I know I Messed Up

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I know I screwed up, but at least when I decided once again (and finally), that I am coming back to Father Satan, I had electric-blue energy floating in my living room, and super-positive energy, which is good. I want to do a PERMANENT, binding, dedication ritual on Friday night, so if I f**k up, (and Satan foribid), I will never be allowed to follow Him again. Any suggestions? And I don't have much, just a red and a black candle, a razor, and that's it. Thanks. Oh and one more thing, who is this? I'll give a description:

1. Long blode hair, kinda shoulder-length but just a tad bit longer.
2. Kind of a broad nose, a little hooked.
3. Greenish-brown or just brown eyes? Couldn't see it well.
4. Had on a white robe with some gold on it.
5. Blackish-red wings.

Thanks again.

-Mariah