Sorry if ever bashed anyone of our Family.

Jun 3, 2010#1

It's fine, apology accepted. Lol, I don't remember if it was you, but I was accused of being a reverse Christian.

I remember the brainwashing days, I had to attend Catholic school when I was uber small. I'm thankful for my ability to question, I left Christianity at a very young age thanks to my rebellious streak. I stopped attending Church when I was 10-11, and renounced my belief in God when I was 11-12.

My parents were religious, but also understanding. I wasn't forced against my will to go to church when I decided it was b.s.

Though I broke away from Christianity at a young age, the brainwashing persisted. I've had horrendous self esteem issues through out my life. A lot had to do with a crappy childhood, but the brainwashing drove it home. I constantly castrated my ego, I was under the assumption being "humble" was the ultimate good a person could be.

I've always been open minded though, so I started researching into other religions in my mid-teens. I must say, Satanism is the only religion that stands out that condones the uplifting of the ego. It wasn't until I became a Satanist that I realized how truly brainwashed I was. We aren't just brainwashed in churches, this is true. The brainwashing reaches us everywhere. On television in the theaters stories about heroes are weaved, the heroes are often depicted as being selfless and without an ego. Truly there are only few things out there worth watching.

I am not a reverse Christian by any means though, the lie was too rancid in my mouth for me to swallow.

I must praise you on apologizing to our family though, it's those sorts of things that keep us together.

HAIL SATAN AND HIS VICTORY

--- In , "Yoyo" <kung_fukistas@... wrote:

See,i don't know if i have bashed anyone.But the fucking angels are on me all the time.They mess my head up.They are attacking me,all the time...And they all the time bring me memories of my past christian-brainwashed self...But i am really confused about somethings.

I want to officially apologize to ilostmyself666 because seems like what he said was true.

I asked Satan and he told me the Same thing...I just forgot to post that i learned the truth...I feel sorry...

I am trying my best,and sorry if defences are up.I have been rentlessly brainwashed,so i check anything up before believing.

HAIL SATAN!
HAIL AZAZEL!
HAIL PAIMON!