О материальном благополучии/about material wealth

I have made great progress in meditation, largely thanks to the Gods, but so far I have not been able to get a normal job, or even continue to study normally at the institute. I am too detached from the physical world, and too immersed in the spiritual. This will eventually lead me to power, even with such imbalances, but I do not want to end my life as a homeless person after the physical death of my parents. Give me some advice, any way, I have enough strength for many spiritual practices

I am/was in the exact same position for years.
I was reading books for weeks or even months without socialising or doing anything but reading books and meditate.
Sometimes you should have a breakdown for understanding some things.
My advice for you would be; Get a hobby that you can do. In my occasion my hobby was writing poetry, it was easy cause my poems were about Satan and his Demons. This way I was creating freetime for myself but still do devotional acts.
Take it slow, if you want to adapt yourself to material realm again you should act slowly. Hobbies are really helpful for this, especially ones that you can dedicate to Satan and his Demons.
After some time that you spent your hobby and give yourself some free time you can start socialising or working again.
I hope this helps brother, stay with love

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Pay attention to this aspect. Economic stability is very important, and every Zevist should work on this aspect, including through their spiritual power.

You can ask for assistance/guidance from the gods, and insert runic work or kabbalistic squares daily to attract money.

If you are dying because you have no money to live on, that is not good. Zevism should try to stay "active" for as long as possible, to advance the cause, for themselves and the Collective.

Be very mindful that the material part of life is also extremely important. Remember as Thoth said: As above, so below.
You will not advance that much if you don't also work on your material life.
I made your mistake years ago, it only lead to bad results in life. Don't sacrifice your material life, that's a xian thing to do.

Monetize your hobby and you will be happy. The main thing is to work hard at it. Although it won't be so difficult if your hobby is your favorite thing.

Monetize your hobby and you will be happy. The main thing is to work hard at it. Although it won't be so difficult if your hobby is your favorite thing.

Ty for your answers. Its very helpful

Also thanks to everyone else for the answers

Всем остальным так же больше спасибо, ответ каждого очень ценен для меня

All I think about most of the time is devoting my entire life to serving Satan, so I see the material world through some kind of prism

I am/was in the exact same position for years.
I was reading books for weeks or even months without socialising or doing anything but reading books and meditate.
Sometimes you should have a breakdown for understanding some things.
My advice for you would be; Get a hobby that you can do. In my occasion my hobby was writing poetry, it was easy cause my poems were about Satan and his Demons. This way I was creating freetime for myself but still do devotional acts.
Take it slow, if you want to adapt yourself to material realm again you should act slowly. Hobbies are really helpful for this, especially ones that you can dedicate to Satan and his Demons.
After some time that you spent your hobby and give yourself some free time you can start socialising or working again.
I hope this helps brother, stay with love

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I am/was in the exact same position for years.
I was reading books for weeks or even months without socialising or doing anything but reading books and meditate.
Sometimes you should have a breakdown for understanding some things.
My advice for you would be; Get a hobby that you can do. In my occasion my hobby was writing poetry, it was easy cause my poems were about Satan and his Demons. This way I was creating freetime for myself but still do devotional acts.
Take it slow, if you want to adapt yourself to material realm again you should act slowly. Hobbies are really helpful for this, especially ones that you can dedicate to Satan and his Demons.
After some time that you spent your hobby and give yourself some free time you can start socialising or working again.
I hope this helps brother, stay with love

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All I think about most of the time is devoting my entire life to serving Satan, so I see the material world through some kind of prism

It is normal for soldiers to suffer from PTSD and other feelings of worthlessness given the horrors of their profession and what this does to the soul. Further, people spend years in the military, then may leave suddenly, further causing identity and value problems as they transition.

Regardless of whether the above applies to you, as it can be one major reason of feeling valueless, look at Azazel's ritual and the runes he represents, which will help to quickly develop skill in an area. With your spiritual power, you shouldn't have trouble accelerating your growth, so do not worry and also please don't say you have zero talent. Look at your natal chart, like the Sun and Jupiter placements, as two examples of underlying talent.

Thanks for the tips. About PTSD, there is a bit of a feeling, when I first learned about my past (through dreams from Demon Keeper and Tarot) it caused a storm of emotions, which is hard to describe in words, and since childhood there was a strong rejection of everything that is connected with armies. But with development came and healing of old wounds, though the last moments of life from the previous incarnation still loom before my eyes, reminding me of the chaos of the 20th century, and not only that

All I think about most of the time is devoting my entire life to serving Satan, so I see the material world through some kind of prism

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Warriors are also suitable to become paramedics, police, and firefighters, you know. Plus, there are administrative duties in all these fields, and in the military as well.