How can I do it
Re: Spellcasting
jahwin151 min to read
@ Call_me_something_else.
Are you addressing me? Sounds like you are. I do void meditate every day. I figured out I was doing the ALGIZ rune incorrectly. I have been doing it correctly for about a week and almost all of the mind attacks have stopped, hurray for them being incapable fucking with me that way because that was a big problem of mine.
I have problems from the last 10 or so years of them being around harshly. It makes it...a little annoying at times, not really hard because I can tune it out, but at times really annoying. They try and twist shit to make it seem weird.
I remember when I was a mid teen before they hit my ass this way I would see shit moving up walls. I don't and haven't seen that for years but it was kinda awkward.. I have to work out the shit they did to me when I had no psychic defense for years when I got tormented. It's nice for them to be dead, and me to be relieved of their foul stench though. Sometimes a literal foul stench even though I wasn't as developed back then. I also use Satanic Electric Blue Fire daily and clean my aura/chakras, and aura of protection and programming my aura to be freed of interaction of negative thoughts and thought forms. It all works completely. I just have some subconscious delving to do when the time is right.
I have decided to wait until I have a proper guide to do the subconscious delving because I don't wanna fuck up. I have tried it in the past but it was a flop every time as I didn't trust what I was seeing because those now dead fucked with my head badly and I didn't trust it. It might very well have been the truth but I was too confused back then to make a clear deduction. That'll be the coffin for everything done to me in this life since I was 8 or younger. Then I plan on going deeper into my past lives.
Yeah, I know void meditation works wonders. It's helped my concentration tremendously. That's whacha do when they trya fuckin' with you. That's most of how they attack.
I just happened to be looking for more advice. I saw Yog Sothoth said they can't really do shit if you keep up on the Satanic Electric Blue Fire along with daily power meditations. I'm inclined to believe he's right after thinking about it since he posted it. They just like to come patrolling in a night when me and my family are sleeping and throw their 'shit' on the walls from time to time and then I have to clean it off with the Satanic Electric Blue Fire.
They're kinda a pain in the ass sometimes when they're playing mind games..
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@ Call_me_something_else.
Are you addressing me? Sounds like you are. I do void meditate every day. I figured out I was doing the ALGIZ rune incorrectly. I have been doing it correctly for about a week and almost all of the mind attacks have stopped, hurray for them being incapable fucking with me that way because that was a big problem of mine.
I have problems from the last 10 or so years of them being around harshly. It makes it...a little annoying at times, not really hard because I can tune it out, but at times really annoying. They try and twist shit to make it seem weird.
I remember when I was a mid teen before they hit my ass this way I would see shit moving up walls. I don't and haven't seen that for years but it was kinda awkward.. I have to work out the shit they did to me when I had no psychic defense for years when I got tormented. It's nice for them to be dead, and me to be relieved of their foul stench though. Sometimes a literal foul stench even though I wasn't as developed back then. I also use Satanic Electric Blue Fire daily and clean my aura/chakras, and aura of protection and programming my aura to be freed of interaction of negative thoughts and thought forms. It all works completely. I just have some subconscious delving to do when the time is right.
I have decided to wait until I have a proper guide to do the subconscious delving because I don't wanna fuck up. I have tried it in the past but it was a flop every time as I didn't trust what I was seeing because those now dead fucked with my head badly and I didn't trust it. It might very well have been the truth but I was too confused back then to make a clear deduction. That'll be the coffin for everything done to me in this life since I was 8 or younger. Then I plan on going deeper into my past lives.
Yeah, I know void meditation works wonders. It's helped my concentration tremendously. That's whacha do when they trya fuckin' with you. That's most of how they attack.
I just happened to be looking for more advice. I saw Yog Sothoth said they can't really do shit if you keep up on the Satanic Electric Blue Fire along with daily power meditations. I'm inclined to believe he's right after thinking about it since he posted it. They just like to come patrolling in a night when me and my family are sleeping and throw their 'shit' on the walls from time to time and then I have to clean it off with the Satanic Electric Blue Fire.
They're kinda a pain in the ass sometimes when they're playing mind games..
Well Yog Sothoth. I am quickly learning all of that. My mind has been in a 10 year fog and I have psychological/mental hang-ups I need to deprogram due to them driving me almost insane.
I did find this out today though as I think a lot, too much sometimes I believe. I never truly lost my sanity, I just had a fuckton of mind games played on me for that period of time without psychic protection, and I was I believe an agnostic back then. I just happened to have these fuckers happen upon me randomly back then :(
They had been in my life since birth. I didn't really know, have a choice, or a chance to defend myself. I now do all of the suggested meditations daily, and use Satanic Blue Fire daily which I think all of it is pretty fun :)
Things are balancing out pretty quickly much to my surprise. I would always fight back without actually acknowledging them too much by myself the best I could by deprogramming what they would do to me with logic, and reason on the conscious side of my mind. But they would get the better of me when I wasn't looking :/
That's over now though which is awesome. I am now a Dedicated Spiritual Satanist and am growing in power steadily w00t!
Yeah, I also realized that a lot of the enemies attacks are basically mind games unless they come around when you are sleeping and throw their shit on the walls of your house and then you have to clean a little harder the next day heh. Or at least that is what I have observed lately. I've developed a very decent ability to ignore them as that was really my only defense back then over the 10 year period. But far better since Dedicating.
I like the term 'space monkeys' they totally act like that lol. Yeah, I need to do some subconscious deprogramming when I get the time. I have a few psychological ticks some of them physical that I need to annihilate. I appreciate all of your concern about me. It has all been well read.
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Well Yog Sothoth. I am quickly learning all of that. My mind has been in a 10 year fog and I have psychological/mental hang-ups I need to deprogram due to them driving me almost insane.
I did find this out today though as I think a lot, too much sometimes I believe. I never truly lost my sanity, I just had a fuckton of mind games played on me for that period of time without psychic protection, and I was I believe an agnostic back then. I just happened to have these fuckers happen upon me randomly back then :(
They had been in my life since birth. I didn't really know, have a choice, or a chance to defend myself. I now do all of the suggested meditations daily, and use Satanic Blue Fire daily which I think all of it is pretty fun :)
Things are balancing out pretty quickly much to my surprise. I would always fight back without actually acknowledging them too much by myself the best I could by deprogramming what they would do to me with logic, and reason on the conscious side of my mind. But they would get the better of me when I wasn't looking :/
That's over now though which is awesome. I am now a Dedicated Spiritual Satanist and am growing in power steadily w00t!
Yeah, I also realized that a lot of the enemies attacks are basically mind games unless they come around when you are sleeping and throw their shit on the walls of your house and then you have to clean a little harder the next day heh. Or at least that is what I have observed lately. I've developed a very decent ability to ignore them as that was really my only defense back then over the 10 year period. But far better since Dedicating.
I like the term 'space monkeys' they totally act like that lol. Yeah, I need to do some subconscious deprogramming when I get the time. I have a few psychological ticks some of them physical that I need to annihilate. I appreciate all of your concern about me. It has all been well read.