Hello!
I’d first like to say that English is not my native language.
I’m seriously thinking about becoming a satanist. I haven’t ddedicated my soul yet, because this is an important step and I want to be sure about my decision.
I am 23 now and I was born with glaucoma, which made me lose my sight when I was 7.
I got in touch with a satanist and asked him if Satan could heel me or help me get heeled.
He said it is not a easy thing. He explained that Satan won’t heel me himself, but he would help me reach my cure by meditation, mental training etc. According to him, it is not a impossible thing, but it could take several years of study and training. Is it really that way?
I admit that I attended christian churches when i was younger, but I received nothing from the god of christians, which made me leave christianism and put in doubt the love and power of that god.
I think that is the main reason I decided to search for Satan. I am not pretending to use Satan to get heeled and then turn my back on him without consideration, but as a disabled person, obviously one of my biggest dream is to be free from this blindness and live an absolutely normal life. I see Satan as my last hope.
The satanist who I got in touch with sounded to have much experience, but I would like to hear the opinion and advice from other people. What could you tell me about this situation?
I thank those who can help me.

