This group is absolutely amazing, It is exactly what I expected and yet more.
I notice a few things that Centralforce discussed with other Zevism regarding symptoms I may have and others.
Lets start with more obvious ones. I have a very fluctuating diet, and the same goes for my water intake though generally I feel to drink water often and because of that naturally I urinate as such. But sometimes I get unnaturally sweaty and or clammy and uncomfortably hot, waking up early just to urinate.
My sleeping patterns are also unstable but I want to try getting up with the Sun like I used to for highschool only with an early bed time to match.
But some days I just feel "dried out" in an odd fog if I get up at early hours. Ive noted my elevated stress levels and my impulsive irritability, especially with sounds and heat. I normally have a balanced desire for hot and cold weather but its like I just get more irritable in humid hot air. My mother has bad sinuses but Im unsure if its her smoking and age worsening that. I have typically average but sometimes troublesome ears and throat related aches. Eyes and mouth can have thick films sometimes and Im not sure if thats a good thing for moisture or a sign of imbalance. Tinnitus, yes, pretty much always had faint ringing in quiet rooms long after removing the noise stimuli. Speaking of Tinnitus, another thing relating to Saturn, my joints. Im only 22 years old, but my mother swears I have the most popping joints than anyone she paid mind to in her family. Im supposed to have "bad feet" based on my Saturn placement, but to be honest I rarely ever had a complaint about my feet per se, despite having cracking big toes since childhood. However nowadays I do feel like the shins and knees can get irritated without warming up or overdoing it. My pelvis crests can pop if I sit too long, my back and neck I always crack, wrists, ankles knees, etc. My elbows actually have this genetic deformity that makes the medial tension rub over the bone and pop so many exercises are debilitating if I use my elbows too vigorously despite the weightlifting Ive gotten used to. Im not tall, Im 5'6 and pretty dense muscle and fat, but I can fluctuate my weight vastly depending on my mood. I know this is dangerous to say, but my Saturn is in Pisces. And that is in my 6th or 7th house (uncertain birth time but more likely my 6th). As for my moods and sense of security, Moon is in gemeni. I have Mars in my first and my main ruler is likely Venus but could be Mercury.
I try to stay hydrated and despite cold water seeming like the obvious option I decided its not very soothing or balanced so I drink room temperature water. My water is chlorinated and yes Im well aware of the obvious threat of cancer and dermatological disorders with such, as I already have the irritated scaly skin and dried hair and eyes because of it. Recently we got a filter and it works with no odor or taste of chlorine yet I still wake up hot the next morning (having to urinate wakes the body up and heats it?). Im wondering if warm clean* water is a temporarily better option to drink for getting the mornings and metabolism started.
Also, for the last 5+ years, and ever increasing in frequency, urination is mildly to moderately painful if I don't have enough actual urine and or if I get tense like Im expecting to be rushed or my posture is tense it can feel like the inner back part of my shaft (Im a male obviously) is being pinched by finger nails or something. I highly doubt its a bladder infection as its an on and off occurrence I control with some* success to relax totally, but that doesnt help if Im not hydrated enough.
My tongue has had the mild white film basically most mornings and for years* Ive had a tongue that had cracks on the sides which look like I tried to bite my damn tongue off.
My Dental health is not the worst, surprisingly though teeth are crowded and Ill be getting my wisdom teeth removed as they are the only real problems of my mouth due to extreme crowing, and improper growth and or impacting.
The teeth for years seemed to be transparent and yellowish white despite recent frequent brushing. I try to use Tom's non fluoride toothpaste but I was given anti bacterial mouthwash which I also used Crest whitening fluoride rinse (I know my bad I was desperate to get my wisdoms to stop hurting).
I stopped exercising like I was so into (lifting weights, body weight exercises and a lot of jogging) to basically nothing. A weird transit of Uranus to my Mars upset that balanced and many annoying pains an insecurity in my willpower fluctuated. For about half a year I was lazy, then started suddenly to lift weights again. But i noticed my muscles, especially biceps and chest had this quirk where Id flex them suddenly and they would feel like they weren't done contracting after I already let up. That came to pass as I got more active recently.
Sex drive and sense of passion for many things didnt disappear but are pretty much decimated to nearly chore level entertainment. Im ambitious yet very negligent on consistency due to my spontaneous nature coupled with these alternating moods. Some days I feel like a schizoid personality disorder, others I feel manic depressive, and some Im content and clear.
The final issue, another thing lasting years now. This happens on some days when Im trying to jog or really move my torso about, and most days not even having to be active but just laying down on my back deep breathing or stretching my torso a certain way. I bet its related to my liver or some sort but Im not sure. When I lay on my back especially and try to deep breath, I feel interrupted by this dull to moderate knobby ache on the right upper mid ribs in the solar plexus area. It can be felt if I press really deep into my solar plexus area as well.
Sorry to make such a tedious post but I want to take the time to sort this out. Ideally when I get a blood test this will all be sorted out hormonally, but we don't have insurance yet, and Im getting the feeling thats a blessing in disguise to begin the path of self healing.