AskSatanOperator
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I have been a very spiritual christian since the last 20 years ..But my life never saw any progress nor my soul is really happy even inside .,Despite having finished the whole bible cover to cover atleast 15 times and really being holy ,my life did NOT see any progress ..I was happy before becoming a christian but after becoming a christian and despite being very spiritual ,god fearing ,I have been going through all sorts of sufferings .
.Asked many and many christians ,but they are like "God works in mysterious ways "blah blah ..It is like Always I am the faulty one despite I know very well ,That my suffering is not not my mistake BUT something out of my control...I have been reading lately JOS blogs also ..So could anyone plz tell me Despite of me being a good christian why still I am suffering ..I really wanna come out of it ..As I really dont think that my life will be ever happy with my current religion ..what has been your opinion about christianity and what made u become a spiritual satanist?
.Asked many and many christians ,but they are like "God works in mysterious ways "blah blah ..It is like Always I am the faulty one despite I know very well ,That my suffering is not not my mistake BUT something out of my control...I have been reading lately JOS blogs also ..So could anyone plz tell me Despite of me being a good christian why still I am suffering ..I really wanna come out of it ..As I really dont think that my life will be ever happy with my current religion ..what has been your opinion about christianity and what made u become a spiritual satanist?