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Hello all. First let me start off as saying I am very new to Spiritual  Satanism, I dedicated two days ago, and it is the greatest feeling I have ever felt! I could feel Father Satan before, during and after! I have been studying JoS for a few weeks now, and have began practicing breathing techniques daily, but I haven't been rushing things. But I kind of don't know which way to go, and feel confused now. Long story short, I believe I am being attacked. I wake up at night with something sitting on my chest,and it is either choking me or trying to take my breath. It has happened several times over the last year, and has attacked my wife once in the same night as me. I have been also having terrible dreams about my wife. I don't feel like I'm strong enough to fight it off very much more, and truthfully, have became afraid to sleep, and refuse to be in the dark. I have never been afraid of anything in my life, but I'm becoming terrified.  I have asked Father to be with me and to protect me, but I feel alone now.  What I'm asking is, can someone help me with this situation or have advise? I'm not asking for a " hand out " or pity, I just need to know what to do.  Please don't think this is some bullshit kid or someone playing games. I am very serious and feeling lost.  Thank you for any advice, be it good or scalding my ass for something I have done wrong.

Hail Satan

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Welcome! Congratulations on your dedication.Be sure to put an aura of protection around yourself and your wife everyday, at least twice a day. Do it more if you feel the need to.Aura Of Protection

This is found on the Meditations section, Beginner meditations on the JoS site.
Be sure to also clean your aura at least twice daily.How to Clean Your Aura

This will also help to prevent attacks, physically or in dreams. Clean more often after you have left a funeral or have been made to attend an event in a  church. 
Be sure to continue studying and reading the Joy of Satan website, as all your newcomer questions can be answered there.

On Saturday, August 22, 2015 6:44 AM, "jrock4202001@... " wrote:

Hello all. First let me start off as saying I am very new to Spiritual  Satanism, I dedicated two days ago, and it is the greatest feeling I have ever felt! I could feel Father Satan before, during and after! I have been studying JoS for a few weeks now, and have began practicing breathing techniques daily, but I haven't been rushing things. But I kind of don't know which way to go, and feel confused now. Long story short, I believe I am being attacked. I wake up at night with something sitting on my chest,and it is either choking me or trying to take my breath. It has happened several times over the last year, and has attacked my wife once in the same night as me. I have been also having terrible dreams about my wife. I don't feel like I'm strong enough to fight it off very much more, and truthfully, have became afraid to sleep, and refuse to be in the dark. I have never been afraid of anything in my life, but I'm becoming terrified.  I have asked Father to be with me and to protect me, but I feel alone now.  What I'm asking is, can someone help me with this situation or have advise? I'm not asking for a " hand out " or pity, I just need to know what to do.  Please don't think this is some bullshit kid or someone playing games. I am very serious and feeling lost.  Thank you for any advice, be it good or scalding my ass for something I have done wrong.

Hail Satan

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Hi jrock!
The same experience you describe has happened to me many times, also more horrifying things. I can give you some advice. I dedicated myself to Father Satan some 18 months ago.
Truly, it is VERY important to DEVELOP a strong aura. This is done over time. The techniques are explained in the JoS site.
It is also important to follow the advice that Magus has given you above.
Now, I did all that and continue to do it every night. You must, or the attacks will continue. But please remember that we are all individuals and what works for one of us may not work as well for another. So the way to go is to do the above and also continue experimenting with other meditations / techniques. This is a very hard path we took and it is up to you to do the work. 
In my case, I have also done Banishing rituals (explained in JoS). I have done more things / techniques because the attacks came back many times. In my case, sometimes I remain sleeping well for 3-4 weeks and then they attack me again.
I know how overwhelming it is to absorb all the knowledge and remember everything said in the JoS site, so you need to go over it as much as you can. I have, for instance, recited the Keys, do the Munaka meditation, and many other things to protect myself. I know how horrible these attacks can be. Believe me, it is VERY important to try to remain calm, DO NOT BE AFRAID of the attacks, this is hard, but is doable and achievable over time. The enemy feeds on your fear.
When you are more advanced, or you feel prepared and strong enough, there are many Demons (explained in the JoS site, section "Demons") who will help you and protect you from these attacks, just remember you need to be prepared before summoning Demons. This is no game, so read the section "Demons" carefully. As you said, you cannot rush this process. And remember, the Demons will help you but still it is YOU who has to do the work. That is, you don´t simply say: "(name of the Demon) please come here now and expel these entities out of my room". You need to continue do the work to get rid of these entities. The Demons will help, of course, but eventually it will be YOU who will expel the unwanted entities.
The enemy will try to scare you in many ways, BE STRONG, the Demons are really nice and VERY beautiful, so if you see them when summoning, do not be afraid. They will leave you with an incredible sense of peace and amazement. If you do not see any, they will still be there, you will certainly feel them (this is all explained in the JoS site).
Patience and persistence, study and meditate, these are the keys. Make time if you believe you have little time, believe me, it is well worth.
Good luck brother!
Hail Satan!!

On Saturday, August 22, 2015 3:31 PM, "Magus Immortalis magus.immortalis@... " wrote:

Welcome! Congratulations on your dedication.Be sure to put an aura of protection around yourself and your wife everyday, at least twice a day. Do it more if you feel the need to.Aura Of Protection

This is found on the Meditations section, Beginner meditations on the JoS site.
Be sure to also clean your aura at least twice daily.How to Clean Your Aura

This will also help to prevent attacks, physically or in dreams. Clean more often after you have left a funeral or have been made to attend an event in a  church. 
Be sure to continue studying and reading the Joy of Satan website, as all your newcomer questions can be answered there.

On Saturday, August 22, 2015 6:44 AM, "jrock4202001@... " wrote:

Hello all. First let me start off as saying I am very new to Spiritual  Satanism, I dedicated two days ago, and it is the greatest feeling I have ever felt! I could feel Father Satan before, during and after! I have been studying JoS for a few weeks now, and have began practicing breathing techniques daily, but I haven't been rushing things. But I kind of don't know which way to go, and feel confused now. Long story short, I believe I am being attacked. I wake up at night with something sitting on my chest,and it is either choking me or trying to take my breath. It has happened several times over the last year, and has attacked my wife once in the same night as me. I have been also having terrible dreams about my wife. I don't feel like I'm strong enough to fight it off very much more, and truthfully, have became afraid to sleep, and refuse to be in the dark. I have never been afraid of anything in my life, but I'm becoming terrified.  I have asked Father to be with me and to protect me, but I feel alone now.  What I'm asking is, can someone help me with this situation or have advise? I'm not asking for a " hand out " or pity, I just need to know what to do.  Please don't think this is some bullshit kid or someone playing games. I am very serious and feeling lost.  Thank you for any advice, be it good or scalding my ass for something I have done wrong.

Hail Satan

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