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starmithril2 min to read

Hi brothers and sisters.  i guss my question starts with a quick story. sorry about that. well in October 2011, on my birthday ( 31st ) i for no reason got jumped by a drunk kid showing off to his friends, and he stomped in my head. ( never seen him or talked to him). and i got air lifted to a city to undergo brain surgery.i had 3 parts of my brain removed, mainly, 1. half my short term. 2 half my long term, and 3 most my connection between the two.but anyway. im just having problems with meditations. mainly focus, and i try to consentrate and i get mentally tired within a couple of minutes. I'm just wanting information on how i can maybe get around this and hopefully fix it. i know the pain killers im on don't help along with the nerve blockers, and with out the doctors say so, i cut my self down 75% on the meds. but it's still pretty shity. in the foothills/mountains of Alberta the weather pressure changes are REALLY painful with the metal plate in my head. if anyone could please give me some insight on what to do with this issue, I would be so greatfull.
THANKS!!!!! 
HAIL SATAN!!!!

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#1

Persistence is key here. Obviously you are at a disadvantage but with Persistence anything is possible.

Even if it's 5 minutes a day, being consistent and persistent will pay off in due time.

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#2

The best I can tell you is to ask Satan or your gaurdian demon to help, hopefuly they will answer you without you having to use much power also, you can keep trying and just well...something that works for me if I have troubles is to listen to myself and work through my worst pains my giving myself my most powerful emotions and putting them into whatever is wrong with me, be happy the most you can and feel what is natural because with positivity and perseverance any mental and physical bruise can be healed. Hope that helps.

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#3

As was said even 5 min a day would help. For sure start with the basic cleaning and protection and just add and other or 2 more depending on how it goes.
You may be able to listen to music to help start it out.
Sorry to hear that happened too, but for sure do the best u can and push and work hard.
Good luck

Hail father Satan
Hail mother Lilith
Hail all the Deitie gods/goddess

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ok, sounds good. i can so far get in a good 10 minutes, and some days more depending the day. i hope it doesn't effect my Ritual's in any way though. but i will just keep adding more and more when i can and hopefully get better with it. and i will try listening to music and see what that does.Thanks a bunch for the help guys!
HAIL SATAN!!!!

You may be able to listen to music to help start it out.
Sorry to hear that happened too, but for sure do the best u can and push and work hard.
Good luck

Hail father Satan
Hail mother Lilith
Hail all the Deitie gods/goddess

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