relationship between you and the people you love (but also do a conscious effort on your own to understand what the source of the problem is/why you fought etc).
About the people that you love though, do not forget that many people who are without the guidance of our God, could easily fall victims of the enemy. Maybe the enemy is manipulating some of them in order to fuck with you (this is just one of the many possibilities). Maybe there actually was a very good reason that you fought with these people, and maybe their absence in your life will help you move forward, or something of that nature.Try to find the source behind this..
Στις 12:13 π.μ. Τρίτη, 23 Ιουνίου 2015, ο/η "deityeruditus@... [JoyofSatan666]" <
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For a little background, I'm a dedicated Satanist since 24th of April 2008 and I am(was?) in intermediate-advanced level, being in good terms with the gods and my abilities. This path enabled me in gaining abundance in every form(academically and financially to mention the prominent ones).
It all started about 6 months ago, on 4th of January 2015. Everything started going downhill and I'm helpless. First thing I heard was that I lost every penny of wealth I had ever amassed and there was no way I was getting anything back, my social relations were the next things which got affected and I quickly lost being in good terms all with all my relations. Then I failed in two subjects in an exam, being the first ever academic failure in my life. These are are some of the aspects I can mention that has been going wrong.
Formerly being spiritually advanced, I can deduct that the gods haven't been with me lately. None of the gods respond to any of my pleas and myself, I find extremely weak and incapable. Meditations do not feel and work like they used to before and nothing is working out, while going increasingly downhill as time proceeds. What seems to be happening?
