pmshadowhunter
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Hello to all here
I am new to Satanism and I found the JOS website since some months and I found it great!
A lot of thigs made sense and I began knowing our Father Satan avery day more - this is the truth !!
I live in Italy and I could not find any local egroup so I try to speak in english here.
My question is : I would like to dedicate my soul to Satana in a permanent way. But every time I try to find the right day I feel wrong and sad, and I read in JOS that this could be a psuchic attack. I lived in a deeply Xian family but I modev away since 3 years.
The problem is I can't arrive to do it : I make horrible dreams in the night (flames of the hell burning me, voices speaking to me in a bad way) and when I wake up I am really tired and weak.
If I dedicate my soul to Satan this will disappear ??
Thanks,
PM
I am new to Satanism and I found the JOS website since some months and I found it great!
A lot of thigs made sense and I began knowing our Father Satan avery day more - this is the truth !!
I live in Italy and I could not find any local egroup so I try to speak in english here.
My question is : I would like to dedicate my soul to Satana in a permanent way. But every time I try to find the right day I feel wrong and sad, and I read in JOS that this could be a psuchic attack. I lived in a deeply Xian family but I modev away since 3 years.
The problem is I can't arrive to do it : I make horrible dreams in the night (flames of the hell burning me, voices speaking to me in a bad way) and when I wake up I am really tired and weak.
If I dedicate my soul to Satan this will disappear ??
Thanks,
PM