I have been into satanism for almost two months now and I am really glad that I have chosen this path. I do the meditations and the prayers and the ocassional ritual but, I feel like that the energies and the demons are there but I feel this distance when I go into a trance or try to access them. I have meditated and prayed to father and I have this feeling that he has already answered me but somehow I can't hear him. I have done all of the meditations to open up the chakra points but...Is there something I am missing? am I doing something wrong. On the night of the ritual I felt so much Energy rushing through the room as I completed it and the euphoria that followed. My guardian Demon has yet to reveal themselves to me or am I just not hearing them. I don't know... Help Please.