its a Big problem for me! pls help me to solve it

[marshjohn30]

The problem is my bro taunt,mock,joke, whole family curse me lol and peeps in whatever i do. So, i want him to run out of house somwhere,i cant go anywhere for meditation,cant do my power meditation JUST BECAUSE OF HIM! Even if i get time to do meditation then im not sure if i will get the time another day too when he is not at home. I was going to cut my wrist almostly I-)or may i will kill him but if i do so the situation after it will be WORST! I dont know what to do!

 

[strengththroughsatan89]

despite my better instincts to call this posting BS i will take the few minutes out of my time to write a response.

There is always time at some point during the day or night to do meditations, yo just have to find it. I am sure there are times when your parents are not at home, or where the main problem is not at home and etc. You can also do meditations at 4 or 5 in the morning.

Even ten minutes a day of working ona chakra, building an aura, and cleaning your aura is better than nothing. You need to do whatever you can to get in those ten minutes, even split them up if you have to.

Hail Satan

--- In , "marshjohn30" <marshjohn30@... wrote:

The problem is my bro taunt,mock,joke, whole family curse me lol and peeps in whatever i do. So, i want him to run out of house somwhere,i cant go anywhere for meditation,cant do my power meditation JUST BECAUSE OF HIM! Even if i get time to do meditation then im not sure if i will get the time another day too when he is not at home. I was going to cut my wrist almostly I-)or may i will kill him but if i do so the situation after it will be WORST! I dont know what to do!

 

[marshjohn30]

I have been crying out father for days, every day and night

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[strengththroughsatan89]

Than I do apologize but there has been much activiy on these groups lately of infiltrators so my guard is up, again I do apologize.

But what I said before stands, there is always time and yo just need to find it. Also go to Satan you do not need to perform a ritual but before going to bed just sit or lay in bed call out his name in yor head and talk to him. Tell him of your situation and ask him to help you find a way/the time to do meditations.

You will find even if you can find those ten minutes this will eventually turn into 20 and thirty and so on. Once we begin meditating on a normal basis time actually makes itself known.

Suicide is never the answer and will only start the process all over again. Your energies are low and if you build your aura, clean your aura and even use the sowilo rune to empower your aura for a few minutes a day, and again even spread them out during the day, you will find your energies will grow and you will not have these thoughts anymore.

There are many answers out there besides suicicde but you have to find the time to do them, no one can help you with that on these boards but the Gods can.

Hail Satan

--- In , Marshjohn30 <marshjohn30@... wrote:


I have been crying out father for days, every day and night

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[marshjohn30]

Well,thanks bro,will try to talk to him again.


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