The Shortest Kids You Know
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I come from a Christian background I suppose, but I've never been to church, I was raised by a sociopath who never allowed me to go so I suppose I don't really have a religion. I've always felt that religions were false, and after reading a few Anne Rice books, that only affirmed my belief. I recently became very interested in demons and the such after watching shows like "The Haunted" on Animal Planet. At first it was just an interest in talking to ghosts, ghosts hunting, and other adolescent things. But then it got serious after watch Paranormal Activities. I was seriously considering becoming a demonologist. I started doing in depth research on demons and soon came across "Demon Summoning" rituals, which of course sparked my curiosity even more. But everything I've learned so far has said that they are dangerous and not to be played with. So I guess I'm really just wondering if I should press on with my curiosity of not? I'd really like to summon a demon, but from all the things I've read I'm scared shitless. I've read from the website that in order to 'comfort' myself more I should become closer to Satan, but I don't know. I have a feeling I'm going to die young, and for all intentions and purposes, I really don't want to burn in hell for all eternity if there really is such a place just for my adolescent curiosity, you know what I mean? I'd like some advice, if anyone could lend any.