Albsy
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- Jun 5, 2024
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I don't know what to do with my life, even though I am not yet of age. I have two main problems about this: my future career and where to live later on.
Regarding the first one, I am undecided which one to choose since I am not convinced by any of them. I tried to look in my natal chart but the ones that appear are either very polluted (media and related) or have no long-term benefits in today's society (I'm talking about art, as I've heard different experiences told about it, including the famous phrase of "artists become famous after they die"; don't get me wrong, I like arts, especially drawing and writing, but I see them more as hobbies and not as professions). I'm considering economics, but I don't know if it's my forte.
Regarding the second one, lately I'm having a strange feeling about this, as I don't currently live in my home country, but I don't feel that the country where I currently live is the right one for me. I'm not talking about standard of living (which is good) or anything like that, but more about belonging, as the native population is of another sub-race (I'm Mediterranean although I was born in the West Indies). You have to admit it, you will always want to be with your people no matter how "inclusive" you are, it's instinctive simply. As for the aforementioned feeling, it's about that, I feel I should be somewhere else, neither in the country where I live now nor in my native country. I believe that we are all connected in some way to the original lands of our race and sub-race, regardless of where you were born, just like the animals in the environment in which they have adapted and evolved. It would be like going back to your true land of origin, but I don't know where that is exactly. I don't know how to deal with it, I think I should still be here as it is where I plan to complete my studies, and what I wrote in this paragraph is more like something to sort out later.
Moving on, the current situation of both Europe and the world is not optimal; the brainwashing of the population, agenda 2030, mass immigration and all those things, makes me think if I should move from here even though they are also present.
In fact, I would like to mention one more problem: friends, I feel that I am simply incompatible with most people my age, usually talk about topics that simply do not catch my attention, taking into account the issue of spiritual ignorance, brainwashing and sub-race.
If you would like to help me I would appreciate it very much.
Satanic blessings to all.
Regarding the first one, I am undecided which one to choose since I am not convinced by any of them. I tried to look in my natal chart but the ones that appear are either very polluted (media and related) or have no long-term benefits in today's society (I'm talking about art, as I've heard different experiences told about it, including the famous phrase of "artists become famous after they die"; don't get me wrong, I like arts, especially drawing and writing, but I see them more as hobbies and not as professions). I'm considering economics, but I don't know if it's my forte.
Regarding the second one, lately I'm having a strange feeling about this, as I don't currently live in my home country, but I don't feel that the country where I currently live is the right one for me. I'm not talking about standard of living (which is good) or anything like that, but more about belonging, as the native population is of another sub-race (I'm Mediterranean although I was born in the West Indies). You have to admit it, you will always want to be with your people no matter how "inclusive" you are, it's instinctive simply. As for the aforementioned feeling, it's about that, I feel I should be somewhere else, neither in the country where I live now nor in my native country. I believe that we are all connected in some way to the original lands of our race and sub-race, regardless of where you were born, just like the animals in the environment in which they have adapted and evolved. It would be like going back to your true land of origin, but I don't know where that is exactly. I don't know how to deal with it, I think I should still be here as it is where I plan to complete my studies, and what I wrote in this paragraph is more like something to sort out later.
Moving on, the current situation of both Europe and the world is not optimal; the brainwashing of the population, agenda 2030, mass immigration and all those things, makes me think if I should move from here even though they are also present.
In fact, I would like to mention one more problem: friends, I feel that I am simply incompatible with most people my age, usually talk about topics that simply do not catch my attention, taking into account the issue of spiritual ignorance, brainwashing and sub-race.
If you would like to help me I would appreciate it very much.
Satanic blessings to all.
