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I can’t live up these fucking people and there “moral” expectations. I hate everyone and there fucking moral pride does anyone else feel this way. I kinda hate everyone.

I want to put dedication in this faith and I am I've denounced christianity and false beliefs of jehovah ect but I really need to know how I can speak to satan or one of his demons like its face to face so I can make sure I'm not messing with myself or talking to myself or something crazy

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Look I've got this girl I'm straight up obsessed with and would do anything to be with whatever she wanted she claimed she liked me but I don't believe it I love her so much in trying to change to every way she wants me to be but now that I came make jokes my anxiety constantly kills me and I'm super depressed we dont talk enough and in all reality I want to do something maybe even magick to get her

Don’t try to change to be with someone. It doesn’t work. Be yourself. If you don’t your “best foot forward” act will break a few months from now when you can’t keep it up any longer. Find someone that likes you for who you really are and do not Put On Airs. It’s childish and lying by omission. Likewise do not use magick to affect free will that doesn’t work either. Work on yourself, evolve, grow.

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You need to further open your soul through power meditations to be more open and aware, able to hear, see, feel (and more) Satan and the gods. A lot of people come to the groups and ask why they cannot see or hear Satan and the gods. It's because they are not open enough psychically to do so. They need to work on themselves through yoga and power meditations. 
Have patience.
Satan and the gods can hear us when we talk/pray to them. For me personally, I usually get a response from them if I have asked a question, around 1-4 days, depending on how busy they are and how urgent the question is and they always get back to me. I always keep my eyes and ears open for any "coincidence" that seems to answer my question or worries perfectly. This is from the gods responding to you.
As you become more open, you will be able to feel when the god/dess has arrived in your room to speak to you or just to visit if you are doing a summoning, and you will be able to know when they have left, even if their energy remains in the form of a blessing or just an echo of it. It takes time to discern and know. 
Hail Satan!

  I want to put dedication in this faith and I am I've denounced christianity and false beliefs of jehovah ect but I really need to know how I can speak to satan or one of his demons like its face to face so I can make sure I'm not messing with myself or talking to myself or something crazy

Awww sweetie please be careful what you wish for. There are so many people out there that claim that they can put what spells on people, make you rich, make you famous, give you all these unrealistic promises. You should really be careful saying "I'll do anything." I  just don't want you to get hurt or harmed in any way. Meditate while you're doing that ask him for he needs you, thank you even if you don't hear her since anyting is there. Meditate in and communicate with your guardian demon. I'm lucky to be able to talk with mine everyday. 
HAIL SATAN ALWAYS...

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Look I've got this girl I'm straight up obsessed with and would do anything to be with whatever she wanted she claimed she liked me but I don't believe it I love her so much in trying to change to every way she wants me to be but now that I came make jokes my anxiety constantly kills me and I'm super depressed we dont talk enough and in all reality I want to do something maybe even magick to get her

Ok so here is the issue I've been dealing with my husband crazy baby mamma like the shit she is doing is fucking acinide and I can't deal anymore ive done a curse ritual and it seemed to work for a few days all I have is some candles and some flowers rose lavender and sunflowers I got to take some sort of action... I can't go to her house and drag her put and beat the fuck out if her like I want BC then I'll go to jail and it will effect court I just need some help man I can't deal anymore I'm gonna flip shit.... Someone help me deal

Learn to control your emotions, they could mislead you into making the incorrect choices. If it's intended to happen, it will but just because you have access to knowledge that can make her desire you, doesn't mean it should be used to fulfil your desires... Ask for help to see clearly from your guardian, ask for wisdom and mastery of your emotions and hopefully a solution will make its way to you

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HAIL SATAN ALWAYS...

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Look I've got this girl I'm straight up obsessed with and would do anything to be with whatever she wanted she claimed she liked me but I don't believe it I love her so much in trying to change to every way she wants me to be but now that I came make jokes my anxiety constantly kills me and I'm super depressed we dont talk enough and in all reality I want to do something maybe even magick to get her

Being attacked almost 24/7, can’t stop pacing around in circles, leaving my friends. It’s ruined my relationship and I need help.

If every Zevism everyday cleans their aura, does multiple aura of protection in a day and empowers their soul then they don't have to freak out from attacks. They might still happen but never to a great degree. The gods protect us if we're in a situation we can't handle but they are not our baby sitters. It's up to us to be strong and protect ourselves. Either you're a troll trying to scare new people or just being lazy and dumb and expecting others to do things you can do yourself.

Do you even meditate?

You don’t have to be rude, I was just asking for help. I don’t know how long I can take this without going insane or killing myself, I’m doing everything I can..

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If every Zevism everyday cleans their aura, does multiple aura of protection in a day and empowers their soul then they don't have to freak out from attacks. They might still happen but never to a great degree. The gods protect us if we're in a situation we can't handle but they are not our baby sitters. It's up to us to be strong and protect ourselves. Either you're a troll trying to scare new people or just being lazy and dumb and expecting others to do things you can do yourself.

You’re right, sorry. Agares is my higher self, and I should be stronger than this. I’m 17 and I keep being weak and trying to fall back on my age. I get tired of killing them all the time, but I’m not allowed to take breaks. It’s like my focus needs to be on the outside world, but this restlessness and hatred for who I was and partly am makes me want to scream and cry, act like a child and rip off my skin and out my hair. I just want my life back, but this is my life now and I need to stop being so weak. I’m not alone but it just feels like it so often. I’m tired of the death threats and waking up every few hours at the slightest of sounds and having to kill until I fall asleep. This isn’t a place to rant or lament, and it isn’t a place to wallow or pity myself. I needed advice and you gave it, so thank you. I’m new to the forum so I don’t know if this just goes to you or if it is public. I should be looking for myself to fix this, I just wish I had more than one Satanist friend, I worry that I overwhelm her with all of my stupid shit and childlike ruminative thinking patterns.

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If every Zevism everyday cleans their aura, does multiple aura of protection in a day and empowers their soul then they don't have to freak out from attacks. They might still happen but never to a great degree. The gods protect us if we're in a situation we can't handle but they are not our baby sitters. It's up to us to be strong and protect ourselves. Either you're a troll trying to scare new people or just being lazy and dumb and expecting others to do things you can do yourself.

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  Do you even meditate?

It sounds like this is all in your mind. Are you pushing yourself too much on your meditations? If so bring it back. Get yourself grounded so to say. Doing this AND void will help you out a lot. Ummm I hope you're staying away from drugs as well lol. Medicated or not, it's all poison.

Are you REALLY doing everything you can??

You sound more like a lazy bum who doesn't do anything...

Perhaps you made a thoughtform unconsciously and programmed it to attack you...

You should feel that your aura IS helping and IS protecting you, not the other way around...

I wasn't being rude. If you're actually meditating then that means you're probably doing dumb things like telling those who are without that you're a Zevism and they're probably praying for you. What else would it he if you say you're actually "doing everything you can". Anyways, just keep cleaning your aura and keep doing your aura of protection everyday. Empower yourself with meditations as well and also do yoga. The Final Ritual is a must as well. Any questions feel free to ask.

Yes, but it’s like I can’t have quiet anymore. I used to love it, now it is almost painful

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Do you even meditate?

Than what do you expect? For Father Satan and our True Gods to be servants to you? If so, get fucking lost, we don't need shitty trash.