hey my fellow Satanist I'm New

[naimrpg]

Hii Im new in to Satanism as well..
N I power meditate just started that as well
N I been open to new knowledge with in myself n the world an Iam now seeing the light
I wanted to be a Satanist so I can make money I'm 21 an very smart for my age...
But I grew out of that reason of joining been about 3-4 months now
N I'm becoming much happier do to the edvirament I'm in n that's a very negative one .. I feel my whole life as a child bad things came my way instead of good but I always had a smile on my face n forgave the things I felt like I been through made do things wrong n ignore my schoolin... I felt as I got older was my brain workin due too peopl e Close to me made me feel useless I don't want to feel that way no one never took the time to teach when the time was to be a Man I feel still a bit I'm Stuck in this world.. but I never worried when I was broke.. I just didn't care for money but now that I open my mind n find myself I feel like its the only way to get away since I have 0 dollars in my back n pocket az we speak..... but I now realize I'm wealthy in knowledge Hail Satan !!
But I'm beginning to become more confident in myself I don't worry about the past or the future because today is what makes my futuer brighter and the past what I learn from to make today Better(me being stuck I just waste my life away n sit on my ass n it kills me.. but i still try to trust n keep my faith) .. there are times where I feell soo down and want to give up because of people around me n what they say (i call to Satan to lead me from this sad emotion)... In my heart don't want to be here anymore I want to Bloom I feel like I'm in the shell stuck don't know if I even have a skill anymore but my best skill is drawing my grandpop always said I won't make money with art growin up "ur a waste of nut" his words lol... but I'm confident that things are going to be ok... and I look in myself to realize who I am and what I can do to make myself better I pray not as offten to Satan (main reason I don't know how)
I try to meditate as much as I can but feel like I need help... but now I'm realizing that as long as I'm patient something can happen I want a job but no luck.. so i quite looking.. I don't want to feel weak anymore I want to feel steady in 2 or 3 emotions Strong, confident,and Happier... not happy n confident n strong one day then the next.. doubtful in myself .. iv fallen to sleep with my self fallin outta space in a tunnel to an amazing planet beautiful green it was amazing.. I want to be able to do that everyday. But I'm Soo proud to have thid life that my soul can I'm trying to learn how to turn my thought process off to let my right side breath this beautiful planets air.. I thank you Satan for my Life even tho most people would complain about .. I could be homeless with nothin on my back.. I just want to feel Loved and talk to people who understand the world and not blind to the fact of todays world..
I need to be more humble.. negative free.. my Wisdom is Power..
My thoughts is Key .. Lord Father Satan Help me Open this path to my greatness I'm carving in my Life to be wealthy on this planet in Knowledge, Spiritual world (I want to meet demons n talk n laugh with them) I Want n need it all.. and I'm will to Do Anything ^.^

Hail Satan
For the Power of Knowledge with in yourself

 

[the_fire_starter666]

You need to prioritize things. Obviously you can't do all you want to do at once. Some of these will happen later on others earlier. What matters is to FOCUS on something first. And this:

"I need to be more humble.."

Is christian. Why do you need to be a humble selfless slave??If you're humble it means you're an easy slave. Like a brother said here before, Satan doesn't respect people who have no self-pride. I mean those people who beg and grovel for forgiveness as if they are lowly worms. You need to stand up and show your value, that you do have value.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "naimrpg" <naimrpg@... wrote:

Hii Im new in to Satanism as well..
N I power meditate just started that as well
N I been open to new knowledge with in myself n the world an Iam now seeing the light
I wanted to be a Satanist so I can make money I'm 21 an very smart for my age...
But I grew out of that reason of joining been about 3-4 months now
N I'm becoming much happier do to the edvirament I'm in n that's a very negative one .. I feel my whole life as a child bad things came my way instead of good but I always had a smile on my face n forgave the things I felt like I been through made do things wrong n ignore my schoolin... I felt as I got older was my brain workin due too peopl e Close to me made me feel useless I don't want to feel that way no one never took the time to teach when the time was to be a Man I feel still a bit I'm Stuck in this world.. but I never worried when I was broke.. I just didn't care for money but now that I open my mind n find myself I feel like its the only way to get away since I have 0 dollars in my back n pocket az we speak..... but I now realize I'm wealthy in knowledge Hail Satan !!
But I'm beginning to become more confident in myself I don't worry about the past or the future because today is what makes my futuer brighter and the past what I learn from to make today Better(me being stuck I just waste my life away n sit on my ass n it kills me.. but i still try to trust n keep my faith) .. there are times where I feell soo down and want to give up because of people around me n what they say (i call to Satan to lead me from this sad emotion)... In my heart don't want to be here anymore I want to Bloom I feel like I'm in the shell stuck don't know if I even have a skill anymore but my best skill is drawing my grandpop always said I won't make money with art growin up "ur a waste of nut" his words lol... but I'm confident that things are going to be ok... and I look in myself to realize who I am and what I can do to make myself better I pray not as offten to Satan (main reason I don't know how)
I try to meditate as much as I can but feel like I need help... but now I'm realizing that as long as I'm patient something can happen I want a job but no luck.. so i quite looking.. I don't want to feel weak anymore I want to feel steady in 2 or 3 emotions Strong, confident,and Happier... not happy n confident n strong one day then the next.. doubtful in myself .. iv fallen to sleep with my self fallin outta space in a tunnel to an amazing planet beautiful green it was amazing.. I want to be able to do that everyday. But I'm Soo proud to have thid life that my soul can I'm trying to learn how to turn my thought process off to let my right side breath this beautiful planets air.. I thank you Satan for my Life even tho most people would complain about .. I could be homeless with nothin on my back.. I just want to feel Loved and talk to people who understand the world and not blind to the fact of todays world..
I need to be more humble.. negative free.. my Wisdom is Power..
My thoughts is Key .. Lord Father Satan Help me Open this path to my greatness I'm carving in my Life to be wealthy on this planet in Knowledge, Spiritual world (I want to meet demons n talk n laugh with them) I Want n need it all.. and I'm will to Do Anything ^.^

Hail Satan
For the Power of Knowledge with in yourself

 

[naimrpg]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "naimrpg" <naimrpg@... wrote:

Hii Im new in to Satanism as well..
N I power meditate just started that as well
N I been open to new knowledge with in myself n the world an Iam now seeing the light
I wanted to be a Satanist so I can make money I'm 21 an very smart for my age...
But I grew out of that reason of joining been about 3-4 months now
N I'm becoming much happier do to the edvirament I'm in n that's a very negative one .. I feel my whole life as a child bad things came my way instead of good but I always had a smile on my face n forgave the things I felt like I been through made do things wrong n ignore my schoolin... I felt as I got older was my brain workin due too peopl e Close to me made me feel useless I don't want to feel that way no one never took the time to teach when the time was to be a Man I feel still a bit I'm Stuck in this world.. but I never worried when I was broke.. I just didn't care for money but now that I open my mind n find myself I feel like its the only way to get away since I have 0 dollars in my back n pocket az we speak..... but I now realize I'm wealthy in knowledge Hail Satan !!
But I'm beginning to become more confident in myself I don't worry about the past or the future because today is what makes my futuer brighter and the past what I learn from to make today Better(me being stuck I just waste my life away n sit on my ass n it kills me.. but i still try to trust n keep my faith) .. there are times where I feell soo down and want to give up because of people around me n what they say (i call to Satan to lead me from this sad emotion)... In my heart don't want to be here anymore I want to Bloom I feel like I'm in the shell stuck don't know if I even have a skill anymore but my best skill is drawing my grandpop always said I won't make money with art growin up "ur a waste of nut" his words lol... but I'm confident that things are going to be ok... and I look in myself to realize who I am and what I can do to make myself better I pray not as offten to Satan (main reason I don't know how)
I try to meditate as much as I can but feel like I need help... but now I'm realizing that as long as I'm patient something can happen I want a job but no luck.. so i quite looking.. I don't want to feel weak anymore I want to feel steady in 2 or 3 emotions Strong, confident,and Happier... not happy n confident n strong one day then the next.. doubtful in myself .. iv fallen to sleep with my self fallin outta space in a tunnel to an amazing planet beautiful green it was amazing.. I want to be able to do that everyday. But I'm Soo proud to have thid life that my soul can I'm trying to learn how to turn my thought process off to let my right side breath this beautiful planets air.. I thank you Satan for my Life even tho most people would complain about .. I could be homeless with nothin on my back.. I just want to feel Loved and talk to people who understand the world and not blind to the fact of todays world..
I need to be more humble.. negative free.. my Wisdom is Power..
My thoughts is Key .. Lord Father Satan Help me Open this path to my greatness I'm carving in my Life to be wealthy on this planet in Knowledge, Spiritual world (I want to meet demons n talk n laugh with them) I Want n need it all.. and I'm will to Do Anything ^.^

Hail Satan
For the Power of Knowledge with in yourself

Hhii I was wonderinh could people leave feedback about dedicating myself
More to Satan I honestly really would Love to talk to him
To feel comfort and Happy, I'd like to meet everyone in this group one day.
N everyone Have a Great day
Hail Satan!!

 

[naimrpg]

Ohhh ok and I love how you speak with wisdom..
And I ment by being humble is stop getting angry.
I hate having emotions to other people emotions..
And that's where I get stuck how can I stand up
And show my value and thank you I seeing threw father satan my value
But how I show it.. I speak my mind as often n it scares people
My mother who I never leaved with even as a child tell me I'm a nut for apeakin
Truth of the world n knowing to much of my inner being
I just wish how to Move an let go Just Go.. stand up
Thank you I may find mymyself more an I will power meditate everydau
To find my soul more.. I want to apeak with him so I can know his here by myside
So I can stand up strong with no doubts ... Thank you fire starter

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

You need to prioritize things. Obviously you can't do all you want to do at once. Some of these will happen later on others earlier. What matters is to FOCUS on something first. And this:

"I need to be more humble.."

Is christian. Why do you need to be a humble selfless slave??If you're humble it means you're an easy slave. Like a brother said here before, Satan doesn't respect people who have no self-pride. I mean those people who beg and grovel for forgiveness as if they are lowly worms. You need to stand up and show your value, that you do have value.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "naimrpg" <naimrpg@ wrote:

Hii Im new in to Satanism as well..
N I power meditate just started that as well
N I been open to new knowledge with in myself n the world an Iam now seeing the light
I wanted to be a Satanist so I can make money I'm 21 an very smart for my age...
But I grew out of that reason of joining been about 3-4 months now
N I'm becoming much happier do to the edvirament I'm in n that's a very negative one .. I feel my whole life as a child bad things came my way instead of good but I always had a smile on my face n forgave the things I felt like I been through made do things wrong n ignore my schoolin... I felt as I got older was my brain workin due too peopl e Close to me made me feel useless I don't want to feel that way no one never took the time to teach when the time was to be a Man I feel still a bit I'm Stuck in this world.. but I never worried when I was broke.. I just didn't care for money but now that I open my mind n find myself I feel like its the only way to get away since I have 0 dollars in my back n pocket az we speak..... but I now realize I'm wealthy in knowledge Hail Satan !!
But I'm beginning to become more confident in myself I don't worry about the past or the future because today is what makes my futuer brighter and the past what I learn from to make today Better(me being stuck I just waste my life away n sit on my ass n it kills me.. but i still try to trust n keep my faith) .. there are times where I feell soo down and want to give up because of people around me n what they say (i call to Satan to lead me from this sad emotion)... In my heart don't want to be here anymore I want to Bloom I feel like I'm in the shell stuck don't know if I even have a skill anymore but my best skill is drawing my grandpop always said I won't make money with art growin up "ur a waste of nut" his words lol... but I'm confident that things are going to be ok... and I look in myself to realize who I am and what I can do to make myself better I pray not as offten to Satan (main reason I don't know how)
I try to meditate as much as I can but feel like I need help... but now I'm realizing that as long as I'm patient something can happen I want a job but no luck.. so i quite looking.. I don't want to feel weak anymore I want to feel steady in 2 or 3 emotions Strong, confident,and Happier... not happy n confident n strong one day then the next.. doubtful in myself .. iv fallen to sleep with my self fallin outta space in a tunnel to an amazing planet beautiful green it was amazing.. I want to be able to do that everyday. But I'm Soo proud to have thid life that my soul can I'm trying to learn how to turn my thought process off to let my right side breath this beautiful planets air.. I thank you Satan for my Life even tho most people would complain about .. I could be homeless with nothin on my back.. I just want to feel Loved and talk to people who understand the world and not blind to the fact of todays world..
I need to be more humble.. negative free.. my Wisdom is Power..
My thoughts is Key .. Lord Father Satan Help me Open this path to my greatness I'm carving in my Life to be wealthy on this planet in Knowledge, Spiritual world (I want to meet demons n talk n laugh with them) I Want n need it all.. and I'm will to Do Anything ^.^

Hail Satan
For the Power of Knowledge with in yourself

 

[naimrpg]

Ohhh ok and I love how you speak with wisdom..
And I ment by being humble is stop getting angry.
I hate having emotions to other people emotions..
And that's where I get stuck how can I stand up
And show my value and thank you I seeing threw father satan my value
But how I show it.. I speak my mind as often n it scares people
My mother who I never leaved with even as a child tell me I'm a nut for apeakin
Truth of the world n knowing to much of my inner being
I just wish how to Move an let go Just Go.. stand up
Thank you I may find mymyself more an I will power meditate everydau
To find my soul more.. I want to apeak with him so I can know his here by myside
So I can stand up strong with no doubts ... Thank you fire starter

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

You need to prioritize things. Obviously you can't do all you want to do at once. Some of these will happen later on others earlier. What matters is to FOCUS on something first. And this:

"I need to be more humble.."

Is christian. Why do you need to be a humble selfless slave??If you're humble it means you're an easy slave. Like a brother said here before, Satan doesn't respect people who have no self-pride. I mean those people who beg and grovel for forgiveness as if they are lowly worms. You need to stand up and show your value, that you do have value.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "naimrpg" <naimrpg@ wrote:

Hii Im new in to Satanism as well..
N I power meditate just started that as well
N I been open to new knowledge with in myself n the world an Iam now seeing the light
I wanted to be a Satanist so I can make money I'm 21 an very smart for my age...
But I grew out of that reason of joining been about 3-4 months now
N I'm becoming much happier do to the edvirament I'm in n that's a very negative one .. I feel my whole life as a child bad things came my way instead of good but I always had a smile on my face n forgave the things I felt like I been through made do things wrong n ignore my schoolin... I felt as I got older was my brain workin due too peopl e Close to me made me feel useless I don't want to feel that way no one never took the time to teach when the time was to be a Man I feel still a bit I'm Stuck in this world.. but I never worried when I was broke.. I just didn't care for money but now that I open my mind n find myself I feel like its the only way to get away since I have 0 dollars in my back n pocket az we speak..... but I now realize I'm wealthy in knowledge Hail Satan !!
But I'm beginning to become more confident in myself I don't worry about the past or the future because today is what makes my futuer brighter and the past what I learn from to make today Better(me being stuck I just waste my life away n sit on my ass n it kills me.. but i still try to trust n keep my faith) .. there are times where I feell soo down and want to give up because of people around me n what they say (i call to Satan to lead me from this sad emotion)... In my heart don't want to be here anymore I want to Bloom I feel like I'm in the shell stuck don't know if I even have a skill anymore but my best skill is drawing my grandpop always said I won't make money with art growin up "ur a waste of nut" his words lol... but I'm confident that things are going to be ok... and I look in myself to realize who I am and what I can do to make myself better I pray not as offten to Satan (main reason I don't know how)
I try to meditate as much as I can but feel like I need help... but now I'm realizing that as long as I'm patient something can happen I want a job but no luck.. so i quite looking.. I don't want to feel weak anymore I want to feel steady in 2 or 3 emotions Strong, confident,and Happier... not happy n confident n strong one day then the next.. doubtful in myself .. iv fallen to sleep with my self fallin outta space in a tunnel to an amazing planet beautiful green it was amazing.. I want to be able to do that everyday. But I'm Soo proud to have thid life that my soul can I'm trying to learn how to turn my thought process off to let my right side breath this beautiful planets air.. I thank you Satan for my Life even tho most people would complain about .. I could be homeless with nothin on my back.. I just want to feel Loved and talk to people who understand the world and not blind to the fact of todays world..
I need to be more humble.. negative free.. my Wisdom is Power..
My thoughts is Key .. Lord Father Satan Help me Open this path to my greatness I'm carving in my Life to be wealthy on this planet in Knowledge, Spiritual world (I want to meet demons n talk n laugh with them) I Want n need it all.. and I'm will to Do Anything ^.^

Hail Satan
For the Power of Knowledge with in yourself

 

[naimrpg]

What do u think I should prioritize myself more on?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

You need to prioritize things. Obviously you can't do all you want to do at once. Some of these will happen later on others earlier. What matters is to FOCUS on something first. And this:

"I need to be more humble.."

Is christian. Why do you need to be a humble selfless slave??If you're humble it means you're an easy slave. Like a brother said here before, Satan doesn't respect people who have no self-pride. I mean those people who beg and grovel for forgiveness as if they are lowly worms. You need to stand up and show your value, that you do have value.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "naimrpg" <naimrpg@ wrote:

Hii Im new in to Satanism as well..
N I power meditate just started that as well
N I been open to new knowledge with in myself n the world an Iam now seeing the light
I wanted to be a Satanist so I can make money I'm 21 an very smart for my age...
But I grew out of that reason of joining been about 3-4 months now
N I'm becoming much happier do to the edvirament I'm in n that's a very negative one .. I feel my whole life as a child bad things came my way instead of good but I always had a smile on my face n forgave the things I felt like I been through made do things wrong n ignore my schoolin... I felt as I got older was my brain workin due too peopl e Close to me made me feel useless I don't want to feel that way no one never took the time to teach when the time was to be a Man I feel still a bit I'm Stuck in this world.. but I never worried when I was broke.. I just didn't care for money but now that I open my mind n find myself I feel like its the only way to get away since I have 0 dollars in my back n pocket az we speak..... but I now realize I'm wealthy in knowledge Hail Satan !!
But I'm beginning to become more confident in myself I don't worry about the past or the future because today is what makes my futuer brighter and the past what I learn from to make today Better(me being stuck I just waste my life away n sit on my ass n it kills me.. but i still try to trust n keep my faith) .. there are times where I feell soo down and want to give up because of people around me n what they say (i call to Satan to lead me from this sad emotion)... In my heart don't want to be here anymore I want to Bloom I feel like I'm in the shell stuck don't know if I even have a skill anymore but my best skill is drawing my grandpop always said I won't make money with art growin up "ur a waste of nut" his words lol... but I'm confident that things are going to be ok... and I look in myself to realize who I am and what I can do to make myself better I pray not as offten to Satan (main reason I don't know how)
I try to meditate as much as I can but feel like I need help... but now I'm realizing that as long as I'm patient something can happen I want a job but no luck.. so i quite looking.. I don't want to feel weak anymore I want to feel steady in 2 or 3 emotions Strong, confident,and Happier... not happy n confident n strong one day then the next.. doubtful in myself .. iv fallen to sleep with my self fallin outta space in a tunnel to an amazing planet beautiful green it was amazing.. I want to be able to do that everyday. But I'm Soo proud to have thid life that my soul can I'm trying to learn how to turn my thought process off to let my right side breath this beautiful planets air.. I thank you Satan for my Life even tho most people would complain about .. I could be homeless with nothin on my back.. I just want to feel Loved and talk to people who understand the world and not blind to the fact of todays world..
I need to be more humble.. negative free.. my Wisdom is Power..
My thoughts is Key .. Lord Father Satan Help me Open this path to my greatness I'm carving in my Life to be wealthy on this planet in Knowledge, Spiritual world (I want to meet demons n talk n laugh with them) I Want n need it all.. and I'm will to Do Anything ^.^

Hail Satan
For the Power of Knowledge with in yourself