Soooo Confused... Please Help

[taylorhoward473]

I dedicated my soul to Father roughly 3 weeks ago, and I'm a bit worried the ritual wasn't valid, or maybe I'm just so stressed lately that I'm making a big deal for nothing.. But anyway, on to the point.

I did the ritual with a red candle, since I have no black candles and my blue one refused to light -_- . I wrote/recited the prayer, and when it came time to draw my blood, I couldn't seem to do it... ): and I feel like such a loser and a coward. Not to mention I was rushing because I had no clue if my mom would randomly come in my room like she loves to do. That pissed me off that I couldn't get some damn blood, so I scratched open a cut on my left leg i had gotten previously, and then the blood kept falling off my pen!!! :/ so I signed my name with a sharpie and tried to go over that in a bit of blood..

So next I tried to burn the paper, but it smoked a lot and I nearly got caught by my mom, so I didn't burn the whole paper... I really feel stupid for the way the ritual went, and I know now I really should have done it in my astral temple ... Should I do it again? did this ritual still count? I'm so embarrassed by the way I did this, I doubt I can even call myself a true dedicated Satanist... Help please?

HAIL SATAN!

 

[Allison P]

Dont worry about it, dude! It's perfectly valid. You did the best you
could. You are obviously sincere, and that is what our Father is
really looking for, not how much blood touched the paper, or what
colour your candle was. In short, as long as you love our great Father
and swear allegiance to him, you are a dedicated Spiritual Satanist.
Welcome to the family!

On 7/14/12, taylorhoward473 <taylorhoward473@... wrote:
I dedicated my soul to Father roughly 3 weeks ago, and I'm a bit worried the
ritual wasn't valid, or maybe I'm just so stressed lately that I'm making a
big deal for nothing.. But anyway, on to the point.

I did the ritual with a red candle, since I have no black candles and my
blue one refused to light -_- . I wrote/recited the prayer, and when it came
time to draw my blood, I couldn't seem to do it... ): and I feel like such a
loser and a coward. Not to mention I was rushing because I had no clue if my
mom would randomly come in my room like she loves to do. That pissed me off
that I couldn't get some damn blood, so I scratched open a cut on my left
leg i had gotten previously, and then the blood kept falling off my pen!!!
:/ so I signed my name with a sharpie and tried to go over that in a bit of
blood..

So next I tried to burn the paper, but it smoked a lot and I nearly got
caught by my mom, so I didn't burn the whole paper... I really feel stupid
for the way the ritual went, and I know now I really should have done it in
my astral temple ... Should I do it again? did this ritual still count? I'm
so embarrassed by the way I did this, I doubt I can even call myself a true
dedicated Satanist... Help please?

HAIL SATAN!

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Again Satan does not care how it did or did not go.He only cares that you did it.The only thing that would stop it is if you are not a Gentlile.But if you are then congrats and welcome to the family.

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Subject: Soooo Confused... Please Help
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<td val[/IMG]   I dedicated my soul to Father roughly 3 weeks ago, and I'm a bit worried the ritual wasn't valid, or maybe I'm just so stressed lately that I'm making a big deal for nothing.. But anyway, on to the point.

I did the ritual with a red candle, since I have no black candles and my blue one refused to light -_- . I wrote/recited the prayer, and when it came time to draw my blood, I couldn't seem to do it... ): and I feel like such a loser and a coward. Not to mention I was rushing because I had no clue if my mom would randomly come in my room like she loves to do. That pissed me off that I couldn't get some damn blood, so I scratched open a cut on my left leg i had gotten previously, and then the blood kept falling off my pen!!! :/ so I signed my name with a sharpie and tried to go over that in a bit of blood..

So next I tried to burn the paper, but it smoked a lot and I nearly got caught by my mom, so I didn't burn the whole paper... I really feel stupid for the way the ritual went, and I know now I really should have done it in my astral temple ... Should I do it again? did this ritual still count? I'm so embarrassed by the way I did this, I doubt I can even call myself a true dedicated Satanist... Help please?

HAIL SATAN!

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[Jessica Sisk]

So can u use a purple one? I don't have any red blue or black and I have no money to get them would it still be ok to use those?Sent via BlackBerry by AT&TFrom: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... Sender: Date: Sun, 15 Jul 2012 04:35:36 -0700To: ReplyTo: Subject: Re: Soooo Confused... Please Help
  Dont worry about it, dude! It's perfectly valid. You did the best you
could. You are obviously sincere, and that is what our Father is
really looking for, not how much blood touched the paper, or what
colour your candle was. In short, as long as you love our great Father
and swear allegiance to him, you are a dedicated Spiritual Satanist.
Welcome to the family!

On 7/14/12, taylorhoward473 <taylorhoward473@... wrote:
I dedicated my soul to Father roughly 3 weeks ago, and I'm a bit worried the
ritual wasn't valid, or maybe I'm just so stressed lately that I'm making a
big deal for nothing.. But anyway, on to the point.

I did the ritual with a red candle, since I have no black candles and my
blue one refused to light -_- . I wrote/recited the prayer, and when it came
time to draw my blood, I couldn't seem to do it... ): and I feel like such a
loser and a coward. Not to mention I was rushing because I had no clue if my
mom would randomly come in my room like she loves to do. That pissed me off
that I couldn't get some damn blood, so I scratched open a cut on my left
leg i had gotten previously, and then the blood kept falling off my pen!!!
:/ so I signed my name with a sharpie and tried to go over that in a bit of
blood..

So next I tried to burn the paper, but it smoked a lot and I nearly got
caught by my mom, so I didn't burn the whole paper... I really feel stupid
for the way the ritual went, and I know now I really should have done it in
my astral temple ... Should I do it again? did this ritual still count? I'm
so embarrassed by the way I did this, I doubt I can even call myself a true
dedicated Satanist... Help please?

HAIL SATAN!

 

[hells666steward]

No worries.

Satan is God. He understands all things. Do you think he cannot see the dedication in your heart? The will you had to complete the ritual, imperfect though it may have been, against all odds?

He sees what is inside of you. Your ritual was a success.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In , "taylorhoward473" <taylorhoward473@... wrote:

I dedicated my soul to Father roughly 3 weeks ago, and I'm a bit worried the ritual wasn't valid, or maybe I'm just so stressed lately that I'm making a big deal for nothing.. But anyway, on to the point.

I did the ritual with a red candle, since I have no black candles and my blue one refused to light -_- . I wrote/recited the prayer, and when it came time to draw my blood, I couldn't seem to do it... ): and I feel like such a loser and a coward. Not to mention I was rushing because I had no clue if my mom would randomly come in my room like she loves to do. That pissed me off that I couldn't get some damn blood, so I scratched open a cut on my left leg i had gotten previously, and then the blood kept falling off my pen!!! :/ so I signed my name with a sharpie and tried to go over that in a bit of blood..

So next I tried to burn the paper, but it smoked a lot and I nearly got caught by my mom, so I didn't burn the whole paper... I really feel stupid for the way the ritual went, and I know now I really should have done it in my astral temple ... Should I do it again? did this ritual still count? I'm so embarrassed by the way I did this, I doubt I can even call myself a true dedicated Satanist... Help please?

HAIL SATAN!