kevinbaxtross
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Hello all, I have been doing an extensive amount of reading on everything the website and links have to offer to try and better understand Spiritual Satanism. Over the last few days all of this has really opened my eyes to how deceiving Christianity really is. I don't want to offend anyone but this is something that is quiet hard to get around my head (Spiritual Satanism), but I can see through the mist and want to dedicate my soul to Satan. At the moment I am currently waiting on my candles, incense etc. in order to do the ritual. I will be starting my meditation as of tonight.
I hear of so many people 'turning to God' (by that I mean Yaweh/Jehova) when their life situation becomes somewhat hard to bear. I wouldn't even think of doing that (clearly because it's so ridiculously easy to see how false their religion is).
I have made some VERY bad choices in life and will soon be facing a substantial amount of time behind bars.
Because of this, my thinking hasn't been the straightest and I seem to have "dark tendencies" on the daily to try and deal with my flooding emotions (extreme anger, lashing out on others, chronic depression/anxiety, ideation of harm towards others etc.) If you were to spend a week in my mind you would think I have lost the plot....I am looking forward to the meditation and how it may help me to clear the path for a brighter mindset. I have turned to Spiritual Satanism in hope that I will receive guidance through these hard times so that I can take control of my life, something I am finding hard to achieve.
I have only a few questions to ask the members, the rest I shall ask Satan when the time comes.
1. I suffer from chronic depression, so I am on very strong anti-depressants, will this affect my ability to meditate, open my chakras, empower my aura and soul?2. I have only 4 months before my freedom is restricted to a cell...Will this be enough time to advance myself Spiritually enough in order to continue my work in prison without the use of physical items in my rituals/meditation?3. I have only just discovered and learned about Spiritual Satanism within the last week, is it too soon to take this as seriously as I am already?
I am sorry for the dribbling on, and of course if I have posted this in the wrong place.
I hear of so many people 'turning to God' (by that I mean Yaweh/Jehova) when their life situation becomes somewhat hard to bear. I wouldn't even think of doing that (clearly because it's so ridiculously easy to see how false their religion is).
I have made some VERY bad choices in life and will soon be facing a substantial amount of time behind bars.
Because of this, my thinking hasn't been the straightest and I seem to have "dark tendencies" on the daily to try and deal with my flooding emotions (extreme anger, lashing out on others, chronic depression/anxiety, ideation of harm towards others etc.) If you were to spend a week in my mind you would think I have lost the plot....I am looking forward to the meditation and how it may help me to clear the path for a brighter mindset. I have turned to Spiritual Satanism in hope that I will receive guidance through these hard times so that I can take control of my life, something I am finding hard to achieve.
I have only a few questions to ask the members, the rest I shall ask Satan when the time comes.
1. I suffer from chronic depression, so I am on very strong anti-depressants, will this affect my ability to meditate, open my chakras, empower my aura and soul?2. I have only 4 months before my freedom is restricted to a cell...Will this be enough time to advance myself Spiritually enough in order to continue my work in prison without the use of physical items in my rituals/meditation?3. I have only just discovered and learned about Spiritual Satanism within the last week, is it too soon to take this as seriously as I am already?
I am sorry for the dribbling on, and of course if I have posted this in the wrong place.