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Hello. Just want to talk about my problem.. ok im 18 years old and im offten scare of dark.. im so sick of this.. i dont know why.. maybe because my previuos christ religion dumb shit church ot maybe horror movies.. when i did dedicate soul ritual.. i needed my fucking light on because i was scare of full dark.. when i go outside to drop trash im afraid what come out of dark or maybe afraid shadows in dark.. i want go full in darknnes but im afraid of it.. i just want to let go that stupid problem.. i cant even summon night demons because my heart will go faster and i will start sweeting.. even when im in bed i offten just light room with phone if there is nothink or any thinks.. can somebody say or help how i can destroy my insecurity about dark..?
P.s thanks. And srr if there is some English gramma mistakes..

 

[Magus Immortalis]

I know the feeling. The more you stay awake in the dark and jump at every imaginary shadow that moves, the harder it is to fall asleep. Just say "fuck it", roll over and be comfy and warm in your bed and try to sleep
I suggest taking a shower or bath at night time to relax you, and taking a 3mg or 5mg dose of Melatonin to help you sleep, an hour before bed. It also helps to not look at your computer/laptop an hour before bed. Try reading a book instead to relax you if you want. If you find that power meditation before bed stimulates you, do it earlier in the day or a few hours before bedtime. Get to know your body and how it reacts to power meditation, food,  in the evening so as not to affect your sleep, which is important.
Fear keeps you awake at night time, and makes it hard to sleep. Soon you will relax and be able to take out the garbage in the evening.
Try talking to yourself, quietly out loud or in your head when you go take out the garbage. Be courageous. Seriously. Be kind to yourself. Don't psyche yourself up with negative or outrageous words, thoughts or fantasies only to to jump at every sound or movement.
Void meditation helps a lot with controlling your thoughts if they are your current worst enemy. You can do this and finally get over the fear of the dark.



  Hello. Just want to talk about my problem.. ok im 18 years old and im offten scare of dark.. im so sick of this.. i dont know why.. maybe because my previuos christ religion dumb shit church ot maybe horror movies.. when i did dedicate soul ritual.. i needed my fucking light on because i was scare of full dark.. when i go outside to drop trash im afraid what come out of dark or maybe afraid shadows in dark.. i want go full in darknnes but im afraid of it.. i just want to let go that stupid problem.. i cant even summon night demons because my heart will go faster and i will start sweeting.. even when im in bed i offten just light room with phone if there is nothink or any thinks.. can somebody say or help how i can destroy my insecurity about dark..?
P.s thanks. And srr if there is some English gramma mistakes..

 

[dark_pagan_666]

Also, try not to think about scary things that "might" happen, as it is totally irrational. When I was little, I used to get uncomfortable in the dark as it was harder to see anything, but I am more like the fearless type of individual. I used to confront my own fears and always found the same. There was nothing, or some logical explanation. Yes I am psychic and can sense any entities, but even they didn't do much other than just hanging around.

But don't haste it, do as Magus Immortalis said, be nice to yourself and go gradually. Always know that you have Satan and the gods by your side, you are protected. Also doing aura of protection everyday will indeed help a lot, as there can be spiritual interference  that may cause your fears as well.

Take care,
Hail Satan!

 

[Sam1]

Here is what you can do to tackle this fear. Learn to remember the sigil of Father Satan. Then go to your room or a place you can be alone, and turn off the lights. Stand right next to the switch, and imagine Father Satan's sigil, feel his warmth, his love. Let it fill you with energy. Then say to yourself, "I am rid of my fear of the dark, I am a son/daughter of Satan and I will know no fear." This is what you can do whenever you have a fear about anything. Do this whenever you are scared. 
HAIL SATAN!!!
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  Hello. Just want to talk about my problem.. ok im 18 years old and im offten scare of dark.. im so sick of this.. i dont know why.. maybe because my previuos christ religion dumb shit church ot maybe horror movies.. when i did dedicate soul ritual.. i needed my fucking light on because i was scare of full dark.. when i go outside to drop trash im afraid what come out of dark or maybe afraid shadows in dark.. i want go full in darknnes but im afraid of it.. i just want to let go that stupid problem.. i cant even summon night demons because my heart will go faster and i will start sweeting.. even when im in bed i offten just light room with phone if there is nothink or any thinks.. can somebody say or help how i can destroy my insecurity about dark..?
P.s thanks. And srr if there is some English gramma mistakes..