HELP! :( Having trouble activating my astral senses

[richardlesterhailsatan11]

I been trying constantly, every day, for about two years now. In the beginning of that two years, after 5 months of doing the meditations I achieved the astral sight, but only for a couple of weeks I was seeing them, I would see the outlines of astral entities in the physical, and in the reflections of mirrors and windows I would see them as physical beings. That was also do to someone I knew that helped activate me, he (unlike me) could see them physically and even talk to them. I want to get back to that point again, I been doing the meditations like I said for about two years now and I haven't got no where close, and everytime I can I have to do drugs (meth) to even get to the point of seeing them. It's like a stimulate for me (please don't judge me fellow brothers and sisters!). I've activated my senses to an extent, but not as good as the first time around in the beginning of that two years. And everytime I do, it only lasts for a day or a couple of hours, and then I can't see nohing from the Astral anymore.

I'm at a road block brothers and sisters, I'm trying my hardest but I can't get no where. Everyday I try, I'm getting to the verge of just giving up, I think about suicide almost daily now, because if I can't progress in spirituality then what is the point of living? If I die, I will die giving my soul to Father Satan. I made that dedication, and I'm sticking with it until death. People don't even know the HATE and DISGUST I harbor for the christian "god" and his angels, let alone the people who follow them...

I even have people doing angel magick against me, and I think this might be playing a big role in why I'm feeling depressed and like I'm getting no where too. Every Monday I do a ritual to Father Satan, everyday I'm constantly praying to him to change things, to get me passed that road block where I'm stuck at, and nothing is changing, at all. I'm keeping my faith strong in him regardless though. I don't know where to turn, I'm at a loss cause. There is no fellow Satanists here in South Dakota that can help me with my problems, personally, I think I'm the only one, LOL! And everyone that does get into witchcraft is into that angel garbage. They can see the astral, they can talk to those that reside there, they can telepathically read thoughts (an ability I have never achieved), they can move objects with their minds, and ect. ect. Most of these people are Native Americans (Including myself) and they get into Native American spirituality (which I believe is corrupt and another form of angel magick). These people are undercover haters, and once they found out I'm a Satanist they been doing their bullshit angel magick against me. It's like these people won't give me a break. I have no where to turn to, and like I said I pray to Father Satan everyday, and if it wasn't for Satan so far, I would of been dead a long time ago, and I'm atleast thankful for that. I fight for Satan all the time on Youtube, Facebook, anywhere I can I'm fighting against the ignorance of christians and for the truth, letting it be known. All i want is to advance, and it's not happening. Please help!!!!!! It feels like I'm hopeless, and sometimes I think about just hanging it up and saying fuck it to all, but I know once I do that, I reincarnate back into the same BULL yet again. I have asperger syndrome which makes it even WORSE on me.

I don't understand why people who get into angel magick can see the astral, telepathically read thoughts, and know the powers of the mind and soul, and sometiems it feels like I'm at their mercy. The shit is unfair, these people are fucking evil! And yet they know the powers of the mind and use them for their own SELFISH needs and then use it to abuse others. These people are always ending up in jail, treating people like crap, arrogant, and the list goes on and on. Why do these people get to have these powers, but people like me don't? Fucking want to kill these fuckers! Anyways... if anyone can help me, please, I would appreciate it.

Hail Satan!

 

[richardlesterhailsatan11]

--- In , "richardlesterhailsatan11" <richardlesterhailsatan11@... wrote:

I been trying constantly, every day, for about two years now. In the beginning of that two years, after 5 months of doing the meditations I achieved the astral sight, but only for a couple of weeks I was seeing them, I would see the outlines of astral entities in the physical, and in the reflections of mirrors and windows I would see them as physical beings. That was also do to someone I knew that helped activate me, he (unlike me) could see them physically and even talk to them. I want to get back to that point again, I been doing the meditations like I said for about two years now and I haven't got no where close, and everytime I can I have to do drugs (meth) to even get to the point of seeing them. It's like a stimulate for me (please don't judge me fellow brothers and sisters!). I've activated my senses to an extent, but not as good as the first time around in the beginning of that two years. And everytime I do, it only lasts for a day or a couple of hours, and then I can't see nohing from the Astral anymore.

I'm at a road block brothers and sisters, I'm trying my hardest but I can't get no where. Everyday I try, I'm getting to the verge of just giving up, I think about suicide almost daily now, because if I can't progress in spirituality then what is the point of living? If I die, I will die giving my soul to Father Satan. I made that dedication, and I'm sticking with it until death. People don't even know the HATE and DISGUST I harbor for the christian "god" and his angels, let alone the people who follow them...

I even have people doing angel magick against me, and I think this might be playing a big role in why I'm feeling depressed and like I'm getting no where too. Every Monday I do a ritual to Father Satan, everyday I'm constantly praying to him to change things, to get me passed that road block where I'm stuck at, and nothing is changing, at all. I'm keeping my faith strong in him regardless though. I don't know where to turn, I'm at a loss cause. There is no fellow Satanists here in South Dakota that can help me with my problems, personally, I think I'm the only one, LOL! And everyone that does get into witchcraft is into that angel garbage. They can see the astral, they can talk to those that reside there, they can telepathically read thoughts (an ability I have never achieved), they can move objects with their minds, and ect. ect. Most of these people are Native Americans (Including myself) and they get into Native American spirituality (which I believe is corrupt and another form of angel magick). These people are undercover haters, and once they found out I'm a Satanist they been doing their bullshit angel magick against me. It's like these people won't give me a break. I have no where to turn to, and like I said I pray to Father Satan everyday, and if it wasn't for Satan so far, I would of been dead a long time ago, and I'm atleast thankful for that. I fight for Satan all the time on Youtube, Facebook, anywhere I can I'm fighting against the ignorance of christians and for the truth, letting it be known. All i want is to advance, and it's not happening. Please help!!!!!! It feels like I'm hopeless, and sometimes I think about just hanging it up and saying fuck it to all, but I know once I do that, I reincarnate back into the same BULL yet again. I have asperger syndrome which makes it even WORSE on me.

I don't understand why people who get into angel magick can see the astral, telepathically read thoughts, and know the powers of the mind and soul, and sometiems it feels like I'm at their mercy. The shit is unfair, these people are fucking evil! And yet they know the powers of the mind and use them for their own SELFISH needs and then use it to abuse others. These people are always ending up in jail, treating people like crap, arrogant, and the list goes on and on. Why do these people get to have these powers, but people like me don't? Fucking want to kill these fuckers! Anyways... if anyone can help me, please, I would appreciate it.

Hail Satan!

Hmmm.... no answer. I guess I'm pretty screwed then huh? "sigh"

 

[tjs4satan]

--- In , "richardlesterhailsatan11" <richardlesterhailsatan11@... wrote:

--- In , "richardlesterhailsatan11" <richardlesterhailsatan11@ wrote:

I been trying constantly, every day, for about two years now. In the beginning of that two years, after 5 months of doing the meditations I achieved the astral sight, but only for a couple of weeks I was seeing them, I would see the outlines of astral entities in the physical, and in the reflections of mirrors and windows I would see them as physical beings. That was also do to someone I knew that helped activate me, he (unlike me) could see them physically and even talk to them. I want to get back to that point again, I been doing the meditations like I said for about two years now and I haven't got no where close, and everytime I can I have to do drugs (meth) to even get to the point of seeing them. It's like a stimulate for me (please don't judge me fellow brothers and sisters!). I've activated my senses to an extent, but not as good as the first time around in the beginning of that two years. And everytime I do, it only lasts for a day or a couple of hours, and then I can't see nohing from the Astral anymore.

I'm at a road block brothers and sisters, I'm trying my hardest but I can't get no where. Everyday I try, I'm getting to the verge of just giving up, I think about suicide almost daily now, because if I can't progress in spirituality then what is the point of living? If I die, I will die giving my soul to Father Satan. I made that dedication, and I'm sticking with it until death. People don't even know the HATE and DISGUST I harbor for the christian "god" and his angels, let alone the people who follow them...

I even have people doing angel magick against me, and I think this might be playing a big role in why I'm feeling depressed and like I'm getting no where too. Every Monday I do a ritual to Father Satan, everyday I'm constantly praying to him to change things, to get me passed that road block where I'm stuck at, and nothing is changing, at all. I'm keeping my faith strong in him regardless though. I don't know where to turn, I'm at a loss cause. There is no fellow Satanists here in South Dakota that can help me with my problems, personally, I think I'm the only one, LOL! And everyone that does get into witchcraft is into that angel garbage. They can see the astral, they can talk to those that reside there, they can telepathically read thoughts (an ability I have never achieved), they can move objects with their minds, and ect. ect. Most of these people are Native Americans (Including myself) and they get into Native American spirituality (which I believe is corrupt and another form of angel magick). These people are undercover haters, and once they found out I'm a Satanist they been doing their bullshit angel magick against me. It's like these people won't give me a break. I have no where to turn to, and like I said I pray to Father Satan everyday, and if it wasn't for Satan so far, I would of been dead a long time ago, and I'm atleast thankful for that. I fight for Satan all the time on Youtube, Facebook, anywhere I can I'm fighting against the ignorance of christians and for the truth, letting it be known. All i want is to advance, and it's not happening. Please help!!!!!! It feels like I'm hopeless, and sometimes I think about just hanging it up and saying fuck it to all, but I know once I do that, I reincarnate back into the same BULL yet again. I have asperger syndrome which makes it even WORSE on me.

I don't understand why people who get into angel magick can see the astral, telepathically read thoughts, and know the powers of the mind and soul, and sometiems it feels like I'm at their mercy. The shit is unfair, these people are fucking evil! And yet they know the powers of the mind and use them for their own SELFISH needs and then use it to abuse others. These people are always ending up in jail, treating people like crap, arrogant, and the list goes on and on. Why do these people get to have these powers, but people like me don't? Fucking want to kill these fuckers! Anyways... if anyone can help me, please, I would appreciate it.

Hail Satan!


Hmmm.... no answer. I guess I'm pretty screwed then huh? "sigh"

I also would like to add, The only one that can help you is yourself, that is what father Satan is all about, father gives us knowledge so we may advance and help ourselves to what we desire.

Truth is any drug will manipulate you into wanting to desire that drug, much like how a parasite manipulated its host. this desire does not come from within it comes from the drug, therefore its not truly what you want for yourself. this is were dependencies come into place.
Meth is some of the worst shit, litterally i have seen it made and seen what it does to even the strongest of people, including my mother, thats why I personally tried it in my life(to see why my mother abandoned me for it) I can understand why because it is very very gripping and literally changes one persons mind and manipulates them into truly thinking they are in control when in reality its the drug that is in control.
Drugs are really horrible for the body mind, and most of all the spirit/soul, it will put holes in your aura making you much more suseptible to enemy attack, and also when it comes to the mind, the operator of the body and soul, it changes important chemical balances and will literally alter your neurons (synapses layouts, and bridges alike) what this does it make it easier for you to visualize see things while influenced by that drug, creating another dependency, and at the same time makes you think the drug itself is the answer to your problems, when in truth it is 50% or more of the problem at hand.
also meth will drain your physical body of any nutrients it needs to sustain that mind, and it completely wipes out your vril through the above process of not eating anything and running the body out until exhaustion.
it takes a strong mind and body and spirit to instantly drop the drug, many people never do, and are stuck in an never ending loop of being the victim to meth.
imo the easiest way to to drop all relationship to it, and build up your vril/chi/lifepower through consistent power meditation, also fix all those holes in your aura through what i posted earlier.
We spiritual satanist get high off our natural powers, without any outer influence from any substance. i personally stay away from everything and simply try to eat healthy, if i MUST take antibiotics then i do. but i perfer not too take any pills.
first step is to believe in yourself that you can overcome this addiction/dependency and then second step is to rebuild yourself through power meditation listed on joyofsatan,org
HAIL SATAN
HAIL THE ALL THE POWERS OF HELL
HAIL ALL OF THE GODS OF DUAT
Glory and protection to all Dedicated Warriors of Satan!!

 

[Jillian Kniep]

I'm sorry! I wish I could help, if I get any info about anything I'll contact you about it right away.  I am also having simaliar problems and will let you know anything that may help.

On Apr 13, 2013 12:46 PM, "richardlesterhailsatan11" <richardlesterhailsatan11@... wrote:

 

--- In , "richardlesterhailsatan11" <richardlesterhailsatan11@... wrote:

I been trying constantly, every day, for about two years now. In the beginning of that two years, after 5 months of doing the meditations I achieved the astral sight, but only for a couple of weeks I was seeing them, I would see the outlines of astral entities in the physical, and in the reflections of mirrors and windows I would see them as physical beings. That was also do to someone I knew that helped activate me, he (unlike me) could see them physically and even talk to them. I want to get back to that point again, I been doing the meditations like I said for about two years now and I haven't got no where close, and everytime I can I have to do drugs (meth) to even get to the point of seeing them. It's like a stimulate for me (please don't judge me fellow brothers and sisters!). I've activated my senses to an extent, but not as good as the first time around in the beginning of that two years. And everytime I do, it only lasts for a day or a couple of hours, and then I can't see nohing from the Astral anymore.

I'm at a road block brothers and sisters, I'm trying my hardest but I can't get no where. Everyday I try, I'm getting to the verge of just giving up, I think about suicide almost daily now, because if I can't progress in spirituality then what is the point of living? If I die, I will die giving my soul to Father Satan. I made that dedication, and I'm sticking with it until death. People don't even know the HATE and DISGUST I harbor for the christian "god" and his angels, let alone the people who follow them...

I even have people doing angel magick against me, and I think this might be playing a big role in why I'm feeling depressed and like I'm getting no where too. Every Monday I do a ritual to Father Satan, everyday I'm constantly praying to him to change things, to get me passed that road block where I'm stuck at, and nothing is changing, at all. I'm keeping my faith strong in him regardless though. I don't know where to turn, I'm at a loss cause. There is no fellow Satanists here in South Dakota that can help me with my problems, personally, I think I'm the only one, LOL! And everyone that does get into witchcraft is into that angel garbage. They can see the astral, they can talk to those that reside there, they can telepathically read thoughts (an ability I have never achieved), they can move objects with their minds, and ect. ect. Most of these people are Native Americans (Including myself) and they get into Native American spirituality (which I believe is corrupt and another form of angel magick). These people are undercover haters, and once they found out I'm a Satanist they been doing their bullshit angel magick against me. It's like these people won't give me a break. I have no where to turn to, and like I said I pray to Father Satan everyday, and if it wasn't for Satan so far, I would of been dead a long time ago, and I'm atleast thankful for that. I fight for Satan all the time on Youtube, Facebook, anywhere I can I'm fighting against the ignorance of christians and for the truth, letting it be known. All i want is to advance, and it's not happening. Please help!!!!!! It feels like I'm hopeless, and sometimes I think about just hanging it up and saying fuck it to all, but I know once I do that, I reincarnate back into the same BULL yet again. I have asperger syndrome which makes it even WORSE on me.

I don't understand why people who get into angel magick can see the astral, telepathically read thoughts, and know the powers of the mind and soul, and sometiems it feels like I'm at their mercy. The shit is unfair, these people are fucking evil! And yet they know the powers of the mind and use them for their own SELFISH needs and then use it to abuse others. These people are always ending up in jail, treating people like crap, arrogant, and the list goes on and on. Why do these people get to have these powers, but people like me don't? Fucking want to kill these fuckers! Anyways... if anyone can help me, please, I would appreciate it.

Hail Satan!


Hmmm.... no answer. I guess I'm pretty screwed then huh? "sigh"