I wish to contact a demon, but unsure

Well... I'm at a loss. Your message is weird in the sense that it is actually *respectful* towards the Gods (you didn't really 'demand' anything and you didn't mention anything about 'selling your soul' as many people foolishly believe) but I am not entirely sure if you've studied the websites...?
In case you haven't: https://templeofzeus.org/ and www.https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.phpI suggest you to start from there.

I do not know if you ended up in this group simply because you found no solution from the other religions or because you first studied the websites I mentioned... Despite what the reason is, there's one thing that you really need to understand. Spiritual Satanism (what this group is about) is not about asking from Satan and whoever God to do our lives easier. It's not about waiting for the Gods (Satan's Demons) to snap their fingers and magically convert all of our misfortunes into happiness and so on. Spiritual Satanism is about meditating (opening your third eye and chakras, empowering your aura and soul, being freed from karma of past lives, using magick to achieve anything you desire), helping our Father Satan and the Gods (doing destruction and awakening rituals/workings, sending energy to the Gods of Elysium etc) and of course, to become risen (raise your Kundalini) and finally to reach Godhood (spiritual and physical perfection- immortality: to reach the level of our Gods, like Satan always wanted for us)... :)

So, after reading all this... Do you understand why I'm confused about your message? I understand that you *need* to do something to change your life... But the thing is *you* need to do something about it and you *CAN* do something about it. Why would you ask from one of the Gods, who are so busy at this period (we are in a spiritual war, you know?) to help you with something that YOU YOURSELF CAN deal with? (I know the capitals are annoying, but I really want to emphasize that you truly can do it on your own)
Have you dedicated your soul to Satan? Have you started meditating yet? If not, then what are you waiting for? (unless you hadn't read the websites before... so, first study these :P)

You have no idea of what kind of things people are capable of... We have so so so much power... We can heal ourselves, we can heal others, we can heal our own planet. :)
And I believe that your healing is something that you'll manage to do on your own, bit by bit, step by step... and always with Satan's guidance. :)

That's all I had to say.

Στις 6:38 π.μ. Παρασκευή, 10 Οκτωβρίου 2014, ο/η "james.davis625@... " έγραψε:

Hello all,
My name is James.   I have for too long seen me losing more and more ground in life and feel with how hard I work, how ambitious I am, and caring I am to others I still feel like I'm being punished in some way. Medically I was diagnosed with an illness that on occasion makes me weak, my family who are strong believers of Christianity are being killed off it seems like by illness, and I myself caring, loving, hardworking watch as others find happiness and significant others as I end up feeling as though I'm in a corner with no friends, no ones that I love or love me, and resort to working myself to death to compensate for my utter loneliness.  I wish to summon a demon who can turn my life around, in return I'm unsure what to give him/her but open to most things.  I am a great artist and don't mind promoting Satanism in exchange for help.  I can promote in forms of literary writings, 3d and 2d artwork, and even influence as I am not personally loved I hold a position of influence with those who look up to me for advice.  I have the utmost respect for any demon as the lowest of their order naturally would have more ability than I probably would being human, and would give my undying gratitude to one that would assist me in my ambitions for power, influence, and love.
I wanted to identify myself, but I also wish to ask for help.  I don't wish to summon the wrong demon and accidentally inconvenience them.  And also some sources I've found could be fake demon names and last thing I would want to do is show Satan my ignorance by asking to summon a demon that doesn't exist.  So I would like to ask someone for a list of accurate demons and traits they are most known to be able to help with.
Thank you all to whomever reads this and kindly assists me
James