Sagittarius 1st and my bf is 2nd.

[Keeper]

Always wished for him. Now why do I feel like I don't deserve him. And it's too late. Wish I met him a long time ago.

 

[Pammy]

Hello Keeper,

Can you elaborate? Is this an astrology question?

Always wished for him. Now why do I feel like I don't deserve him. And it's too late. Wish I met him a long time ago.

It is your partner who has to decide if he wants a relationship with you. You only need to decide if you want a relationship with him. ''I don't deserve him,'' feeling may be rooted in many different underlying causes. It may be a low self-esteem moment. It may be him being ''too good'' is actually you seeing some ''good'' things he do like giving too much but you notice this as a red flag (because of imbalance) and can't put your finger on the problem. It may be, in fact, that you don't deserve him. However, you don't get to choose who he likes, as I said. He does. ''I know what he deserves better than he does,'' is arrogant. Maybe he has flaws he is scared to show you. Maybe he sees things in you, beautiful things you don't notice.

You gave so little information to receive an answer. Not that you have to share more, a function of a community can be just being there when you need. Since you posted this in Ask Satya, I'm assuming there is a question. You can ask another question anonymously if you wish to do so, or continue this thread.

Have a nice day!

 

[Keeper]

Yes thank you I am not used to this and to such a well reply. Wasn't expecting that. I really don't know what to expect on here. I know this is where I'm so infatuated and curious of my other half. He finally let me part of every unknown always knew there was something missing. I never had a chance at having a normal life from a kid to having a home sweet home. Turned to alcohol drugs the streets. I encourage myself to be better one last shot to be loved. He's taught me chalisas, health , and how much what fake is real. ECT.! I'm trying to live but at the same time I feel like I can't change. He won't let me give up though. I wished for him over n over now I feel like it's my fault he's in love with me. I asked him about it he said he fell in love with me first time he saw me.
I have heart failure and have been getting better I think. Sometimes I feel like any day I could on my last. Our relationship is ruff apart a lott but talk almost everyday. Hes incarcerated soon to let out. And if we keep on running into trouble it could be our last time together even if we get that. Hopefully I didn't say too much.
Thank you for letting me get that off my chest. Really like your encouragement to feel safe here. Been so lonely and used of it. My significant other told me to ask anything on here. So I wanted to ask how to make sure this isn't the end. I don't want to forget him in the life after. I know he has to be where my life well always end up crossing paths. This wasn't a mistake it was just too late. Is it always going to be like this. The best thing that ever happen to you is the last. IDK something like that. I never talked of anything or anyone like this before. What he does to me. Opened up a whole part of meaning to show someone how to love someone everyway that is humble.