My only sin in Satanism: Underestimating myself.

[C Y]

A bunch of Greys came for me, again, tonight. It's 1:30am as I write this. I was listening to sermons by HP Maxine, and they surround me, and try to pick me up. Lord Andromalius (my GG, Guardian God =D blasts them off when they try to pick me up.
At one point, I get annoyed, and I have had.enough. Fuck this. Fuck THEM. They are going DOWN, muthafuckas!

I am lying down on my bed, with my legs bent. As they stick tubes into me, and I feel my liquids being drained away, I physically grasp at the tubes, and tear them away.
I feel panic from their side. I never fought back before, never got annoyed. So they stick in some more tubes. I tear them out, all the same. The light on my piano is on, and I can see them with my physical eyes, I see the Greys swaying back and forth. Panic. Fear. Worry. I am annoyed, though.
I sense them, sense their energy, their movements. I lash out with my astral form, feel my astral form take substance, and tear them apart with a long scythe, with my own fingers, with my own powers. I set the room on blue fire. I say, "burn", and mean it. I set the room on blue fire.
And I hear them scream, and see them running back into that doorway of golden light, back onto their ships.

I get up, look for my Chinese wooden back scratchers, and scratch my back, and think a bit.
Then I turn off the light, and focus on the dark, where I can see them better. I hold the back scratcher in my right hand as a weapon. Funny, huh.
Something physical, something harmless.
With my will, I turn that back scratcher into a blade of pure, cold blue fire. I imagine it sharp, and I hold it, and survey my room. I try to find them.

They left.

Good.
The fuckers, they will be back. I will be ready, and look forward to finding out how many ways to skin and disembowel a Grey. There must be thousands, and I have only touched on two so far.

I wasn't strong enough mentally before. I had it in me, the astral power to fight back. I just underestimated myself, thinking because I was newly dedicated (about 2 months)I could not defend myself.
WRONG.
This is another sin in Satanism: underestimating yourself.
You have no limits, only the ones you put on yourself.

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Lord Andromalius!
Hail Lord Beezulbul!
Hail Lady Astaroth!
Hail all Gods of Hell!
Hail to all Demons and Demonesses under Father!
Hail to all Satanic Brothers and Sisters!

 

[C Y]

Thanks, Yoyo! =D

I don't know why some people do not see the Greys and Reptilians, but others do. Could it be the lighting in your room? Is it really bright, or is there a lot of sunlight? When it's dark, is there any light from outside windows or the hallway filtering in?

If it's really bright in the room, I cannot see them. But if there's dim lighting, or some darkness, with the streetlights filtering in from another room, I can see them. But that's just me, I *sense* them more then anything.

Do you see Father and the Gods face-to-face or with your third eye, or in your mind?
I guess it depends on how open you are to seeing other beings.
Everyone is different. I have been able to see Beings/spirits since I was small, but I cannot see the future, do divination well, work with pendulums, or such.

Keep strong, Brother, if they see you fighting back with all you've got, they may visit you less or find something else to do.

But be careful: They may just watch you without attacking, which is what they do to me all the fricking time ( even when I go outside, they follow in a huge dark storm cloud, even if the rest of the sky is cheery, clear and blue, and the rest of the sky is chockfull of fluffy white clouds, like it isn't OBVIOUS )
just to get a better idea when and what makes you weak, so they can strike then. Or they will attack you psychically and mentally in super-subtle ways, like making you lazy and procrastinate, or start doubting Father Satan and your own abilities.

Another thing: THEY WILL SEND STRONGER GREYS AND REPTILIANS if you can annhilihate the skinny Grey asses off of the weaker ones.

Which is what they did, last night.

After 10-20 minutes, more Greys come back. But these are about 5'8-5'11, with fucking full body dark armor on. They sway back and forth, and they have a darker, denser energy then the other Greys I have dealt with.
These must be the brunt fighters, those dumpy spaceape fucks.
I use my astral weapons, but it just bounces off of them.

So now I know I have to step up my power meditations, as well as my breathing exercises, to be able to obliterate and properly disembowel armoured spaceape Grey shitlickers. Gotta pull my socks up, get to work.

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Lord Beezulbul!
Hail Lady Astaroth!
Hail Lord Andromalius!
Hail to all the Gods of Duat!
Hail to all Demons and Demonesses under Father!
Hail to all Satanic Brothers and Sisters!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Yoyo" <kung_fukistas@... wrote:



Wonderful as all of your posts!

Just had a question...Why i don't see the grays,or feel things you do?
I mean,i feel their attacks,and moreoverly the reptilian attacks.
They attacked me many times at the past and they had a Dead End. (Hail Paimon!)
I had exeprianced some psychic harasment and psychic attacks.But have never seen grays or reptilians.I just experianced their awful weak attacks.And combated some for myself.

But seems like...My leaps were too big for them to follow,and will only attack me when they can (Uhmm Never?)

HAIL SATAN!

Late

 

[Allison P]

A backscratcher.. I love it! My friend who used to do martial arts,
said you could make a weapon out of anything. He wasn't kidding! Lol.
Hail Father Satan!

On 8/2/10, C Y <rougediabolique@... wrote:
Thanks, Yoyo! =D

I don't know why some people do not see the Greys and Reptilians, but others
do. Could it be the lighting in your room? Is it really bright, or is there
a lot of sunlight? When it's dark, is there any light from outside windows
or the hallway filtering in?

If it's really bright in the room, I cannot see them. But if there's dim
lighting, or some darkness, with the streetlights filtering in from another
room, I can see them. But that's just me, I *sense* them more then anything.

Do you see Father and the Gods face-to-face or with your third eye, or in
your mind?
I guess it depends on how open you are to seeing other beings.
Everyone is different. I have been able to see Beings/spirits since I was
small, but I cannot see the future, do divination well, work with pendulums,
or such.

Keep strong, Brother, if they see you fighting back with all you've got,
they may visit you less or find something else to do.

But be careful: They may just watch you without attacking, which is what
they do to me all the fricking time ( even when I go outside, they follow in
a huge dark storm cloud, even if the rest of the sky is cheery, clear and
blue, and the rest of the sky is chockfull of fluffy white clouds, like it
isn't OBVIOUS )
just to get a better idea when and what makes you weak, so they can strike
then. Or they will attack you psychically and mentally in super-subtle ways,
like making you lazy and procrastinate, or start doubting Father Satan and
your own abilities.

Another thing: THEY WILL SEND STRONGER GREYS AND REPTILIANS if you can
annhilihate the skinny Grey asses off of the weaker ones.

Which is what they did, last night.

After 10-20 minutes, more Greys come back. But these are about 5'8-5'11,
with fucking full body dark armor on. They sway back and forth, and they
have a darker, denser energy then the other Greys I have dealt with.
These must be the brunt fighters, those dumpy spaceape fucks.
I use my astral weapons, but it just bounces off of them.

So now I know I have to step up my power meditations, as well as my
breathing exercises, to be able to obliterate and properly disembowel
armoured spaceape Grey shitlickers. Gotta pull my socks up, get to work.

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Lord Beezulbul!
Hail Lady Astaroth!
Hail Lord Andromalius!
Hail to all the Gods of Duat!
Hail to all Demons and Demonesses under Father!
Hail to all Satanic Brothers and Sisters!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Yoyo" <kung_fukistas@... wrote:



Wonderful as all of your posts!

Just had a question...Why i don't see the grays,or feel things you do?
I mean,i feel their attacks,and moreoverly the reptilian attacks.
They attacked me many times at the past and they had a Dead End. (Hail
Paimon!)
I had exeprianced some psychic harasment and psychic attacks.But have
never seen grays or reptilians.I just experianced their awful weak
attacks.And combated some for myself.

But seems like...My leaps were too big for them to follow,and will only
attack me when they can (Uhmm Never?)

HAIL SATAN!

Late