Having troubles and my dedication experience!

i too had a same feeling once. I didnt do the ritual again although i fukd up on it. but for about a year i felt like nothing. in my near 2nd year I've made some real progress and am able to see some signs of it and we need to be patient. around my birthday in march i was haveing an atrocious month but sometimes the planets aren't in our favor. so maybe thats it or maybe not. wat u need to remember is Satan is always there for us. I'd recomend a ouija board in order to talk with spirits and demons. i have several non demon spirit friends who have helped in many things. its knowing we're not alone is sometimes what helps us feel better

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Hail Satan Lord Undeniable!!!!

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From: iplaywithdeadthings <iplaywithdeadthings@...
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Date: Wed, Jul 15, 2009 01:29 PM
Subject: Having troubles and my dedication experience!

Hello my family!

Well.. i am having some troubles. About a year ago i did my dedication ritual
but i kinda wasnt serious bout it and i was in a pretty fucked up state. I was
severly depressed my head was just fucked up. So bout 6 months later i did it
again. This time i did from my heart and soul. About five mins after i did the
ritual a beautiful shimmering golden figure came out of nowhere! It walked up to
me and kissed me on the forehead then touched my chest where my heart is and
dissapeared! After this figure left i felt energized and extremely happy! I felt
amazing! Im not sure who it was but wow it was amazing!

Its now been another 6 months and i feel like shit. i cant seem to do any
meditations or anything! I used to be able to fall into a trance in seconds now
i cant fall in a trance at all! Its seems like my chakras and energy has gone!
Maybe i pissed someone or something off. Maybe i just need to try harder with my
meditations. Can anyone give a confused guy some help??

Thanx!

HAIL FATHER SATAN!
MAY YOU REIGN FOREVER AND EVER!