Has anybody tried something to break their own laziness,
I'm so over saying I will do it tomorrow or I'll start my program tomorrow, I want to start or better yet finish what I started in my 6 month training program, or continue on with my fighting the enemy, but it seem's every time I'm about too, I don't end up doing it.
I don't know if this is my own doing or I am awaiting some very valuable lessons, as I have learn't so many lesson's the hard way before ever starting a program. I know it sounds weird but maybe if I wake up in the morning and tell myself that I am going to do the things I want to do as a spiritual Satanist and I am going to start my programs!
Any advice is much appreciated. I know I have huge potential inside me and I know if I do the things I should be doing my advancement will come but it feels like either me or just something in general is not letting it happen.
*DO WHAT MUST BE DONE* HS/88
*HAIL SATAN & THE Gods of Elysium*
*HELLS WARRIOR*
To break my lazyness
hells_dragon_warrior1 min to read
Do you smoke? I'm not talking cigarettes here, if you do, then stop.
Do you like your Video Games? I know I do, from time to time, but I also know when I need to turn them off.
Sometimes We can convince Ourselves that something is quite harmless, while the reality of a given thing can be the most destructive influence in Our Lives. If you are baffled by personal inability, look about you at the things you think are not holding you back.
It is important to always re-evaluate from time to time so that complacency does not dictate inaction.
Regards
High Priest Lucius Dragonwolf
Hell's Assassin
www.templeofzeus.org
Hail Satan! 88!!
--- In , "hells_dragon_warrior" <hellz_army75@... wrote:
Has anybody tried something to break their own laziness,
I'm so over saying I will do it tomorrow or I'll start my program tomorrow, I want to start or better yet finish what I started in my 6 month training program, or continue on with my fighting the enemy, but it seem's every time I'm about too, I don't end up doing it.
I don't know if this is my own doing or I am awaiting some very valuable lessons, as I have learn't so many lesson's the hard way before ever starting a program. I know it sounds weird but maybe if I wake up in the morning and tell myself that I am going to do the things I want to do as a spiritual Satanist and I am going to start my programs!
Any advice is much appreciated. I know I have huge potential inside me and I know if I do the things I should be doing my advancement will come but it feels like either me or just something in general is not letting it happen.
*DO WHAT MUST BE DONE* HS/88
*HAIL SATAN & THE Gods of Elysium*
*HELLS WARRIOR*
0
Do you smoke? I'm not talking cigarettes here, if you do, then stop.
Do you like your Video Games? I know I do, from time to time, but I also know when I need to turn them off.
Sometimes We can convince Ourselves that something is quite harmless, while the reality of a given thing can be the most destructive influence in Our Lives. If you are baffled by personal inability, look about you at the things you think are not holding you back.
It is important to always re-evaluate from time to time so that complacency does not dictate inaction.
Regards
High Priest Lucius Dragonwolf
Hell's Assassin
www.templeofzeus.org
Hail Satan! 88!!
--- In , "hells_dragon_warrior" <hellz_army75@... wrote:
Has anybody tried something to break their own laziness,
I'm so over saying I will do it tomorrow or I'll start my program tomorrow, I want to start or better yet finish what I started in my 6 month training program, or continue on with my fighting the enemy, but it seem's every time I'm about too, I don't end up doing it.
I don't know if this is my own doing or I am awaiting some very valuable lessons, as I have learn't so many lesson's the hard way before ever starting a program. I know it sounds weird but maybe if I wake up in the morning and tell myself that I am going to do the things I want to do as a spiritual Satanist and I am going to start my programs!
Any advice is much appreciated. I know I have huge potential inside me and I know if I do the things I should be doing my advancement will come but it feels like either me or just something in general is not letting it happen.
*DO WHAT MUST BE DONE* HS/88
*HAIL SATAN & THE Gods of Elysium*
*HELLS WARRIOR*
It sure is! Complacency sneaks up; it seldom announces itself -- and no one is immune. When I find myself heading down that path, i.e., making excuses (which is what it is), I just pull myself up short and tell myself, regarding what I should be doing, "Just DO it!" rather than looking for all the reasons why I "can't". After all, it's not as though it will take hours and hours out of our day to do our meditations and rituals, etc.
Not that the excuses may not be true, but like any other type of interfering nuisance, just don't give them a place to come home to, so to speak. If it is a case of genuine illness or something that does not fall into the excuse category, then we may have to make some minor adjustments; that's not wrong and it's seldom those things that cause the problem anyway.
Never get in a rut and never allow a change in circumstances or whatever to dig a rut for you.
--- In , "High Priest Lucius Dragonwolf" <ouroboros.anundr@... wrote:
. . .
It is important to always re-evaluate from time to time so that complacency does not dictate inaction.
Regards
High Priest Lucius Dragonwolf
Hell's Assassin
0
It sure is! Complacency sneaks up; it seldom announces itself -- and no one is immune. When I find myself heading down that path, i.e., making excuses (which is what it is), I just pull myself up short and tell myself, regarding what I should be doing, "Just DO it!" rather than looking for all the reasons why I "can't". After all, it's not as though it will take hours and hours out of our day to do our meditations and rituals, etc.
Not that the excuses may not be true, but like any other type of interfering nuisance, just don't give them a place to come home to, so to speak. If it is a case of genuine illness or something that does not fall into the excuse category, then we may have to make some minor adjustments; that's not wrong and it's seldom those things that cause the problem anyway.
Never get in a rut and never allow a change in circumstances or whatever to dig a rut for you.
--- In , "High Priest Lucius Dragonwolf" <ouroboros.anundr@... wrote:
. . .
It is important to always re-evaluate from time to time so that complacency does not dictate inaction.
Regards
High Priest Lucius Dragonwolf
Hell's Assassin
Too often we look for a magic switch to give us the motivation to do the things we want to. We think the desire alone should be enough to propel us, and look for some sort of 'trick' to get us going. I say *us* because I think we all to a different degree have experience with procrastination.
Like building up any good habit, start small. Set a time for yourself to devote to your practice. Night is good for me, but you may prefer the morning or another time. Have it be the same time each day. Start with half an hour, or even 15 minutes, if half an hour seems too much right now. That's OK, you will slowly increase that time.
I have a rule that I use when I'm working out; it may help you too. If I don't really 'feel' like working out, I don't blow it off, but have a deal with myself: If I do it for 15 minutes and still feel like stopping, then I can, and I don't beat myself over it. More often than not, I'm into it once I start, and more often than not, the workout gets finished.
The big thing is actually getting started, and that requires discipline, which ANYONE who wants to develop any new skill or habit cannot avoid. I don't like blanket statements, but I find people have less and less discipline as the years have gone on. Advertisers push their products and services by promising to make our lives EASIER and we think easy=good (I feel a blog post coming on). The things really worth learning are not easy, and there are times we slack and quit; this I know from personal experience. I've slacked on my meditation program, and just like not working out, when I come back, I find the muscles cry out from not being used.
That you say you are over your procrastination is a wonderful indication that with a little of what my Mother called elbow-grease (Google it - a quaint phrase meaning hard work) you will get the ball rolling. True also that the demands of life can get in the way of our progress - the things we do for our own development are often the first to go by the wayside. You have enough will and strength that you can put your foot down and say, "NO. I will take thirty minutes out of my day and take care of myself. I will do my meditations, I will do my exercises, my Ouija/pendulum/whatever, and I will take that time."
You have a good attitude. Set the time, make the plan (remember to start small - small steps, but increase at a reasonable rate)and just DO it. Make yourself. You will feel very good having self discipline, and it will bleed to other parts of your life, and the things you will achieve...well, you will be able to tackle anything you want!
HS
B
--- In , "hells_dragon_warrior" <hellz_army75@... wrote:
Has anybody tried something to break their own laziness,
I'm so over saying I will do it tomorrow or I'll start my program tomorrow, I want to start or better yet finish what I started in my 6 month training program, or continue on with my fighting the enemy, but it seem's every time I'm about too, I don't end up doing it.
I don't know if this is my own doing or I am awaiting some very valuable lessons, as I have learn't so many lesson's the hard way before ever starting a program. I know it sounds weird but maybe if I wake up in the morning and tell myself that I am going to do the things I want to do as a spiritual Satanist and I am going to start my programs!
Any advice is much appreciated. I know I have huge potential inside me and I know if I do the things I should be doing my advancement will come but it feels like either me or just something in general is not letting it happen.
*DO WHAT MUST BE DONE* HS/88
*HAIL SATAN & THE Gods of Elysium*
*HELLS WARRIOR*
0
Too often we look for a magic switch to give us the motivation to do the things we want to. We think the desire alone should be enough to propel us, and look for some sort of 'trick' to get us going. I say *us* because I think we all to a different degree have experience with procrastination.
Like building up any good habit, start small. Set a time for yourself to devote to your practice. Night is good for me, but you may prefer the morning or another time. Have it be the same time each day. Start with half an hour, or even 15 minutes, if half an hour seems too much right now. That's OK, you will slowly increase that time.
I have a rule that I use when I'm working out; it may help you too. If I don't really 'feel' like working out, I don't blow it off, but have a deal with myself: If I do it for 15 minutes and still feel like stopping, then I can, and I don't beat myself over it. More often than not, I'm into it once I start, and more often than not, the workout gets finished.
The big thing is actually getting started, and that requires discipline, which ANYONE who wants to develop any new skill or habit cannot avoid. I don't like blanket statements, but I find people have less and less discipline as the years have gone on. Advertisers push their products and services by promising to make our lives EASIER and we think easy=good (I feel a blog post coming on). The things really worth learning are not easy, and there are times we slack and quit; this I know from personal experience. I've slacked on my meditation program, and just like not working out, when I come back, I find the muscles cry out from not being used.
That you say you are over your procrastination is a wonderful indication that with a little of what my Mother called elbow-grease (Google it - a quaint phrase meaning hard work) you will get the ball rolling. True also that the demands of life can get in the way of our progress - the things we do for our own development are often the first to go by the wayside. You have enough will and strength that you can put your foot down and say, "NO. I will take thirty minutes out of my day and take care of myself. I will do my meditations, I will do my exercises, my Ouija/pendulum/whatever, and I will take that time."
You have a good attitude. Set the time, make the plan (remember to start small - small steps, but increase at a reasonable rate)and just DO it. Make yourself. You will feel very good having self discipline, and it will bleed to other parts of your life, and the things you will achieve...well, you will be able to tackle anything you want!
HS
B
--- In , "hells_dragon_warrior" <hellz_army75@... wrote:
Has anybody tried something to break their own laziness,
I'm so over saying I will do it tomorrow or I'll start my program tomorrow, I want to start or better yet finish what I started in my 6 month training program, or continue on with my fighting the enemy, but it seem's every time I'm about too, I don't end up doing it.
I don't know if this is my own doing or I am awaiting some very valuable lessons, as I have learn't so many lesson's the hard way before ever starting a program. I know it sounds weird but maybe if I wake up in the morning and tell myself that I am going to do the things I want to do as a spiritual Satanist and I am going to start my programs!
Any advice is much appreciated. I know I have huge potential inside me and I know if I do the things I should be doing my advancement will come but it feels like either me or just something in general is not letting it happen.
*DO WHAT MUST BE DONE* HS/88
*HAIL SATAN & THE Gods of Elysium*
*HELLS WARRIOR*
Say to urself: " I love to meditate and empower my chakras everyday". (an example)
Repeat this this to urself as many as 47+ times. Before bed and upon awakewning. The more u u do this the better.
--- In , "hells_dragon_warrior" <hellz_army75@... wrote:
Has anybody tried something to break their own laziness,
I'm so over saying I will do it tomorrow or I'll start my program tomorrow, I want to start or better yet finish what I started in my 6 month training program, or continue on with my fighting the enemy, but it seem's every time I'm about too, I don't end up doing it.
I don't know if this is my own doing or I am awaiting some very valuable lessons, as I have learn't so many lesson's the hard way before ever starting a program. I know it sounds weird but maybe if I wake up in the morning and tell myself that I am going to do the things I want to do as a spiritual Satanist and I am going to start my programs!
Any advice is much appreciated. I know I have huge potential inside me and I know if I do the things I should be doing my advancement will come but it feels like either me or just something in general is not letting it happen.
*DO WHAT MUST BE DONE* HS/88
*HAIL SATAN & THE Gods of Elysium*
*HELLS WARRIOR*
0
Say to urself: " I love to meditate and empower my chakras everyday". (an example)
Repeat this this to urself as many as 47+ times. Before bed and upon awakewning. The more u u do this the better.
--- In , "hells_dragon_warrior" <hellz_army75@... wrote:
Has anybody tried something to break their own laziness,
I'm so over saying I will do it tomorrow or I'll start my program tomorrow, I want to start or better yet finish what I started in my 6 month training program, or continue on with my fighting the enemy, but it seem's every time I'm about too, I don't end up doing it.
I don't know if this is my own doing or I am awaiting some very valuable lessons, as I have learn't so many lesson's the hard way before ever starting a program. I know it sounds weird but maybe if I wake up in the morning and tell myself that I am going to do the things I want to do as a spiritual Satanist and I am going to start my programs!
Any advice is much appreciated. I know I have huge potential inside me and I know if I do the things I should be doing my advancement will come but it feels like either me or just something in general is not letting it happen.
*DO WHAT MUST BE DONE* HS/88
*HAIL SATAN & THE Gods of Elysium*
*HELLS WARRIOR*
HI all,
I think I understand what you feel. I have the same problem for about a year since I dedicated.
I feel I could do many things, and even more, rapid progress in a balanced way, I feel ready and prepared, almost everything is planned perfectly and I feel a lot of potential who wants to come out and expand as an explosion. But even when I start, I stopped after a while. I can not understand why if everything is ready I can not continue. I want to continue, I want to be persistent and I want to run my program with my whole heart and I feel destroyed when I can not because I want it really. But still can not do it. I am aware that if I decide to begin and it is only me who can decide and to do so, I should do it. But after a few days already I find myself not do it again.
I believe that the situation in a certain sense may be similar to yours. In recent months I can be more persistent by concentrating on willpower, trying to strengthen my desire to reach the goal. Trying to draw strength from the thrust of the soul giving fuel on which amplify the emotions that can exert a great force of initiative.
However I think I understand how you feel and I too am a little tired of this situation and I strongly believe that there is another way to solve it. Probably something important that escapes from our reason. I do not know, could also be our own inadequacy. I even felt ashamed many time of this situation thinking I have the time to exercise and everything is prepared but I do not do it. While there would be many enemies to be destroyed and so many things to do, especially for Satan.
I often feel ashamed of this thing. The easiest obstacle is blocking me like a giant.
In any case I can not give solution, I'll wait with you some fortuitous advice. The only useful thing I know is that continuing to try guarantee some results, albeit slowly.
Sorry for English.
HAIL SATAN!!!
Da: hells_dragon_warrior <hellz_army75@...
A:
Inviato: Mer 30 dicembre 2009, 09:13:57
Oggetto: [JoyofSatan666] To break my lazyness
Has anybody tried something to break their own laziness,
I'm so over saying I will do it tomorrow or I'll start my program tomorrow, I want to start or better yet finish what I started in my 6 month training program, or continue on with my fighting the enemy, but it seem's every time I'm about too, I don't end up doing it.
I don't know if this is my own doing or I am awaiting some very valuable lessons, as I have learn't so many lesson's the hard way before ever starting a program. I know it sounds weird but maybe if I wake up in the morning and tell myself that I am going to do the things I want to do as a spiritual Satanist and I am going to start my programs!
Any advice is much appreciated. I know I have huge potential inside me and I know if I do the things I should be doing my advancement will come but it feels like either me or just something in general is not letting it happen.
*DO WHAT MUST BE DONE* HS/88
*HAIL SATAN & THE Gods of Elysium*
*HELLS WARRIOR*
0
HI all,
I think I understand what you feel. I have the same problem for about a year since I dedicated.
I feel I could do many things, and even more, rapid progress in a balanced way, I feel ready and prepared, almost everything is planned perfectly and I feel a lot of potential who wants to come out and expand as an explosion. But even when I start, I stopped after a while. I can not understand why if everything is ready I can not continue. I want to continue, I want to be persistent and I want to run my program with my whole heart and I feel destroyed when I can not because I want it really. But still can not do it. I am aware that if I decide to begin and it is only me who can decide and to do so, I should do it. But after a few days already I find myself not do it again.
I believe that the situation in a certain sense may be similar to yours. In recent months I can be more persistent by concentrating on willpower, trying to strengthen my desire to reach the goal. Trying to draw strength from the thrust of the soul giving fuel on which amplify the emotions that can exert a great force of initiative.
However I think I understand how you feel and I too am a little tired of this situation and I strongly believe that there is another way to solve it. Probably something important that escapes from our reason. I do not know, could also be our own inadequacy. I even felt ashamed many time of this situation thinking I have the time to exercise and everything is prepared but I do not do it. While there would be many enemies to be destroyed and so many things to do, especially for Satan.
I often feel ashamed of this thing. The easiest obstacle is blocking me like a giant.
In any case I can not give solution, I'll wait with you some fortuitous advice. The only useful thing I know is that continuing to try guarantee some results, albeit slowly.
Sorry for English.
HAIL SATAN!!!
Da: hells_dragon_warrior <hellz_army75@...
A:
Inviato: Mer 30 dicembre 2009, 09:13:57
Oggetto: [JoyofSatan666] To break my lazyness
Has anybody tried something to break their own laziness,
I'm so over saying I will do it tomorrow or I'll start my program tomorrow, I want to start or better yet finish what I started in my 6 month training program, or continue on with my fighting the enemy, but it seem's every time I'm about too, I don't end up doing it.
I don't know if this is my own doing or I am awaiting some very valuable lessons, as I have learn't so many lesson's the hard way before ever starting a program. I know it sounds weird but maybe if I wake up in the morning and tell myself that I am going to do the things I want to do as a spiritual Satanist and I am going to start my programs!
Any advice is much appreciated. I know I have huge potential inside me and I know if I do the things I should be doing my advancement will come but it feels like either me or just something in general is not letting it happen.
*DO WHAT MUST BE DONE* HS/88
*HAIL SATAN & THE Gods of Elysium*
*HELLS WARRIOR*
--- In , "hells_dragon_warrior" <hellz_army75@... wrote:
Has anybody tried something to break their own laziness,
I'm so over saying I will do it tomorrow or I'll start my program tomorrow, I want to start or better yet finish what I started in my 6 month training program, or continue on with my fighting the enemy, but it seem's every time I'm about too, I don't end up doing it.
I don't know if this is my own doing or I am awaiting some very valuable lessons, as I have learn't so many lesson's the hard way before ever starting a program. I know it sounds weird but maybe if I wake up in the morning and tell myself that I am going to do the things I want to do as a spiritual Satanist and I am going to start my programs!
Any advice is much appreciated. I know I have huge potential inside me and I know if I do the things I should be doing my advancement will come but it feels like either me or just something in general is not letting it happen.
*DO WHAT MUST BE DONE* HS/88
*HAIL SATAN & THE Gods of Elysium*
*HELLS WARRIOR*
Ok, first of all you're not LAZY!
Lazy people decide to just go "screw that" and don't do anything.
You my friend are a procrastinator. Welcome aboard.
To quote my friend
"Procrastination is like masturbation
At first it's fun, but then you relise you're just fucking yourself"
When you're one you screwed for life sadly.
I have the same thing, I want to do so much, but I just don't, there's nothing that can bring me to it. You can try affirmations, but as a procrastinator how is that supposed to work? I tried some and I didn't survive for more than two weeks.
Sorry mate, but if this article won't help then nothing will
http://www.structuredprocrastination.com/
0
--- In , "hells_dragon_warrior" <hellz_army75@... wrote:
Has anybody tried something to break their own laziness,
I'm so over saying I will do it tomorrow or I'll start my program tomorrow, I want to start or better yet finish what I started in my 6 month training program, or continue on with my fighting the enemy, but it seem's every time I'm about too, I don't end up doing it.
I don't know if this is my own doing or I am awaiting some very valuable lessons, as I have learn't so many lesson's the hard way before ever starting a program. I know it sounds weird but maybe if I wake up in the morning and tell myself that I am going to do the things I want to do as a spiritual Satanist and I am going to start my programs!
Any advice is much appreciated. I know I have huge potential inside me and I know if I do the things I should be doing my advancement will come but it feels like either me or just something in general is not letting it happen.
*DO WHAT MUST BE DONE* HS/88
*HAIL SATAN & THE Gods of Elysium*
*HELLS WARRIOR*
Ok, first of all you're not LAZY!
Lazy people decide to just go "screw that" and don't do anything.
You my friend are a procrastinator. Welcome aboard.
To quote my friend
"Procrastination is like masturbation
At first it's fun, but then you relise you're just fucking yourself"
When you're one you screwed for life sadly.
I have the same thing, I want to do so much, but I just don't, there's nothing that can bring me to it. You can try affirmations, but as a procrastinator how is that supposed to work? I tried some and I didn't survive for more than two weeks.
Sorry mate, but if this article won't help then nothing will
http://www.structuredprocrastination.com/
I brother have the same problem your not alone. My guardian has reassured me that I will be getting my ass in gear by January so I'm ready for it. It could be I'm meeting up with a bunch of other satanists on the 1st hail Satan and hail haures.
On Dec 30, 2009, at 12:13 AM, "hells_dragon_warrior" <hellz_army75@... wrote:
Has anybody tried something to break their own laziness,
I'm so over saying I will do it tomorrow or I'll start my program tomorrow, I want to start or better yet finish what I started in my 6 month training program, or continue on with my fighting the enemy, but it seem's every time I'm about too, I don't end up doing it.
I don't know if this is my own doing or I am awaiting some very valuable lessons, as I have learn't so many lesson's the hard way before ever starting a program. I know it sounds weird but maybe if I wake up in the morning and tell myself that I am going to do the things I want to do as a spiritual Satanist and I am going to start my programs!
Any advice is much appreciated. I know I have huge potential inside me and I know if I do the things I should be doing my advancement will come but it feels like either me or just something in general is not letting it happen.
*DO WHAT MUST BE DONE* HS/88
*HAIL SATAN & THE Gods of Elysium*
*HELLS WARRIOR*
0
I brother have the same problem your not alone. My guardian has reassured me that I will be getting my ass in gear by January so I'm ready for it. It could be I'm meeting up with a bunch of other satanists on the 1st hail Satan and hail haures.
On Dec 30, 2009, at 12:13 AM, "hells_dragon_warrior" <hellz_army75@... wrote:
Has anybody tried something to break their own laziness,
I'm so over saying I will do it tomorrow or I'll start my program tomorrow, I want to start or better yet finish what I started in my 6 month training program, or continue on with my fighting the enemy, but it seem's every time I'm about too, I don't end up doing it.
I don't know if this is my own doing or I am awaiting some very valuable lessons, as I have learn't so many lesson's the hard way before ever starting a program. I know it sounds weird but maybe if I wake up in the morning and tell myself that I am going to do the things I want to do as a spiritual Satanist and I am going to start my programs!
Any advice is much appreciated. I know I have huge potential inside me and I know if I do the things I should be doing my advancement will come but it feels like either me or just something in general is not letting it happen.
*DO WHAT MUST BE DONE* HS/88
*HAIL SATAN & THE Gods of Elysium*
*HELLS WARRIOR*
I used to tell myself that if I ever meet a woman that would want to be in a relationship, I would do whatever I can to maintain it - from obtaining money to strengthening my aura JUST to make her happy.
There was/is one, that I was fond of, but she was rejecting many of potential partners that fell in love with her - only when I told her, as a true friend then that she rejects one after the other, did she realise that I was right, and not only that but she also FINALLY noticed that I was there when she needed me, did what I could to make her happy...
Now that she said that she wants to try, I finally have some GOOD reason to meditate, to learn about our religion (I will need tell her about the true name, for she knows that I'm Ancient Pagan, which is not a lie), to LIVE (external motivation).
Anyway, I thank Father for such a course of action and hope this will only get better (the Moon then was waxing gibbous - a good sign I guess).
HAIL LUCIFER AND THE GODS OF THE OLD!!
DEATH TO XIANITY!!
--- In , "hells_dragon_warrior" <hellz_army75@... wrote:
Has anybody tried something to break their own laziness,
I'm so over saying I will do it tomorrow or I'll start my program tomorrow, I want to start or better yet finish what I started in my 6 month training program, or continue on with my fighting the enemy, but it seem's every time I'm about too, I don't end up doing it.
I don't know if this is my own doing or I am awaiting some very valuable lessons, as I have learn't so many lesson's the hard way before ever starting a program. I know it sounds weird but maybe if I wake up in the morning and tell myself that I am going to do the things I want to do as a spiritual Satanist and I am going to start my programs!
Any advice is much appreciated. I know I have huge potential inside me and I know if I do the things I should be doing my advancement will come but it feels like either me or just something in general is not letting it happen.
*DO WHAT MUST BE DONE* HS/88
*HAIL SATAN & THE Gods of Elysium*
*HELLS WARRIOR*
0
I used to tell myself that if I ever meet a woman that would want to be in a relationship, I would do whatever I can to maintain it - from obtaining money to strengthening my aura JUST to make her happy.
There was/is one, that I was fond of, but she was rejecting many of potential partners that fell in love with her - only when I told her, as a true friend then that she rejects one after the other, did she realise that I was right, and not only that but she also FINALLY noticed that I was there when she needed me, did what I could to make her happy...
Now that she said that she wants to try, I finally have some GOOD reason to meditate, to learn about our religion (I will need tell her about the true name, for she knows that I'm Ancient Pagan, which is not a lie), to LIVE (external motivation).
Anyway, I thank Father for such a course of action and hope this will only get better (the Moon then was waxing gibbous - a good sign I guess).
HAIL LUCIFER AND THE GODS OF THE OLD!!
DEATH TO XIANITY!!
--- In , "hells_dragon_warrior" <hellz_army75@... wrote:
Has anybody tried something to break their own laziness,
I'm so over saying I will do it tomorrow or I'll start my program tomorrow, I want to start or better yet finish what I started in my 6 month training program, or continue on with my fighting the enemy, but it seem's every time I'm about too, I don't end up doing it.
I don't know if this is my own doing or I am awaiting some very valuable lessons, as I have learn't so many lesson's the hard way before ever starting a program. I know it sounds weird but maybe if I wake up in the morning and tell myself that I am going to do the things I want to do as a spiritual Satanist and I am going to start my programs!
Any advice is much appreciated. I know I have huge potential inside me and I know if I do the things I should be doing my advancement will come but it feels like either me or just something in general is not letting it happen.
*DO WHAT MUST BE DONE* HS/88
*HAIL SATAN & THE Gods of Elysium*
*HELLS WARRIOR*
Hails,
This is a very sensible answer of High Priest Lucius Dragon Wolf,
I'm Satanist since I stopped smoking and drinking, you can better concentrate and meditate and I feel physically very strong.
HAIL FATHER
2009/12/30 High Priest Lucius Dragonwolf <ouroboros.anundr@...
Do you smoke? I'm not talking cigarettes here, if you do, then stop.
Do you like your Video Games? I know I do, from time to time, but I also know when I need to turn them off.
Sometimes We can convince Ourselves that something is quite harmless, while the reality of a given thing can be the most destructive influence in Our Lives. If you are baffled by personal inability, look about you at the things you think are not holding you back.
It is important to always re-evaluate from time to time so that complacency does not dictate inaction.
Regards
High Priest Lucius Dragonwolf
Hell's Assassin
www.templeofzeus.org
Hail Satan! 88!!
--- In , "hells_dragon_warrior" <hellz_army75@... wrote:
Has anybody tried something to break their own laziness,
I'm so over saying I will do it tomorrow or I'll start my program tomorrow, I want to start or better yet finish what I started in my 6 month training program, or continue on with my fighting the enemy, but it seem's every time I'm about too, I don't end up doing it.
I don't know if this is my own doing or I am awaiting some very valuable lessons, as I have learn't so many lesson's the hard way before ever starting a program. I know it sounds weird but maybe if I wake up in the morning and tell myself that I am going to do the things I want to do as a spiritual Satanist and I am going to start my programs!
Any advice is much appreciated. I know I have huge potential inside me and I know if I do the things I should be doing my advancement will come but it feels like either me or just something in general is not letting it happen.
*DO WHAT MUST BE DONE* HS/88
*HAIL SATAN & THE Gods of Elysium*
*HELLS WARRIOR*
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Hails,
This is a very sensible answer of High Priest Lucius Dragon Wolf,
I'm Satanist since I stopped smoking and drinking, you can better concentrate and meditate and I feel physically very strong.
HAIL FATHER
2009/12/30 High Priest Lucius Dragonwolf <ouroboros.anundr@...
Do you smoke? I'm not talking cigarettes here, if you do, then stop.
Do you like your Video Games? I know I do, from time to time, but I also know when I need to turn them off.
Sometimes We can convince Ourselves that something is quite harmless, while the reality of a given thing can be the most destructive influence in Our Lives. If you are baffled by personal inability, look about you at the things you think are not holding you back.
It is important to always re-evaluate from time to time so that complacency does not dictate inaction.
Regards
High Priest Lucius Dragonwolf
Hell's Assassin
www.templeofzeus.org
Hail Satan! 88!!
--- In , "hells_dragon_warrior" <hellz_army75@... wrote:
Has anybody tried something to break their own laziness,
I'm so over saying I will do it tomorrow or I'll start my program tomorrow, I want to start or better yet finish what I started in my 6 month training program, or continue on with my fighting the enemy, but it seem's every time I'm about too, I don't end up doing it.
I don't know if this is my own doing or I am awaiting some very valuable lessons, as I have learn't so many lesson's the hard way before ever starting a program. I know it sounds weird but maybe if I wake up in the morning and tell myself that I am going to do the things I want to do as a spiritual Satanist and I am going to start my programs!
Any advice is much appreciated. I know I have huge potential inside me and I know if I do the things I should be doing my advancement will come but it feels like either me or just something in general is not letting it happen.
*DO WHAT MUST BE DONE* HS/88
*HAIL SATAN & THE Gods of Elysium*
*HELLS WARRIOR*
Your previous nickname was Loki_Tanas, wasn't it (or something along these lines)? You're French, correct?
I tend to memorise some facts - don't know why, though;)
HAIL LUCIFER AND THE GODS OF THE OLD!!
DEATH TO XIANIY!!
--- In , Loki Grondwitch <loki_grondwitch18@... wrote:
Helo everyone, it's late over here so I won't have time to do a proper intro - or rather re-intor for those who don't know me, I'm a member since 2004 - however, I'll get around to it tomorrow. I'm happy to be back in JoS and wish you all a slightly belated but excellent Yule but with a fabulous New Year coming up.
HAIL SATAN to all,
Loki!
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Your previous nickname was Loki_Tanas, wasn't it (or something along these lines)? You're French, correct?
I tend to memorise some facts - don't know why, though;)
HAIL LUCIFER AND THE GODS OF THE OLD!!
DEATH TO XIANIY!!
--- In , Loki Grondwitch <loki_grondwitch18@... wrote:
Helo everyone, it's late over here so I won't have time to do a proper intro - or rather re-intor for those who don't know me, I'm a member since 2004 - however, I'll get around to it tomorrow. I'm happy to be back in JoS and wish you all a slightly belated but excellent Yule but with a fabulous New Year coming up.
HAIL SATAN to all,
Loki!