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AvatarFISHSON6661 min to read

Hi, sorry this is fast I just stoped the mediation program a year ago bc I was having problems with voices and family and friends. I'm just upstatimg to see what y'all think I should be doing right now sense it's so hard for me I need y'all's help now. I'm still waiting for all my manifests from my before meditations and everything so I'm just so lost why what to do bc y'all all are seeming to find Satan fast. Any help is nice, thank you! HAIL ZEUS!

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No body will understand but I know it's right

Why do I have to have real voices that attack me and my heart I'm here now I'm not scared like the voices I'll just keep using

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No body will understand but I know it's right

Why you think nobody would understand? Can you explain more?

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I could just go on and on for

No body will understand but I know it's right

Why you think nobody would understand? Can you explain more?

There's so many reasons I could go on and on if you where here and talking to me but no one even asks how hard it is to maybe be addicted NOBODY

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I could just go on and on for

There's so many reasons I could go on and on if you where here and talking to me but no one even asks how hard it is to maybe be addicted NOBODY

It sounds like I'm damanding but nobody is like me I was told the power is within me

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Many members have struggled with addiction, and some are doing so at the moment so you are not alone. Furthermore, we know how it feels and how to conquer it. We can help.

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Many members have struggled with addiction, and some are doing so at the moment so you are not alone. Furthermore, we know how it feels and how to conquer it. We can help.

Thank you

Many members have struggled with addiction, and some are doing so at the moment so you are not alone. Furthermore, we know how it feels and how to conquer it. We can help.

i always try to think about my Satanist in hard time cuz i know there just like me i just have a hard to being without them even tho Satan sees all his people so i know im close

Why you think nobody would understand? Can you explain m

because when i first started smoking thc i just loved the way it made me feel i feel like i felt it more than other people and saw it as multiple things im gaining from using and the risk i must take and ive always told my self that nothing will go wrong and i know it but i know nobody is aloud to say to use it now a days so i clearly see its corrupt another thing im gaining that i wouldnt gain if Father Satan was the creator hes not doing anything wrong im not

because when i first started smoking thc i just loved the way it made me feel i feel like i felt it more than other people and saw it as multiple things im gaining from using and the risk i must take and ive always told my self that nothing will go wrong and i know it but i know nobody is aloud to say to use it now a days so i clearly see its corrupt another thing im gaining that i wouldnt gain if Father Satan was the creator hes not doing anything wrong im not

bc im always depressed my whole life and it made me numb to it and everything else im feeling not just dpression but everything else in my life so goes away and ive been through A LOT

bc im always depressed my whole life and it made me numb to it and everything else im feeling not just dpression but everything else in my life so goes away and ive been thro

and if anything i stoped smoke shops and ive been taking longer breaks so i have started to understand how to stop better

and if anything i stoped smoke shops and ive been taking longer breaks so i have started to understand how to stop better

i only use fda vapes and thc

i only use fda vapes and thc

and i rarely use alcohol

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Thank you

i always try to think about my Satanist in hard time cuz i know there just like me i just have a hard to being without them even tho Satan sees all his people so i know im close

because when i first started smoking thc i just loved the way it made me feel i feel like i felt it more than other people and saw it as multiple things im gaining from using and the risk i must take and ive always told my self that nothing will go wrong and i know it but i know nobody is aloud to say to use it now a days so i clearly see its corrupt another thing im gaining that i wouldnt gain if Father Satan was the creator hes not doing anything wrong im not

i dont know how to think right now it feels like i have to be perfect with everything or it doesnt work

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i dont know how to think right now it feels like i have to be perfect with everything

and it feels like god is cursing me out my whole life

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Thank you

i always try to think about my Satanist in hard time cuz i know there just like me i just have a hard to being without them even tho Satan sees all his people so i know im close

This is great, but more action is required for effective results.

because when i first started smoking thc i just loved the way it made me feel i feel like i felt it more than other people and saw it as multiple things im gaining from using and the risk i must take and ive always told my self that nothing will go wrong and i know it but i know nobody is aloud to say to use it now a days so i clearly see its corrupt another thing im gaining that i wouldnt gain if Father Satan was the creator hes not doing anything wrong im not

bc im always depressed my whole life and it made me numb to it and everything else im feeling not just dpression but everything else in my life so goes away and ive been through A LOT

This is typical escapism and a lack of real knowledge about what makes people happy and fulfilled. Using drugs for this sort of purpose is a crutch that heavily weighs on people.

Instead of drug usage, you could introduce yourself to a steady meditation program, physical exercise (including yoga, or some other similar practice such as Qigong), healthy nutrition and having healthy relationships with people. These are cornerstones for a healthy and happy existence.

and if anything i stoped smoke shops and ive been taking longer breaks so i have started to understand how to stop better

You could stop using THC products immediately with the aid of CBD products. I would not normally recommend using CBD products, but given your situation you would be able to get rid of using immediately without withdrawals with the aid of CBD, then it is simply a matter of weaning off of using it.

Lastly, you mentioned having doubts and such regarding Satanism and so on. Would someone who wants your demise try to help you in this manner?