I'm not sure how to even bring it up but, I have been with my wife for about9 years give or take. I am a little control freak, but only when she goes out. I worry about her and I also have a trust issue. At time I feel like I can trust her but others I can't and other times I feel like I can't trust her either with that I get thoughts in my mind and worried and it it makes it hard for my to stay focused especially for my meditation and hard for me to focus on my son. So what I'm asking is my trust issue and these thoughts anyone go anything that can help? Becuase these issues and her things really is making it hard on us and we about to split soon.. she her self is russian, and she's russian orthodox crap she never went to that crap but it's in her family... she want to university and she thinks about the war in the past and belives strongly on the Holocaust crap. It's like the more I meditate the stronger she gets in to that jewsus crap and it makes me unhappy. Can't talk to her about it becuase she gets very defensive and crap.
That's like my life at moment. So please any advice on how to handle this and if I'm even wrong avout all this would be great. Can't ask a by one else only here. Thanks
Hail father satan
Mother Lilith
That's like my life at moment. So please any advice on how to handle this and if I'm even wrong avout all this would be great. Can't ask a by one else only here. Thanks
Hail father satan
Mother Lilith