Question #4322: please don't judge, I already do

[AskSatanOperator]

I think there's something wrong with me. I don't know if I'm like this by birth, karma or a curse from the enemy...
I won't be able to explain it, but I'm a person who sometimes likes to mistreat others, I like to manipulate, I like to put myself in situations of sadness and melancholy to suffer or I like to create arguments. I don't like this, what can I do to change?

 

[Power of Justice [TG]]

You are an emotional addict, at least your body is. You put yourself in these situations for the same reason that people stay in abusive relationships or terrible jobs. It's because you use these to reaffirm who you are. If you observe yourself you will notice you are experiencing an emotional high. That is chemicals being released in response to some external stimuli, no different than taking drugs.

If you want to change then simply acknowledge what you're doing and don't do it anymore. It will be hard as your body literally goes into withdrawal, but it's the only way to change.

 

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I think there's something wrong with me. I don't know if I'm like this by birth, karma or a curse from the enemy...
I won't be able to explain it, but I'm a person who sometimes likes to mistreat others, I like to manipulate, I like to put myself in situations of sadness and melancholy to suffer or I like to create arguments. I don't like this, what can I do to change?

Your growing, recognizing your current self is the 1st step in healing yourself

Its a beautiful thing knowing and recognizing the current you made by years of indoctrination.

May your next step come with ease