feeling down

Nobody here is hating you man but you should stop quitting the crap for your own good.

Even tho I know ik im more powerful than the voices there going to make me stop by getting louder with every hit? I wonder what gods real reason is for fucking my life up I never should've seen this shit anyway now I love it and I'll never get to experience what it's like to not be suppressed from people and voices and god when I was already desperate for it as a kid so if I die to weed prolly just never reancanate again

I don't know man i used drugs for half my life, last six years i've almost died every day, four months ago i quit everything and actually started doing the work (mostly opening and cleaning chakras) and i didn't feel this good since i was maybe 9..? It almost doesn't feel real . Keep staying alive, miracles kinda do happen

I don't know man i used drugs for half my life, last six years i've almost died every day, four months ago i quit everything and actually started doing the work (mostly opening and cleaning chakras) and i didn't feel this good since i was maybe 9..? It almost doesn't feel real . Keep staying alive, miracles kinda do ha

but i dont understand why would satan or god force us to go through this badness of drugs when i have in the back of my mind that i know nothing will go worng and im not doing anything wrong and how when i came to this i thought satan would get rid of all my past and negitive karmas but now its like its all coming to me and attacking me at different times

Not even the Gods are above karma. No one can make your karma disappear. It needs to be resolved. What is point in the Gods doing everything for you? Addiction sucks, there are two choices work through it or be a victim of it. For the record the Gods didn't force you to get addicted to drugs, you choose to take them. You were probably young and made the mistake out of ignorance. Doing the work is the only way to fix the addiction. Satanism is about taking fixing your own flaws and short comings to be a better person.

hi, lately vie just been thinking and beating most of these past experiences that happen to me, most of them being bad experiences almost like it just comes to me most of the time. I want to be the best i can but now i feel like vie been abused with it never stopping probably the reason i still am using drugs and the worse part is that I'm still young I'm 21 and been through a lot and idk how my future plays but i know im here. Voices just playing around in my head with their powers and im just anxoius paranoid and depressed i might have some trauma with my child hood fr and now im just trying to enjoy my risks and highs.

You need to get your shit together, let go of drugs, and start advancing. The Gods can't save you if you don't put in the effort to solve your life. There are many Zevism that are struggling, and it's tragic that so many of us had terrible childhoods and lives until we found Satanism.

But no one can solve your problems. You do it yourself, with the means offered here and the guidance of our Gods. But guess what — They can't poke you with a stick to get moving or force you to get shit done.

Put on your adult pants and stop going back to drugs.

so how do i control my life back from the voices and everyone taking it and controlling it from me

so how do i control my life back from the voices and everyone taking it and controlling it from me

Start small and work towards something that will replace your addiction. The drugs are giving you a false experience rather than letting you generate that experience within yourself. I really thinking going to the gym and working out is the best thing for you at your age. If you can't afford a gym you can train body exercises or do yoga. Try to learn how to train smart and there are a lot of free training programs available that use training blocks. Shift your focus towards something positive. You might have some relapses but its not the end of the world as long as you are improving in other areas. Negative voices will never go away, they will get drowned out by the positive as you cultivate the best version of yourself.

Start small and work towards something that will replace your addiction. The drugs are giving you a false experience rather than letting you generate that experience within yourself. I really thinking going to the gym and working out is the best thing for you at your age. If you can't afford a gym you can train body exercises or do yoga. Try to learn how to train smart and there are a lot of free training programs available that use training blocks. Shift your focus towards something positive. You might have some relapses but its not the end of the world as long as you are improving in other areas. Negative voices will never go away, they will get drowned out by the positive as you cultivate the best version of yourself.

then why do i feel like if i do these things i would actually see a difference and that sets me back like everything doesn't see me for what i am right now and why do i feel like im set b ack from my curses like they acctually did fuck up my life now and i have all these myths about how im the only one

then why do i feel like if i do these things i would actually see a difference and that sets me back like everything doesn't see me for what i am right now and why do i feel like im set b ack from my curses like they acctually did fuck up my life now and i have all these myths about how im the only one

Every great person has painful origin story. You become great by overcoming obstacles not by feeling sorry for yourself. Only you can own your life and push forward. All the advice in the world from these forums is pointless unless you do something about your situation. Life is hard its the whole point of this world. Think its easy cultivating the God within?