I just did it I thought I'd share. It was just before midnight, April 1, and I did it in my room. I use a red candle, and I wore all black. I took a shower right before. I was wearing 4 items of clothing on me. Some of these things are probably not needed, but I thought it'd be nice. Everything went off without a hitch. I pricked my left index finger, and I was just able to write my full name in English and in my first language satisfactorily before the blood stopped. I recited the paragraphs, and then read them again in my head. I burned the paper in the candle flame. I meditated for about 2 minutes, then 2 minutes before midnight said the "so mote it be" and "hail Satan" then blew the candle out. When it was done I didn't feel or look any different though. I went outside on the yard and blew the ashes away. I was hoping to feel a strong sense of joy or something, but nothing really happened.
Just did my dedication
virdux1 min to read
Now, the marvellous things shall be happening:)
--- In , "virdux" <virdux@... wrote:
I just did it I thought I'd share. It was just before midnight, April 1, and I did it in my room. I use a red candle, and I wore all black. I took a shower right before. I was wearing 4 items of clothing on me. Some of these things are probably not needed, but I thought it'd be nice. Everything went off without a hitch. I pricked my left index finger, and I was just able to write my full name in English and in my first language satisfactorily before the blood stopped. I recited the paragraphs, and then read them again in my head. I burned the paper in the candle flame. I meditated for about 2 minutes, then 2 minutes before midnight said the "so mote it be" and "hail Satan" then blew the candle out. When it was done I didn't feel or look any different though. I went outside on the yard and blew the ashes away. I was hoping to feel a strong sense of joy or something, but nothing really happened.
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Now, the marvellous things shall be happening:)
--- In , "virdux" <virdux@... wrote:
I just did it I thought I'd share. It was just before midnight, April 1, and I did it in my room. I use a red candle, and I wore all black. I took a shower right before. I was wearing 4 items of clothing on me. Some of these things are probably not needed, but I thought it'd be nice. Everything went off without a hitch. I pricked my left index finger, and I was just able to write my full name in English and in my first language satisfactorily before the blood stopped. I recited the paragraphs, and then read them again in my head. I burned the paper in the candle flame. I meditated for about 2 minutes, then 2 minutes before midnight said the "so mote it be" and "hail Satan" then blew the candle out. When it was done I didn't feel or look any different though. I went outside on the yard and blew the ashes away. I was hoping to feel a strong sense of joy or something, but nothing really happened.
The important thing is that you did it; the feelings will come later. Don't rush 'em. Lol. When I did it, the only feeling I got was this lovely sense of peace and acceptance, and I knew then that I had made the right choice. Dedication is a different experience for everyone, and as we are all individuals, we experience different things. It's all good! Hail Satan!
----- Original Message ----- From: virdux To: Sent: Wednesday, April 01, 2009 9:43 PM Subject: Just did my dedication
I just did it I thought I'd share. It was just before midnight, April 1, and I did it in my room. I use a red candle, and I wore all black. I took a shower right before. I was wearing 4 items of clothing on me. Some of these things are probably not needed, but I thought it'd be nice. Everything went off without a hitch. I pricked my left index finger, and I was just able to write my full name in English and in my first language satisfactorily before the blood stopped. I recited the paragraphs, and then read them again in my head. I burned the paper in the candle flame. I meditated for about 2 minutes, then 2 minutes before midnight said the "so mote it be" and "hail Satan" then blew the candle out. When it was done I didn't feel or look any different though. I went outside on the yard and blew the ashes away. I was hoping to feel a strong sense of joy or something, but nothing really happened.
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The important thing is that you did it; the feelings will come later. Don't rush 'em. Lol. When I did it, the only feeling I got was this lovely sense of peace and acceptance, and I knew then that I had made the right choice. Dedication is a different experience for everyone, and as we are all individuals, we experience different things. It's all good! Hail Satan!
----- Original Message ----- From: virdux To: Sent: Wednesday, April 01, 2009 9:43 PM Subject: Just did my dedication
I just did it I thought I'd share. It was just before midnight, April 1, and I did it in my room. I use a red candle, and I wore all black. I took a shower right before. I was wearing 4 items of clothing on me. Some of these things are probably not needed, but I thought it'd be nice. Everything went off without a hitch. I pricked my left index finger, and I was just able to write my full name in English and in my first language satisfactorily before the blood stopped. I recited the paragraphs, and then read them again in my head. I burned the paper in the candle flame. I meditated for about 2 minutes, then 2 minutes before midnight said the "so mote it be" and "hail Satan" then blew the candle out. When it was done I didn't feel or look any different though. I went outside on the yard and blew the ashes away. I was hoping to feel a strong sense of joy or something, but nothing really happened.