Unsettling Astrology & guidance needed

[chrischaviswc3]

I'm a new Satanist, starting the 6 month, and 40 day programs. I just discovered Astrology (literally, I had no clue what it was until a few days ago), and I'm terrible at interpreting these charts. I've looked at the guide on the Joy of Satanism website but I'm very confused in general. Could anyone help me interpret my chart? I didn't want to ask for help, but today I figured out some basic interpretations of my chart, and what I have seen is honestly very unsettling. From what I can tell, my chart has some very rare stuff on it, and I'm honestly pretty confused in general. If anyone could leave me their email or something... I'd really appreciate it.

For example, I got a 0, and a 1 degree of Taurus (which I read on the website, is a permanent thing, for the worse or better. )

I got a Lilith in Scorpio..
and there's much much more.

I'm not very good at interpreting these charts, but please. I would appreciate the help, from one Satanist to another.

Thanks.