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  Im not very good with conversating about my mental nature but im in need of wisdom concerning the attacks by the enemy and if they target specific people for a specific reason the only reason i ask is because i have been harrassed for as long as i can remember even as a child i had explosive tempers that always ended in violence in a way that everyone was affected mentally or physically and despite being taken to bastard xian mormune brainwashing i always felt uncomfortable and out of place but after a time i refused to go nomatter the reproductions spending years trapped in my head from all the pharmaceutical drugs i was taking to the point where i was so gone i couldn't comprehend even comprehend how to live let alone have any will to even CLEAN MYSELF after 5 years i was 320 pounds and 12 years old not long after that finally my mother noticed i was practically brain dead and struggling just to say anything from all the meds and they had been overdosing me in the process which gave a chance to finally exist Off the meds and out my system i spent mayb 2 years in school assaulting and degrading anyone who had taken advantage of me and anyone that i thought would of course i dropped out at a young age i worked through my ignorance and anger and spent my time searching for a truth i learned of energy and the basic fundamentals of focus and meditation seeking out truth of course none of these people were acknowledging the truth of there own denial in blind a worthless faith even though i came to know what i knew i was always attacked in anything i tried to do to help make since of things since i have Dedicated myself to Father Satan it seems they are even more persistent than ever on the account my whole life was sheltered i dont even know how to drive and jobs come and go with no time to build a foundation im stuck playing pete and reapeat with a happily ignorant family in a home that is full of these punk ass worthless kikes influence im aware of it every second of every moment of every day in my family and the incredible stroke of horrible circumstances that make it seem like im living the same day over and over i am very Loyal and Honorable by narure so when these attacks issue they try to slander the Respect i have for Father Satan in a way that creates the illusion that these are my thoughts which SEVERELY PISSES ME OFF because i know there not the other night shit got so bad i was surprised when Lady Astaroth provided me with a thought of focus on the 8 point star which i would draw before i knew its meaning and even after learning i still never considered that i drew that Sigil for a reason when i suck at drawing but put the lines together and thought it was an accident but now i know i didnt being trapped here in a room staring at wall physically unable to build A stable foundation in a place idk full of people idk and no way to get anywhere because im ignorant of building a stable physical life that i can call my own i spent two hours and alot of energy just focusing on how everythings written anyone who has something anything to say please do i Respect and Honor my Father Satan these worthless kike shit stains are trying to degrade that honor and respect but they'll have to put me in grave before i let them dishonor my Loyalties to Father Satan
HAIL THE TRUE FATHER SATAN FOREVER


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[fake name]

0_0 that sounds frighteningly similar to my own upbringing except that I wasnt quite as fucked up by being drugged against my will.In one year I went from 310-175 pounds after getting those drugs out of my system.
Now I'm 236 pounds after I began powerlifting to build muscle and can kill with my fingertips after studying anatomy.Seriously if I were you I'd call the cops and a laywer. How old are you now? this sounds like blatant child abuse! You can legally take your family to court for this treatment!



On Friday, April 10, 2015 6:59 AM, "collinjohnson473@... collinjohnson473@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


    Im not very good with conversating about my mental nature but im in need of wisdom concerning the attacks by the enemy and if they target specific people for a specific reason the only reason i ask is because i have been harrassed for as long as i can remember even as a child i had explosive tempers that always ended in violence in a way that everyone was affected mentally or physically and despite being taken to bastard xian mormune brainwashing i always felt uncomfortable and out of place but after a time i refused to go nomatter the reproductions spending years trapped in my head from all the pharmaceutical drugs i was taking to the point where i was so gone i couldn't comprehend even comprehend how to live let alone have any will to even CLEAN MYSELF after 5 years i was 320 pounds and 12 years old not long after that finally my mother noticed i was practically brain dead and struggling just to say anything from all the meds and they had been overdosing me in the process which gave a chance to finally exist Off the meds and out my system i spent mayb 2 years in school assaulting and degrading anyone who had taken advantage of me and anyone that i thought would of course i dropped out at a young age i worked through my ignorance and anger and spent my time searching for a truth i learned of energy and the basic fundamentals of focus and meditation seeking out truth of course none of these people were acknowledging the truth of there own denial in blind a worthless faith even though i came to know what i knew i was always attacked in anything i tried to do to help make since of things since i have Dedicated myself to Father Satan it seems they are even more persistent than ever on the account my whole life was sheltered i dont even know how to drive and jobs come and go with no time to build a foundation im stuck playing pete and reapeat with a happily ignorant family in a home that is full of these punk ass worthless kikes influence im aware of it every second of every moment of every day in my family and the incredible stroke of horrible circumstances that make it seem like im living the same day over and over i am very Loyal and Honorable by narure so when these attacks issue they try to slander the Respect i have for Father Satan in a way that creates the illusion that these are my thoughts which SEVERELY PISSES ME OFF because i know there not the other night shit got so bad i was surprised when Lady Astaroth provided me with a thought of focus on the 8 point star which i would draw before i knew its meaning and even after learning i still never considered that i drew that Sigil for a reason when i suck at drawing but put the lines together and thought it was an accident but now i know i didnt being trapped here in a room staring at wall physically unable to build A stable foundation in a place idk full of people idk and no way to get anywhere because im ignorant of building a stable physical life that i can call my own i spent two hours and alot of energy just focusing on how everythings written anyone who has something anything to say please do i Respect and Honor my Father Satan these worthless kike shit stains are trying to degrade that honor and respect but they'll have to put me in grave before i let them dishonor my Loyalties to Father Satan
HAIL THE TRUE FATHER SATAN FOREVER


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[descipleofthegods13]

Gee, sounds a lot like my life, in fact it's almost exact. Well, except that I wasn't put on pissreali poison from an early age.

I only got doped up after what  happened after these dooshes(greys) pulled an up close and personal on me for 10+ years. At the time I was deceived into believing they were Satan, although I only recently learned there is more than one. With total ignorance I believed it. And, I was almost driven to insanity beyond recovery.

Now my question is this, do you meditate? Because if you do, you don't have to take bullshit from these scared of their own shadows having more power than them thugs.

 

[fake name]

me? Yes I meditate daily. I just did the raum meditation and some other exercises for as long as my voice could hold out.I did some core twists after that. Besides I'm a much better thug than any jewish goon. I'd love to see them try to use force to subjugate me. They'd get torn limb from limb with their throats slit the instant they got close.
As for the original author I too suggest he do the same as you said and also call the cops and take legal action. His family is clearly abusive and allowing these jewish crooks to slowly murder him.
Strange how many of us satanists were dragged into the psychiatric system from childhood for not believing jewish lies or just being an individual or non-comformist.....
Fucking kikes want to make brainless robots out of us all!
DEATH TO ISRAEL!HAIL SATAN!


On Friday, April 10, 2015 9:32 PM, "descipleofthegods13@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Gee, sounds a lot like my life, in fact it's almost exact. Well, except that I wasn't put on pissreali poison from an early age.

I only got doped up after what  happened after these dooshes(greys) pulled an up close and personal on me for 10+ years. At the time I was deceived into believing they were Satan, although I only recently learned there is more than one. With total ignorance I believed it. And, I was almost driven to insanity beyond recovery.

Now my question is this, do you meditate? Because if you do, you don't have to take bullshit from these scared of their own shadows having more power than them thugs.