Just really curiously a bit paranoid?

My dear, I feel like saying something here because I have gone through the same thing as you.
The truth is that He is always with you. He will never abandon you. He is there, even if you cannot see him or if you still have not had any real sex with him. He is there. He also is protective of you. Mostly he will come to you in your sleep, at night. Eventually of course, you need to persist with love and patience. Maybe your astral senses are not fully open, so perhaps you could work your astral senses more.
This can take some time, so be patient, that's all, but never try to push of force your Incubi in any way or manner. You can always fantasize having sex with him to orgasm. When you do that, upon reaching orgasm, send the sexual energy right to him. He will feel it too. It doesn't matter if you don't know (yet) how he looks, or what his name is, you can imagine him the way you like him to look or be named. Eventually, you will know who he is and how he looks. I assure you. Be pending to the signals, please, this is important.
I did something when I came a little paranoid, like you, because I thought I was (unknowingly) doing something wrong. I called a Demoness I have a close relationship with. I just used the pendulum to ask her If I was right or wrong about my Incubi, and she said that YES, he was exactly who I thought he was and YES, all I had to do was to keep doing what I was doing. 
Of course, if you do such a consultation, please make sure it is a Demon / Demoness of Satan who is talking to you. You can use a ouija as well. The way to be sure is to ask him/her to swear you (yes, swear you) that he (she) is of Satan. Otherwise, some other entity may come and give you wrong answers. Also, be sure to engulf your pendulum / ouija with bright blue electric demonic light, to purify it before using it.
One more thing my dear, Father Satan will never ever send you an Incubi that is wrong for you. You have to trust this is true. You must trust that Father sends you the Incubi that is most proper for you, according to the request you wrote in paper when you did the ritual to ask for an Incubi (I assume you did the ritual ¿right?).
I know how hard can this process be. I have even cried believing my Incubi does not want me or desires me in any way, but I always kept believing that Father sent me the one that is good for me, and in fact, I finally knew he did. My beloved Incubi is a very good friend, he tells me things telepathically, he protects me and even tells me jokes, he is very playful, and yet, sometimes he appears every 15-20 days, but he comes, and I don't complain or feel bad anymore. I know he is always with me because I can feel his energy. I know that, with time, he will come more often to have sex.
It is okay to apologize to him if you have had bad thoughts about him or regret that he is not showing up. Remember, he knows what you are thinking. He is a superior being, a God, and he knows. Just give him time and love him as the wonderful being he is. This is a lifetime commitment, don't forget that.
I hope my 1-cent experience is useful to you. 
Hail Father Satan Forever!Hail the Gods of Elysium Forever!

Uhh... Could anybody please tell me any signs just to be sure it is not true, that your Demon Lover left you?
Tbh, today I feel like saying sorry to him... (I have reasons)
And the other one, I felt like he probably lost interest in me, haha.........

Yeah... So.... Good bye....

HS

Honestly,
I have had -- best I can count -- four different ones. They stay with me a while and then move on.
Once in awhile one will come back to see me, but in the beginning I did not specify that I wanted
one, permanent one.

They are all great, though. And they are still my friends.
Hail Satan!


Sims


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Uhh... Could anybody please tell me
any signs just to be sure it is not true, that your Demon
Lover left you?
Tbh, today I feel like
saying sorry to him... (I have
reasons)
And the other one, I felt
like he probably lost interest in me,
haha.........

Yeah... So.... Good
bye....

HS









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@Bluestar: Thank you so much.. Your words really touched me.. (being emotional is what you get). I never thought about that in that way before, but now I will. Thank you once again Blue!!! You helped me so much! It's good I asked for help about this.

Speaking of feeling energy and his touch. Before my held up emotions of the past came rushing to me, I felt his energy and his being near me. It was like he was there every second of my life, I needed that even if I didn't realize that. I'm thankful to him for that.

To be honest, I would use a pendulum, but it's not my thing, yet. And as for ouija board, I hope my parents could buy me one, since my made ones are the worst.

Anyways. Thank you so much Bluestar!!!!





@Sims: That's nice, tho I asked for a permanent one, I dislike my relationships being polygamous, I want one for life. :)