srichard666
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I'm pissed off. I've been trying to open my third eye for a while now and I keep getting interrupted. I have almost no privacy since my mom insists on always being where I am or having some xian she knows watch me. Even when I'm at school she has me watched by this xian who's a teacher there and my bus drivers before and after school both know my mother and are xians.
In my old school(I'm in high school now)everybody knew my family.(teachers, secretaries, princple, janators) I also had some family that worked there. They were all keeping tabs on me for my mother. My mother even got a job there to keep an eye on me and my younger sister! I meditate at night but very carefully since my mother does some check up on me on some days.(Last week was actually the first full week I meditated where she didn't check up on me!)
On my spring break (which I thankfully had the week before my old school where my mom works had theirs) I started my third eye meditaion but never finished it. Why? Because on the third day, right as I was about to start, my older brother's girlfriend decided to come visit when she knew that nobody was suppose to be home.(It was probably for food. She also came the next day but actually spent the whole day from 7:45 am, which is when she woke me up with her loud ass voice, to 11
o pm)
I'm in summer vacation right now( which I got out a full week before my old school, mother's work) and I was going to start opening my third eye again when she came along. I could always start up again tomorrow(that is if she doesn't come again) but I'm going on a cruise for the weekend with some family while my mother and father go to some church camping shit. This was the perfect time to open my third eye and it just got ruined. I can't start it up next week because I have to go to my cousins graduation and my mother is going to be home.
Is there any way I can open my third eye without having to vibrate Thoth out loud? Can you give me any advise on how to deal with my brother's girlfriend since almost always interrupts me when I finally has some privacy. I'm sorry if this post seems too long to you but I needed to rant and explain my situation so I thought I'd do both.
In my old school(I'm in high school now)everybody knew my family.(teachers, secretaries, princple, janators) I also had some family that worked there. They were all keeping tabs on me for my mother. My mother even got a job there to keep an eye on me and my younger sister! I meditate at night but very carefully since my mother does some check up on me on some days.(Last week was actually the first full week I meditated where she didn't check up on me!)
On my spring break (which I thankfully had the week before my old school where my mom works had theirs) I started my third eye meditaion but never finished it. Why? Because on the third day, right as I was about to start, my older brother's girlfriend decided to come visit when she knew that nobody was suppose to be home.(It was probably for food. She also came the next day but actually spent the whole day from 7:45 am, which is when she woke me up with her loud ass voice, to 11
I'm in summer vacation right now( which I got out a full week before my old school, mother's work) and I was going to start opening my third eye again when she came along. I could always start up again tomorrow(that is if she doesn't come again) but I'm going on a cruise for the weekend with some family while my mother and father go to some church camping shit. This was the perfect time to open my third eye and it just got ruined. I can't start it up next week because I have to go to my cousins graduation and my mother is going to be home.
Is there any way I can open my third eye without having to vibrate Thoth out loud? Can you give me any advise on how to deal with my brother's girlfriend since almost always interrupts me when I finally has some privacy. I'm sorry if this post seems too long to you but I needed to rant and explain my situation so I thought I'd do both.