hello

There's no learning, there's listening. There's walking in the green grass- feeling the sun warm the deepest parts of your soul. He's that voice in the back of your head protecting you while driving in the middle of the night trying to get home. He's the one the says STOP .2 seconds before a big animal jumps out in front of you while driving- that could have gone through your windshield and killed you if it was hit. He's there talking to you at your lowest points and sending demons to guide you.

He's sent me messages saying "I'm still here" at my lowest points. He's that reason you smile, even when things are falling apart. He's given you talent and the strength for this world and you have to have faith in that- or you will fail for sure.

Satanism to me- has become enjoying my life. Being okay with what I've been dealt and learning to love that sort of thing- instead of the christian version of trying to change what makes me..well me.

I turned to Satanism- a year or two after I was raped. I was sent to christian counseling and groups to only be SHAMED for what HAD HAPPENED TO ME. The christian church had told me, as a woman, is unclean- unholy. It says it in their bible- IT says nothing about that in any Satanic bible- SO why is Satan seen as bad? Is it because in Satan I am seen equal? I turned to Satan because well, I am the epitome of the perfect sinner in the christian church and to Satan, I am just a human. I am doing what I was built to do as a superior being. Which is protecting the earth, protecting his creations, empowering myself.

With all that being said- my pains never went away- but I learned to live with all of them..beautifully. I am okay with being mad about what happened. It's okay to Satan that I tried to do things to make myself feel better about the situation- and Satan helped me out of that situation.

I almost died from a drug reaction. I felt myself fading in and out. I was alone- even though I was in a ward. The people there were incompetent. I remember running from the group session and then collapsing- I might have muttered help me to the nurse. I don't remember what happened between that- but I ended up on bed rest for the rest of that day and my drug was immediately stopped- which is why I was there in the first place. The drug I was on had a withdrawal worse than a crack addiction- the entire time I came off that drug- I didn't ONCE feel sick. But prior to that- I tried to stop taking it- I felt like death.

Satanism isn't all about fear and revenge. You need to define what Satan is for you. Satan won't help you, or his demons, unless you devote yourself. It's a call and answer type of thing. The first night I decided that I was going to dedicate- Satan visited me. That's how I knew it was the right thing to do- have you been visited by any other god? Has anyone else answered your prayers? Probably not- but I bet a million bucks he will answer you some way- you just have to keep your eyes open.

Please am new here and wants to know more about Satan

Read and study the Joy of Satan website entirely. You will find information on there about Satan and True Satanism in general.

I'm looking for good books on spell and witch craft and where to buy them at and a good place to get ingreadents for spells

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Ingredients- like ribbons and clay and stuff or candles? You can get those at almost any store or online. There are some books thought JoS that I'm planning on reading but none really for Satanic witchcraft. It's all on the Satanic Witchcraft page of JoS
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I'm looking for good books on
spell and witch craft and where to buy them at and a good
place to get ingreadents for spells










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