Growing up I've experienced severe difficulty when faced with sermons and instruction from the Judeo-Christian faith. Questions smothered, faith questioned, and my whole identity being deemed a smudge on the message my "family" was trying to sustain. I've had interest in Satanism, but started with LaVey, from there I enjoyed the conceptualization of spiritual self-empowerment, yet recently found myself on satanisgod.org, along with the information about Spiritual Satanism. This fits my beliefs much better, along with delving in deeper to Vodun, a path that my father left even after his passing in my teens. Unfortunately, the biggest wall I've hit is having no living family (that I'm aware of) that practice or believe in Vodun&Satanic virtues. The pull I've felt towards these energies is unmistakably strong, but sifting through all the information that I lowered myself into has been somewhat overwhelming. I understand there's no mediation with Satan, but I seek guidance. Would it be best to consult a board (ouija)? I don't own one at the moment, and also find it difficult to find one of authenticity, that isn't some toy shop gimmick. I'm also hoping to find more experienced practitioners so I can better understand both Satan, and myself as a whole. I was hesitant to join this forum at first (mostly because Yahoo lol), but if shit comes to shove and I get replies here, this would prove a valuable resource to me in my studies. Thanks all for reading!
