Greetings to all true Zevists.
On March 3rd, I performed my dedication ritual during the Blood Moon eclipse and the 3/3 portal.
During the process, my handwriting was messy and I made some mistakes. The blood on my signature wasn't very dark.
Right after the ritual ended, I saw a red circle on the wall. I thought, 'Wow, I’ve received a special sign.' 👉🏻🔴
Most of those dark feelings decreased significantly. I felt lightness at first, and for a while, there was a different kind of energy in the room. I said, 'I am grateful to Zeus/Satan for accepting me.'
But after a while, an anxiety and heavy energy pressure took over me. And as soon as I closed my eyes to sleep, I saw bad and scary hallucinations. They only passed after I prayed to father Zeus/Satan. I also felt a sincere urge to pray from within, and I did.
This morning, I woke up feeling somewhat saved, as if my soul was liberated from all bad things.
Was I accepted despite the messy handwriting and the blood not being dark enough? I feel a struggle between darkness and light inside me right now. Is everything okay?
Hail Satan!
Hail Zeus!