New here, I have been studying JoS for about 6 months trying to ease myself into the transition of dedication. I dedicated in my astral temple about a day ago.
It just felt right and made sense.
Anyway I grew up Christian, in a church where some of the things I read on the site are carried out, like use of affirmations, they made claims of "seeing in the spirit" and I have witnessed them cast out what they believed were "Demons", witnessed them speak with each other accurately telepathically, telling the future, but all while teaching the Bible. I personally had done a couple things (not intentionally it would only happen sometimes randomly) that I mentioned myself long before I knew of Father's truth, but I never really understood the Bible until learning about Zevism. So admittedly, i get confused here a lot. Because I was taught to believe that these things were gifts from "God" and could be "activated".
My point is I need an experienced hand of a brother or sister to help guide me in my beginnings, I want to do as much as I can to become as powerful and help Satan as much as I can.
BTW: everywhere I go for the last few years the numbers 17, (and multiples I.e 51,34) and 119 follow me. Back before I was with JoS a voice told me these were my numbers, confirmation numbers. Due to my programming, I thought it was the voice of "God". Anytime I'm unsure or in danger I these numbers show somewhere and I'm okay. I take these numbers SERIOUSLY.
Do these numbers have any Zevism meaning?
Just wanted to say that hoping for an explanation as to why
