For one, I haven't exactly been rigorously practising meditation or anything else; On occasion I do but not as much as I probably should for godhead. I personally don't have an interest in godhead, only general knowledge and learning about the old gods/demons, about Satan, the princes, the demons, just general research of them, Satanism, and other related things. Quite a while back, when I was still delving into Satanism, I felt like I should ask the old gods if it was "okay" for me not to actually care about godhead; since I wasn't meditating, practicing scrying, oujia, or any form of communication at the time, I completely doubted I would be able to get any answer from anyone or thing but to my surprise I felt, not heard, /felt/ as if a small chorus had told me it was fine, that I don't need to to actually push myself to godhead. It wasn't a voice or even many voices, or even that I heard anything, I just /felt/ their answer, and it felt like more than one entity, too, which was rather reassuring. Is this generally normal, for one? The multiple beings that I could feel, specifically, but the general fact that it just felt so very clear without me having any practice beforehand too, I suppose.
And two, the actual simple part; I think its very, VERY strange how the name "Yahweh" is said and very well known by most Satanists, Wiccans, etc Paegans of all kinds I know and is not known by ANY Christians or various Monotheistic persons I know. Does anyone know why that is? Is it just general ignorance, because that would be really sad.
I hope I didn't write too much, I tend to get long-winded with details.
Thanks.
PS: When I did get my answer, the feeling of knowing it was very nice; a warm and fuzzy feeling is the closest I can call it. A lovely feeling, I hope many are able to experience that kind of feeling.
