Is this the pain of failure?

[sinbad]

Everytime I think of the degradation of humanity, the ruins of Greece, India, its glory, its beauty, and what exactly am I going to do about it

My throat wells up and I burst into tears

... is this the pain of failure?

 

[Wotanwarrior]

Everytime I think of the degradation of humanity, the ruins of Greece, India, its glory, its beauty, and what exactly am I going to do about it

My throat wells up and I burst into tears

... is this the pain of failure?

Those are traumas, perhaps from past lives.
Working to heal your emotional body will be of great help.

Healing the Emotional Body (for men too, don’t disregard this)

You have your physical body, soul, astral body, mental body, and more. The Emotional Body is the part of the soul that can be damaged when you experience emotional trauma, grief, bereavement, abandonment, and so on. Many people have emotional outbursts, immature reactions, trigger episodes...

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