Dear brothers and sisters,
It has been over a year since I dedicated my soul to Satan and have been practicing power meditations. I rejected Christianity long time ago. After that, I was practicing different spiritual practices, but without much success. A couple of month after I dedicated my soul to Satan, something miraculous happened. For the first time in my life, I was able to silence my thoughts. I was a total scatterbrain before that. I was possessed by all sorts of thoughts, never being able to get rid of tem. Now, I can meditate for about 15 minutes with my head being almost completely empty. When then happened for the first time, I felt total bliss. Actually, I felt like that for the next two months. I really felt a profound change in my being. I was able to concentrate more on my everyday tasks, not to say that my intuition improved immensely. The problem is that I remained sort of passive in this role. I became very good at sensing what is to come, I can now silence my thoughts and detach myself from everything, but when it comes to creating my own reality and enforcing my will, I'm no better than I was before. The whole situation became sort of frustrating. Now I have the feeling as if I'm only a bystander, without the possibility of influencing my own faith. I though that after I reached that zero point of mental calmness, It would be easier to empower my own thoughts and turn them into reality. So far, it hasn't been. Has anyone of you had a similar experience? What did you do?
Thanks for your answers
HAIL SATAN!
Lucrece
It has been over a year since I dedicated my soul to Satan and have been practicing power meditations. I rejected Christianity long time ago. After that, I was practicing different spiritual practices, but without much success. A couple of month after I dedicated my soul to Satan, something miraculous happened. For the first time in my life, I was able to silence my thoughts. I was a total scatterbrain before that. I was possessed by all sorts of thoughts, never being able to get rid of tem. Now, I can meditate for about 15 minutes with my head being almost completely empty. When then happened for the first time, I felt total bliss. Actually, I felt like that for the next two months. I really felt a profound change in my being. I was able to concentrate more on my everyday tasks, not to say that my intuition improved immensely. The problem is that I remained sort of passive in this role. I became very good at sensing what is to come, I can now silence my thoughts and detach myself from everything, but when it comes to creating my own reality and enforcing my will, I'm no better than I was before. The whole situation became sort of frustrating. Now I have the feeling as if I'm only a bystander, without the possibility of influencing my own faith. I though that after I reached that zero point of mental calmness, It would be easier to empower my own thoughts and turn them into reality. So far, it hasn't been. Has anyone of you had a similar experience? What did you do?
Thanks for your answers
HAIL SATAN!
Lucrece