Meds

[spiritstrider1]

I feel like im helpless...Th only way my family will ant me around if if im on some kind of drug...Im taking Concerta..I was wondering what effects long term this will have on my aura? Theres nothing I can do to stop this.. How will I achieve godhead now if my aura is damaged?I feel this is my fault because I have ample time to astral project and get on wth the other meditations but for some reason its a big road block for me..

 

[S R]

Hello friend,
I have not any personal experience with drugs very much and especially this kind, but i think that in a post around Jos forums there was a big critic against these kind of drugs, ( cause they are just made to take your money ) so make a good google search and if i am correct just pretend you are taking them and when they don't see you spit them or something. ( of course you can even better search for the post in here in Jos forums but there are a lot of posts and i don't know if you have time, even though you will find many interesting stuff trust me)
HAIL SATAN!

 

[Blackened Sun]

Quit the shit, ask satan too help you find a way. I had trouble with that and many more "medications" when I was a kid. I don't want too... give you wrong advice or make you lose heart, friend. pretend not too take it. ADHD, is a fraud. shit is like legal meth. Who knows... how much farther I'd be naturally... if they hadn't...

--- In , "spiritstrider1" <chris.deluis@... wrote:

I feel like im helpless...Th only way my family will ant me around if if im on some kind of drug...Im taking Concerta..I was wondering what effects long term this will have on my aura? Theres nothing I can do to stop this.. How will I achieve godhead now if my aura is damaged?I feel this is my fault because I have ample time to astral project and get on wth the other meditations but for some reason its a big road block for me..

 

[Way_Seeker6661]

You are still hooked on an opiate. Methadone is a synthetic opioid. Do NOT tell people here it is ok to take such shit because it fucking isn't. All you are doing is taking a maintenance sode of the same shit you used to so you can have a "controlled" addiction rather than using enough to fuck you up quickly. That shit weakens the mind and will put holes in the aura as all addictions do, not to mention the other damage it can do. Get off it if you want to advance. But don't tell people it is ok to take any such garbage.

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I too am on meds, not concerta though but i was when i was younger. I currently take 105 mg of methadone every day because i used to be hooked on opiates (pain pills & heroin) and i still do my meditations no problem and my aura is stronger now than its probably ever been. As long as you are taking therapeutic doses of concerta and not a real high amount and there's no bad side effects that you can mentally or physically feel than you should be fine as long as you are doing your meditations. But i would not suggest taking antidepressants or other strong psychiatric drugs because those really fuck up your serotonin and norepinephrine and dopamine, which will alter your state of consciousness. Being on a strong narcotic opiate does alter my states of mind but nothing that i cannot control. I hope this was of some help to you.

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[Tim S]

Don't take that shit. Your family don't seem to understand that the DSM book is a load of crock and have no legitimate test(to test your brain chemicals) to know if this drug concerta will help you in any way. This is basically an amphetamine salt(a legal form of speed) that can cause great harm. This drug forces your brain to work faster than it normally does-through dopamine receptors-and over time-those shut down permanetely. It also gives you a serotonin dump-which causes a big hangover while your brain struggles to replentish it. Day after day-this can really fuck you up. As far as your Aura, someone else might be able to answer that-but from my personal experiance with amphetamines-they make life awesome, make you extremely productive, but over time-can cause great harm to you. Big pharma companies are like drug dealers-and they make big time money off of health insurance companies(and psychiatrists tied into them) to destroy your well-being. You have to ask yourself this question?-If your family really cared that much about you-then they would want what's best for you-and if they really cared about what was best for you-then they would do their own real research about what these drugs can do-and be involved with you regardless of what medication you agree or do not agree to be on. I would never treat my children-or my family members(or anyone) that way, nor would I ever let them take medication like that! You are the commander over your own body and your own soul!

--- In , "spiritstrider1" <chris.deluis@... wrote:

I feel like im helpless...Th only way my family will ant me around if if im on some kind of drug...Im taking Concerta..I was wondering what effects long term this will have on my aura? Theres nothing I can do to stop this.. How will I achieve godhead now if my aura is damaged?I feel this is my fault because I have ample time to astral project and get on wth the other meditations but for some reason its a big road block for me..

 

[miggitymase]

--- In , "spiritstrider1" <chris.deluis@... wrote:

I feel like im helpless...Th only way my family will ant me around if if im on some kind of drug...Im taking Concerta..I was wondering what effects long term this will have on my aura? Theres nothing I can do to stop this.. How will I achieve godhead now if my aura is damaged?I feel this is my fault because I have ample time to astral project and get on wth the other meditations but for some reason its a big road block for me..

I used to be addicted to ADHD medications I was prescribed. I was snorting focal in every day. The depression you experience from the crash could damage you're aura but if you are taking it as prescribed it should help you and you should be fine

 

[eljtheblancoassassin]

Hello my brothers and sisters. I am turning on you with a question about medicine. More specificly pain killers. I was perscribed with a strong painkiller for my neck pain which turned out to be morphine. I was taking it for two days and then stopped because I realized I can't think straight. It had a heavy brain fog effect. Even tho the dosage was as prescribed. I couldn't keep my focus for half a minute and I forgot what I was saying the second I said it. This got me thinking. When I was 10 years old I was involved in an accident which almost resulted in my death. I managed to survive but I had long hospital time. I was in hospitals in and out of the surgeries and most of the time on strong painkillers. I was receiving IV morphine for months and even when I was discharged I still had to take pills. I was just a kid! With my recent involvment with this medicine I realized the stuff that happened 10 years ago had left some serious effect on me. After the accident I couldn't focus and had problems with thinking. I had all sorts of memory problems and still do to this day. Due to my shitty life I got involved with some bad people and started abusing drugs at the age of 15. I was smoking shitload of pot and  snort coke. I do realize this had to add on to the list of my problems. forgive me but i was so young and stupid... I put all of that behind me as I'm trying to become a new man of Satan. I can't help myself but wonder if those painkillers I was receiving as a child made some heavy damage on my brain. I remember that at that time I started getting intrusive thoughts with flashback images of rotting flesh. I also programmed myself to stay broke and to attract problems..  I am having lots of problems with focus and remembering stuff. When I meditate I forget how many times I repeated the rune or my mind just floats away and I start thinking of something completly irrelevant. I have to count repetitions on my fingers. I'm also trying to reprogram myself really hard. Can my brain restore to it's natural state? I am not taking any psychoactive substances. I drink a cup of coffee a day and some alcohol here and there (trying to cancel both).. What is the best meditation to help my focus? I found out void meditation and visualisation of sigils help but I think I could be doing more. Please help me!

Ave Zeus!
Hail Satan!

 

[call_me_something_else]

Okay, first, it's very normal to count the vibrations on your fingers. Others use a Satanic rosary for exactly the same reason. You're not flawed there.

Secondly, yeah, drugs do damage. They sure did me. But, the good news is, science has proven meditation actually physically changes the brain and a mind can and does evolve with consistent meditation and effort.

So, there is much hope for you, eljtheblancoassassin. Much.

I hope you're not buying into any sorts of a gulit trip about your past. We all have a past. I have a past. It's even possible some - if not all - of the Gods and Goddesses have a past.

You're here now. I hope you're earnestly dedicated. In the words of Light Yagami, "If you want to do better, then, do better."

You certainly have it in you to do so.

Hail Father Satan!

 

[talonjackman]

YES your brain can absolutely restore to its natural state!!! It will take time but you absolutely can with lots of meditation.I would personally do LOTS of void meditation and aura cleansing/aura empowering (to help restore your brain). Also, helping with your visualization and such, I would do the spiritual warfare program 
HAIL SATAN 

 

[S.S. 666]

I just want to add my personal experience in case useful here.
I koew a person who had accidents in her early age - this had the result of moving her verterbras and slightly dislocate them (cannot see this, it is a matter of micro-shifts). I also noticed that the enemy tend to work to destroy the integrity of the human spine, promoting or example the use of very heavy bags full of books for students, that obviously must be carried on one shoulder only (otherwise you are not "cool") - this may cause spinal micro-problems in the long run. Same for low-hips jeans, very tight and unconfortable clothing, etc.

If verterbras are not correctly aligned, the energy cannot flow at the best and also some nerves might receive pressure and the nervous systems has blockages, the flow is not free.
This may cause any sort of problem - also pains in the head, neck, back, and in other places even far from the spine.

So if you plan to abandon alchool and coffee, you might invest some of the money you will save to visit a chiropractic, and check your spine for any problem that is holding you back. If you have intense pain, this migght be one cause - I say might.
The person I mentioned before experienced enery increas after the cure, and some pains she had went away; also she was more focused.

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  YES your brain can absolutely restore to its natural state!!! It will take time but you absolutely can with lots of meditation.
I would personally do LOTS of void meditation and aura cleansing/aura empowering (to help restore your brain). Also, helping with your visualization and such, I would do the spiritual warfare program 
HAIL SATAN 

 

[boricuagypsy]

Thank you for sharing the URL for the Manual.  I have started reading and doing the meditations.  I really appreciate your message.

~Stephanie

 

[talonjackman]

For smaller things I use my fingers as well. Sometimes I miscount but it's okay as long as you do your best to NOT, and don't get upset about it or get after yourself for it. Just push through it.
Hail Satan!!

 

[shantikami]

Now that you mention it, many women's purses, bags, and diaper bags, are also designed for one-shoulder use. And some of the bags are enormous. They cannot be good for our backs. I think the handbags can also be dangerous; again, they can be weighty, and are supported by one hand.

 

[eljtheblancoassassin]

@SS666 I will definetly try with a chiropractic when I can. I way always afraid to visit one because everyone I know that visited one was in pain for another few days and I have a really sensitive spine. The accident I had resulted in damage on my head. They had to cut out a piece of my skull and replace it with plastic. Other than that I sometimes feel pain in my neck and lower back. I'll make an appointment with a chiropractic as soon as possible.

@taol_van_sherwood I would love that! I am also active in the SSHealth group. There were a lot of herbs mentioned but I couldn't find anything usefull for my problem. Could you please look up some herbs that would help me with my focus and staying concentrated? I also have problems falling asleep sometimes but I just ordered fresh valerian root to see if it'll help. Thank you so much!

Hail Satan!

 

[S.S. 666]

You welcome!
This might be an incorrect position of the pelvis bone (I had it and I was sloped on one side too) - I have been told I cannot have a perfect curve of my spine (most likely it is common evenience) but the point is if this in interferring with your nerves/energy pathways or not.
Hata Yoga has been helpful for me; after being chekced by a chiropractic I tried to understand where and how he was manipulating my "failures" (he does "move" your vetrebras putting you  in strange positions) in vetrerbal positions and found that similar Yoga Asanas helped the spine to stay in better position - after the cure.

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  Thanks Zevism 666 for the post. 

I never knew that could be of a problem.
I most likely do have such a problem with my spine seeing I sink trough my feet at times and at least one permanently. 
So without proper shoes one side would be down more than the other.

So do you have any ideas on what could help to straighten the spine? as in daily exercises for example?

Also I think I should be walking barefeet more often. Seems to balance (at least a little) better than on slippers.

 

[eljtheblancoassassin]

Thank you so much! I know I've read its not advisable to take valerian root for a long time. But as far as that goes I think everything should be taken in moderation.. ANyhow back to the question, I will try to obtain these herbs.

I will do some google reasearch meanwhille you post your answer. Thanks = )

Hail Satan!